Choose Silence Chapter 21

It was as if the morning bell had struck and the noisy crowd in the subway passage had announced the start of the day. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Zhou Jing looked at Yang Fan and thought: He is a dream chaser like himself, lying in the underground passage of this strange city, accepting the ridicule of people, and feeling the cruelty brought to him by society.

"How long have you been here?" Zhou Jing first broke the silence and asked.

"It's been three years."

"Three years? Are you always like this? Zhou Jing wanted to ask if she had been wandering like this in Shanghai for three years, but she didn't dare to ask, she was afraid that the result would be her own result.

"I came to Shanghai three years ago, worked for a month, and managed to save some money to buy a train ticket to come here, and I still have some pocket money left to support my temporary life. I was confident when I came, but now I'm starting to despair. ”

"Why?"

"At the beginning, I only wanted to release albums, write, and sing, and I did all of these in the past three years, but I also understood one thing, dreams are not something you can achieve, what are your dreams, will they change, will you forget your original mentality while walking, are the dreams they give you the same as the dreams you give yourself?"

Yang Fan seemed to be talking to himself and as if he was warning himself.

"By now I'm desperate, not because I can't see my future, but because I see my future clearly, but I don't want to go that way, I'm going to go far."

"Yes, the road is getting farther and farther, whether the direction is right or not, you are moving forward." Zhou Jing looked at the calluses on her hands that had been sharpened by long-term writing. "It's up to us to choose."

"yes!" A relaxed sentence contained how helpless Yang Fan was.

The two of them looked at the crowded underground passage, people were busy walking, the time was calculated by the second, and even the place where they sat was squeezed out, this life, is it what I want? Zhou Jing asked herself.

"Okay, the morning rush hour has passed, we should also go, we haven't slept all night, and we have to have a meeting to work in the afternoon?" Yang Fan packed up his guitar and tunes and beckoned Zhou Jing to go with him.

"Where are you?"

"It's not you, it's us."

"We?" Yang Fan looked at Zhou Jing's puzzled face and leaked his trademark smile, and the two little tiger teeth on the corner of his mouth.

"It's us, I want your words, you can say how much money is reasonable. And you've just come and have nowhere to go, so you can go first if I have a vacant house. ”

"I don't rent a house."

"I didn't let you rent it, let's go first, have breakfast first."

"But."

"Oh, it's nothing, let's go, quick."

The stomach also happened to start protesting angrily, and Zhou Jing was embarrassed to go with Yang Fan.

"Ah, show me your ID card."

"Okay, okay." Saying that, Yang Fan took out his ID card from his trouser pocket, only two years older than himself, has it been three years?

"You're too young, aren't you?"

"That's right, I graduated from junior high school and went to junior college, and I studied music, and I came out in three years."

"Is that all it coming out?"

"Let's talk as we go, I'm starving." Saying that, Yang Fan took Zhou Jing on the subway.

All kinds of people were standing in front of them, strange, familiar, intimate, all facing their mobile phone screens in busy eyes, Zhou Jing looked at Yang Fan beside him who was looking at the door blankly, and suddenly felt that the city was so lonely.

"When I chose to study music, my family didn't support me, and I worked odd jobs to earn money for tuition, but then I couldn't hold on anymore and graduated early. If you want to come to Shanghai, no one in your family will support you, but you just came, there is no way, you can't get over your own hurdle. ”

Zhou Jing was silent, looking at Yang Fan, his eyes were full of red bloodshots, and in the words he didn't want to mention the sadness.

"There's no way, it's all pushing yourself." Yang Fan's helpless smile has been shown many times.

The train moved forward at breakneck speed, pulling the rhythm of the city, and those who went to the wrong station were dragged behind.