"I'm going to have an exam soon, it's a real headache. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Jin Chuan stroked his brown hair and said impatiently, he took care of his hair, limbs, face, and even his whole body more carefully than a girl, and the hand cream, face cream, and hair oil he applied should have a pleasant fragrance, which seemed to be his self-required standard, he spoke softer than a girl, and knew how to dress himself better than a girl, but from a biological point of view - he was a boy.

After hearing this, Shui Jing, who was sitting behind him, glanced at him and said, "What do you have to worry about, relying on your capable father, even if you can't get into college, you won't get to the point of having no food." ”

"Are you comforting me or making fun of me, do you think my dad really feels so sorry for me, he likes his daughter, but I'm a boy, and my dad made me like this."

"Hey, Xiaoxi, I heard that the principal is your uncle, is it true? Then you don't have to worry about your exams, right? ”

Shui Jing turned her head and threw this kind of unpleasant question straight to me, I sneered and didn't know what to do, I was afraid that the whole class knew about it now, to be honest, the uncle and the principal I look at it separately, he is just the principal at school, that's all.

"It's really enviable, Xiaoxi, you probably know what the exam questions are, right? Reveal a little bit to me as well. ”

Jin Chuan also came to join in the fun, and he and Shui Jing simply gathered around my desk and talked with great interest.

"Don't talk nonsense, I don't know." I smiled wryly, and I really wanted to end the topic right away.

"yes, that's right." Jin Chuan screamed suddenly, and his face disguised as a girl suddenly distorted a little, "I remember, ten years ago, there seemed to be students in the first year of high school D who were related to the principal, what a terrible coincidence, although I heard about it, but it's true, do you remember?" The water is quiet. ”

"It seems like I heard that the student later changed schools."

"Ahh Yes, it's a school transfer. ”

Their conversation made me faintly think of something, ten years ago the uncle was already the principal, probably my father's current age the uncle became the principal, a decade to do, but I haven't heard of anyone in the family has also studied in Shaojian Middle School, my father's family is only he and the uncle two brothers, the uncle was the principal and the uncle had a blood relationship, if you are in the first year of high school, it may be the child of the family... Child... Child... I kept saying these two words, could it be my uncle's child?

... The father said that he couldn't preface the child in front of the uncle, is that the reason? Uncle's child changed schools? Transfer... Dr. Sennan said that the students who had changed schools had actually committed suicide.

――Uncle's child committed suicide?

――Is the uncle's child one of the students who used to play a prank on Hegu?

Is this the reason why the uncle is so flickering about the grain...

"I'll tell you a secret-" Jin Chuan lowered his voice and leaned his face over, very close to us, psychologically Jin Chuan regarded himself as a girl in the class, so he felt that there should be no distance between him and us.

He continued: "In the results of the investigation into the death of Chunchu, the police found a circumstance, and because of this circumstance, it was proved to a large extent that Chunchu committed suicide. ”

I quickly glanced at Shui Jing and asked, "What is it?" ”

Jin Chuan didn't say anything, just made a lip sync, and I immediately understood, and my eyes widened in shock.

I glanced at Shui Jing again, she didn't react as strongly as me, Jin Chuan changed his posture and continued: "This situation has not been revealed, after all, considering that Chunchu is dead, if it is announced, it will definitely have a very bad impact, so this is top secret news." ”

"Are you sure it's true?" I looked Kanegawa in the eye to make sure it wasn't a substandard joke he was making.

Jin Chuan pursed his lips and said unhappily: "How can I joke about this kind of thing, if this is made public, it will be very serious, I learned the news from my father, his friend is the captain of the criminal police of the police station, and he also told me that the students in this class are not normal, let me keep a good distance, I told you because I think you are a trustworthy friend, hum-"

If the truth is what Kanegawa said, then from the beginning, before the beginning of the spring before he died, back to that Friday after school, something must have happened that I can't imagine.

It's really related to the "lily of the valley puppet", but I'm afraid there is something distorted about it.

I went to school with a chaotic mind, and I didn't listen carefully in class, I always couldn't let go of the fact that Jin Chuan said, since the beginning of the spring was gone, Shui Jing never asked me where to hang out after school, the reason for this is self-evident, after all, she and the beginning of the spring used to be such good partners, but... Shouldn't she be more surprised than me by what Jin Chuan said? Or is it...

I don't have amnesia but just have a poor memory, after taking a stop on the bus, I found that an important book was forgotten in the desk, and I had to take it, I changed the train back to the route, and when I returned to school again, it was past seven o'clock, the classroom was empty, even walking had an echo, the emptiness seemed to suck people in, the classroom door of the first year of high school D class was unlocked, I quickly walked in and took the book, I didn't want to stay for a second longer, because here I saw "that thing", "he" That kind of inhuman body has been hovering in my mind, at least for a long time indelible, I was thinking back in horror, the moment I stepped out of the classroom door, I suddenly saw a skirt hidden in the corner at the end of the corridor, it was...

- It's Shui Jing, the pink pom-pom ornament on her socks is obvious, and you can identify her at a glance.

At the end of the corridor is the girls' toilet.

Why is she still staying at school at this time, I remember that she left earlier than me.

I walked over with a light pace, and as the distance narrowed, the more I could hear a whisper coming from the toilet, and I couldn't make out what was being said, but as I approached the door, I heard a small, strange shout, small but outrageous.

I didn't dare to go in to see what was going on, but could Shui Jing be in danger inside... I hesitated, unable to make a decision, and at that moment, a louder shout came, as if it had broken through the door panel and hit me directly into the depths of my eardrum, and I shook in horror, and the sky outside the hallway window seemed to change color...

I didn't care about being afraid, I was more worried about what was going on inside Shui Jing, so I pushed the door and rushed into the girls' bathroom.

I didn't see her, I didn't see anyone, I just saw blood on the tiles of the sink,...

"Shui Jing—" I exclaimed nervously.

Trembling, I opened each compartment in turn to see... Inside the fourth... I saw her...

"--Shui Jing."

Ignoring the sight in front of me, I reached out to help her, because she was lying on the side of the toilet bowl with two things in her hands - a razor blade, and a powder whose name I don't know.

Shui Jing's school uniform was messy, unevenly stained with blood, I didn't know what she did to herself, I tugged at her arm, with her weight I couldn't pull her up, I could only barely help her against the partition of the cubicle.

"Shui Jing, what's going on?"

"Nozomi—" She looked at me with a blank look, and then her gaze drifted to another place.

I straightened out her school uniform, the collar, the glaring red trail was exposed, and... I reached out and pulled it away.

More marks were all over her neck, and... On the wrists, on the thighs hidden under the skirt... The scars alternated between the old and the new, the scabbed and the re-cut mixed together, crisscrossed and crisscrossed, and the thing that caused these bright red images was undoubtedly the blade in her hand.

Seeing that she had cut it herself, I was shocked.

"The water is quiet... You... What's going on? ”

"Nozomi..."

Her consciousness should be clear, but I'm not sure, I'm not a doctor, I can't make any professional judgment, I just think she's a little weird, I can't tell, just like a drunk person knows very well in his heart but his behavior is uncontrollable, that's how she feels, Shui Jing knows who I am, but she can't explain to me what she's doing right now.

I intuitively thought that the packet of powder might be that kind of thing, but I was not sure, I had heard that middle school students would be instigated by some adults in entertainment venues to smoke poisonous powder, which contained stimulants and hallucinogenic ingredients, and that kind of medicine was easy to produce, and it could be extracted from some daily medicines at will, and it was easy to become addictive after smoking.

My chest was pounding violently, this is the school, if there is one more person who sees Shui Jing's appearance, she may be arrested, I panicked, and hurriedly threw the medicine powder in her hand into the toilet bowl and quickly flushed it, but in the face of Shui Jing's situation, I obviously couldn't deal with it, and in desperation, I dialed the phone number of Dr. Sennan...

I waited in Dr. Sennan's office with a cup of hot water, and about an hour later, Dr. Sennan returned from the treatment room

"How? Is she okay? I asked.

"Well, she did have stimulants in her blood, but only in small amounts, she should be a first-time tester, as long as there is no second time it should not cause addiction, if there are injuries on her body... The wound is not deep, as long as she does not continue to cut like that, she will recover soon, but it is not certain that there will be no scar, I have treated her, and the other condition is very stable, and she will wake up after a while. ”

Dr. Sennan stretched out his back and looked me in the eye, and I was embarrassed to thank him.

"Well, please don't tell anyone, okay? After all... Shui Jing is still a student... I'm worried..."

"I understand, Xiaoxi, you don't have to worry about this problem, it's just that why your classmate is like this, has she suffered any great trauma, after all, extreme actions such as self-harm are only done in a painful mood."

I shook my head weakly, "I don't know, Shui Jing usually likes to talk and laugh, but after the accident in early spring... Alas, I can't tell. ”

"I think it's probably the opposite—"

"Dr. Sennan..."

"It's nothing, Xiaoxi, I'm just guessing, after all, girls of your age are quite difficult to understand." Dr. Sennan smiled, but in an instant he became calm.

I think I seem to understand something, but it's hard to say, why do you do this, there is such a big difference between Shui Jing's heart and the image she presents to people on the outside, or what is behind her that tortures her, so that she vents in a cruel way to herself...

I grabbed my bag and prepared to say goodbye to Dr. Sennan, and my father should be anxious about this at home.

"--Shui Jing woke up and let her go home on her own, I thought... She didn't want to tell me anything about the medicine, maybe I'll be at school tomorrow... Forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow. ”

"Well, that's right..."

Dr. Sennan replied with a slight nod.

I was about to leave when Shui Jing suddenly pushed the door open and came in.

Her face was not very good, and she had lost her previous white luster, as if she had just vomited.

She looked at me hesitantly, and I understood that she had something to say.

"Xiaoxi, wait a minute, I want to confess something to you, about the beginning of spring-"