CHAPTER XXVII
Time passes quietly, minute by minute, and when you look back, those times that you can't go back to are full of things that make you regret. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info under the day stretched by the sunset, the busy figure is condensed into a small black dot, densely squirming, when the day disappears minute by minute, the dark giant curtain is slowly pulled down, and the surprised gaze is docked and sighed. You look back and see your stupidity, the things you regret, and you whisper that now that you're growing up, you feel how stupid you used to be. You look forward, and feel that the distant future is not your plan, you say that life is precious, no one knows what will happen in the next second, so cherishing the present is the best way to live.
Time is all used to regret, and self-soothing is your only excuse for living a good life.
Zhou Jing gently flipped the script, page by page as time passed, and at the end of the play, she gently closed the script, raised her head and sighed heavily at the faint light overhead.
I don't know how to feel at this moment, it's coming too fast, I always feel unsteady, I always feel too illusory, am I a person who can reach the sky in one step. But I don't accept it, I want to give up and I feel too reluctant, the opportunities are in front of me, and I don't reach out to grasp it, so when can I wait for the next opportunity to come?
Zhou Jing took out Director Xu's business card and looked at the introduction written on it: Xu Nan, art director of Xingmei International Film and Television Company, ----. took out his mobile phone and Baidu took out the name, and a few simple lines of introduction were enough to make Zhou Jing want to desperately seize this opportunity.
Xu Nan, the artistic director and shareholder of Xingmei International Cinema, has won many famous artists such as XXX.XXX.XXX, produced many famous albums, created many familiar works, participated in the production of films, TV series production, and ranked first in the box office ratings, and won countless awards.
"This is a chance God gave me." Zhou Jing said softly to herself.
Under the dim light, in the small room, it did not affect the majestic dream hidden in Zhou Jing's heart at all. She took out the business card that Director Xu gave her, took out her mobile phone, and dialed the number on it.
"Hey, hello, is it Director Xu Nanxu?"
"I am."
"Director Xu, I'm Zhou Jing."
"Zhou Jing?" Director Xu repeated the familiar name on the other end of the phone, and Yang Fan's face immediately turned red, and his heart beat fast.
"Yes, it's Yang Fan's sister."
"Yes, of course I do. How's it going, have you read the script? ”
"Well, I've seen it, it's great."
"That's good, I mean let you play the female number one, I don't know if you're willing?" Director Xu looked at Yang Fan in front of him as he spoke.
And Yang Fan listened to the conversation between Director Xu in front of him and Zhou Jing on the other end of the phone, and his emotions became more and more nervous, completely lost the arrogance just now, and gradually turned back into the cowardly child who was slaughtered by others.
"However, I don't have any experience, and I wasn't born in a junior college, can I really do that?"
"I believe in my eyes on people, and please believe in yourself."
On the other end of the phone, Zhou Jing paused, clenched his fists, straightened his back to the phone, and said firmly: "I also believe in myself." ”
When the sound is transmitted to the earpiece on the other side with the mobile communication of the mobile phone, the hopeful passion becomes a representative of stupidity.
"Very good, then you prepare first, I still have a little matter to deal with with Yang Fan here, and let's have a meal together in the evening." As he spoke, he gave Yang Fan a look and was proud.
"Well, you're busy first."
After hanging up the phone, Zhou Jing was immersed in her fantasies, and she had long forgotten how uncomfortable Xu Nan's eyes were when she looked at her.
On the other side, Xu Nan looked proudly at Yang Fan, who lowered his head again, and already had victory in his heart.
"Yang Fan, I know that I have wronged you and your talent over the years, so from now on, you will change your identity and be yourself, and I will help you."
There is a subtle emotion hidden under the mask of feigned kindness, wrapped in layers of air, your sound waves can't break in, and your eyes can't see the end. In Yang Fan's eyes, Xu Nan in front of him was like a glass window steaming in winter, hazy to cover your eyes with a layer of mist.
"What does it mean to change your identity?"
"Change your identity, don't be Liu Xinjie's stand-in, don't be the writer hiding behind him, and don't be Yang Fan anymore."
"Don't be Yang Fan?"
"Change your identity, let's forget the past, I am willing to repackage it for you once, so that you can appear in front of everyone with a new identity."
Yang Fan looked at Xu Nan, and Xu Nan also looked at Yang Fan. The two looked at each other, but Xu Nan had already seen through Yang Fan's heart, but Yang Fan could only look at the person inside through the foggy glass outside the hazy window, everything was in his own imagination, Yang Fan really didn't have the courage to distinguish between right and wrong and true and false.
"You and Zhou Jing, your sister, the two of you are the key training objects of our company this year, okay?"
Xu Nan continued, tempting, not giving Yang Fan too much time to think.
"I'll do the production myself, you make the music, she is the actor, so that your dreams are there, and her dreams are also there, isn't it a beautiful thing for both of you, Yang Fan, this will not hurt you at all, and give me a chance to make up for the damage to your soul over the years."
Yang Fan raised his head and looked at Xu Nan, the domineering spirit in the past seemed to be gone, but now his expression and eyes were sincere and serious.
"She's not my sister."
"I know, that's better, Yang Fan, think about it, you've been here for five years, and it's not the fate of God to meet a girl like this who has the same goals with you and can work together?"
"But I still can't be myself." Yang Fan's faint voice was doubting his thoughts.
"You are yourself, your face, your body, your brain, this is who you are, the name is just a codename."
"I ......." Yang Fan always felt that something was wrong in his heart, but he couldn't tell what the problem was, he only felt that he couldn't ruin Zhou Jing's opportunity so easily, and at the same time, he couldn't find anything wrong with Xu Nan's words.
"Yang Fan, you go back and think about it, wait for me to call in the evening and let's go to dinner together."
"I ......"
"Let's go back first, think about it."
Xu Nan sent Yang Fan out of the office. Yang Fan returned to the basement of the creation room. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Zhou Jing carefully looking at the script in the palm of his hand with a smile on his face, and it felt like he was back to sitting here and watching the first song he had created, excited, and his eyes were full of hope. Unlike now, time has already smoothed out all his passions, he can't burn any hope, he can only drift with the waves in the wind, and even the courage to muster up will be blown away and disappear.
"Do you want to make this show?"
"Of course."
"Why, isn't your dream to write? It's acting. ”
"I know, no matter what, this is my chance, I have to have capital to freely pursue my dreams."
"What are you talking about?"
"Capital is the time to have the energy to concentrate on pursuing your dreams."
Zhou Jing reluctantly said this sentence and lowered her head and looked at the script seriously. She didn't dare to look directly into Yang Fan's eyes, there was always something in that look that broke her heart.