Chapter 9, hurt self-esteem

"However, after a few hours of observation, I think you are very interesting, and I think we are a good fit. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I don't like that kind of girl who is too timid to speak. ”

Li Tianming said with a smile.

Don't like the kind of girl who is too timid to speak?

How did she feel that she was such a character in her previous life when she first got married? If you want to say that she is spicy and powerful, she was forced by life after he sacrificed in his previous life.

Zheng Huiya suddenly had the idea of moving a stone and hitting herself in the foot.

She remembered a phrase she had often heard in her previous life: What do you like about me? Can't I change it? She really wanted to put it to use, but she didn't dare. She's already self-defeating once, and she can't make him more interested in herself!

"No, no, no," Zheng Huiya was not good at talking, so she simply didn't argue with him, waved her hand directly, and said: "Li Tianming, I don't like you, and I don't like you, we are not suitable." ”

After she finished speaking, she felt a little apprehensive in her heart. I always felt a little weak when I said this, and I felt strange in my heart when Ning Ning's father said this kind of thing. No matter how strange it is, you have to make it clear, otherwise let him hold on to hope and refuse in the end, that would be cruel to him!

Li Tianming's face was a little dark, he always felt good about himself, whether it was when he was in junior high school, or after he became a soldier, there were a few girls around him who hinted at him explicitly or implicitly, but at that time he had a heart and didn't take those girls seriously at all.

I never thought that today he confessed to a little girl from the countryside like this, but he was ruthlessly rejected. He felt very uncomfortable in his heart, feeling that he had let go of his self-esteem but did not get a corresponding return, which hurt his self-esteem a little.

He was silent for a while before he smiled self-deprecatingly, stood up and said lightly: "You have a good rest, I won't bother you." I promised your brother-in-law to take care of you, and I will sit outside in the kitchen for a while, and if you have anything, call me. ”

Zheng Huiya looked at his back, and her heart was slightly sour, "This is for everyone's good." In this life, I can't suffer from the previous life. She repeated it in her heart a few times to cheer herself up.

She slept for almost a day, and her body had always been strong before, but now she was in good spirits, but it was a pity that Li Tianming was outside, otherwise she really wanted to go down to the ground and move. She couldn't get off the ground, so she had to lie on the bed, wondering what to do next?

She knew that if she didn't marry Li Tianming, she would have to find a man to marry within a year or two. She can't let her family find her a rural one, she wants to find a familiar, simple, and able man for herself.

An image quickly appeared in front of me.

Square face, simple appearance, not handsome, but not ugly, the key is that she is simple and capable, and she was good to her in her previous life. It's just that she had two marriages in her previous life, the first time she lost her husband, and the second time she failed, which made her not interested in marriage. And although the man is good to her, but the children of the family don't look down on her, she herself has had enough of the suffering of the stepmother since she was a child, and she is really afraid that she will become a person like the stepmother, and she doesn't want her daughter to be angry anymore, so she rejected the man.

But that's really a good man, always standing up at the first time when she needs help, without asking for anything in return, silently helping her. To use a word decades later, it is her blue-faced confidante.

That man is five years older than her, I wonder if he is married now?

If he is not married, then you can marry him. That man gave her a feeling of being very dependent, and made her feel very secure the moment she saw him.

Li Tianming stood in front of the stove, his face was not as plain as when he faced Zheng Huiya before, and he was even a little lazy, his expression was gloomy, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and his fingers were unconsciously knocking in the air.

This is the second time since he has grown up that he has a heartfelt feeling for a girl, but it is also the second time that a passive girl refuses.

Could it be that he really doesn't have a woman's popularity?

He couldn't figure it out.

He thought of what happened after he went to his eldest sister from Cheng Zhi's office in the morning, and denied his thoughts. Looking at the meaning of the little girl who is a relative of the eldest brother-in-law's family, I should be quite satisfied with him.

Thinking of this, he was a little anxious, and wanted to hurry home and find the eldest sister to confirm whether the girl was satisfied with him.

He desperately wanted to use this to add some confidence to his battered heart.

The two of them were thinking about their hearts.

It was snowing outside the window, and it was getting dark soon.

After Cheng Zhi got off work, he and Zhang Yalan picked up their son back, "Tianming, thank you for helping me take care of Huiya." This kid doesn't bother you! Zhang Yalan carefully observed his expression, and felt a little happy in her heart.

Ken stayed here for an afternoon to help take care of her, and if you want to say that you didn't take a fancy to her cousin, you can't believe it.

"No, she's fine, she should be fine. I still have something to do, so I'll leave first, and I'll trouble my sister-in-law today. Without saying a few words, Li Tianming was in a hurry to leave, and punched Cheng Zhi, "Old Cheng, I'll leave first, and I'll find you to drink at home another day." ”

Zhang Yalan wanted to say, "Don't bother, it should be our Huiya who troubles you." But seeing that Li Tianming didn't go into the house to greet her cousin, she rushed into the heavy snow, and she was unsure in her heart.

She went to the Westinghouse with the child in her arms and put the child on the kang, "Huiya, how is it?" Still uncomfortable, isn't it? She said and touched her forehead, "It's okay, it's not hot." She said as she helped her son take off his padded jacket and put him on the kang. Auntie, you're so lazy, I'm in kindergarten, and you're still sleeping. The child was talking in a childlike manner, approaching her and shaving her face to shame her.

"Okay, you dare to laugh at Auntie, see how Auntie cleans you up." She said as she grabbed her little nephew and pretended to squeak him in the arm. The child's happy laughter spread outside the house, and Cheng Zhi coughed loudly when he heard it.

Zhang Yalan hugged her son when she heard this, "Don't make trouble, my aunt just doesn't have the strength." Then he asked Zheng Huiya: "What do you think of that person Li Tianming?" Isn't that good? Let me tell you Hui Ya, you have to catch a promising person like this, and it's not easy to find a man as good as him now. ”

"Cousin, he's gone?" Zheng Huiya didn't answer her words, she breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, stretched her waist, and muttered, "I've been suffocated this afternoon." ”

Zhang Yalan really didn't have a bottom in her heart, "Huiya, you guys didn't talk about it well?" She hesitated and asked, "Isn't it, he didn't have a crush on you?" She looked at her cousin carefully, her skin was very good, and she was very young, but this big cotton jacket was quite ruinous to her image, and she couldn't help complaining: "It's so warm in this room, why don't you take off and only wear autumn clothes?" "If you wear an autumn coat, it must be beautiful and healthy.

Zheng Huiya pursed her lips, but she didn't dare to tell her cousin the truth, "I don't know, maybe he didn't fancy me." ”

Zhang Yalan felt strange, "Impossible, if you didn't like it, how could you take the initiative to take care of you?" ”

Unsolicited? I said it was entrusted by my cousin-in-law before, and I lied!

"How could it be, who is he, who am I, how can he take a fancy to me?" Zheng Huiya retorted confidently, she knew that in the eyes of her cousin and cousin-in-law, and even in the eyes of others, she was able to marry Li Tianming, and she had climbed high. In her previous life, when she married him, she also thought so.

So she didn't tell the truth, she thought that a person with Li Tianming's personality, as well as his performance later, showed that he would not have anything to do with her again. It is even more impossible for his cousin-in-law to ask him directly and confirm with him the truth of this matter.