The sun rises, as usual. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The breeze was surging as usual.

The world is still going on as usual.

But I think,

The sun is shining, the breeze is bleak, and the world suddenly stops.

Although it looks like business as usual, the world is still a little different today.

Because the elder brother who seems to live in this world is just a waste of resources, from this world............

The world has evaporated?

Ah, I'm sorry I just said a bunch of inexplicable things as soon as I came up.

Let's bring the story back to the reality of the meantime.

My name is Zhou Mi, and I am a sixteen-year-old girl in the third year of junior high school.

Just a week ago, my brother.

It's gone......

Do you know where he is?

Well? Features? He's a veritable pervert, so you can be careful when you encounter him, huh?

What does it look like? With haphazardly grown and messy hair, and dead fish eyes with heavy dark circles, he always looks lazy.

To sum up, a person who looks like this must not have a girlfriend.

Uh-huh, it's just a look without a girlfriend, right?

It's a family squat.,Every day I yell excitedly at the girl in the second dimension.,Or laugh at the opponent's operation while playing a real-time strategy game that I can't understand.。

It's disgusting to be a dead house that doesn't do any meaningful social activities at all.

didn't devalue him so deliberately as worthless,

But my brother's omelet rice is really good, and even I have to praise him for having no merit in salted fish other than the first-class omelet rice.

But such a delicious omelet rice...... I may never be able to eat again.

Well, as mentioned before, my brother has evaporated from the world.

When I was supposed to be in school, I walked aimlessly down the street, holding a flyer with a picture of my brother in my hand, handing out it to people I didn't know, asking them if I had ever seen such a person, but I didn't get anything, and my mind went blank. The elder brother, whom I usually dismiss, was now as silent as a stone in the sea, and I could only make such a pale and feeble struggle, hoping to find clues about him.

I've taken care to add an extra coat, but I still feel cold when the wind blows in autumn and winter.

Whether it's cold or cold, maybe I can't tell the difference......

I don't know when I started hating my brother, but in my vague memory, I should have liked my brother very much.

The original brother shouldn't be like this, and the brother who was about two years ago is the object of my longing.

It's not a brother's control! It's just that there are such excellent people in such a close place, and naturally I can't help but look forward to it.

At that time, my brother was a man who was always called a genius by everyone.

Whether it is the brilliant academic performance or the unprecedented performance in the world of Go, it all tells me that I have a different brother.

And he is gentle with me, always taking care of the housework by himself, and spoiling me very much.

Almost flawless people, it's hard to find fault with such people.

It's also the person who once made me feel pressure.,As the sister of such a person.,If the contrast is too great.,I can't say it.。

So I've been working hard, and without my brother's talent, I can only make up for it with more effort than my brother.

Outstanding in the school, outstanding in the district, outstanding in the city, outstanding in the province.

I dedicated all my best girlhood to coffee and boring lessons, and in order to decorate my abilities, piano, dance, painting, etc. are all on my itinerary, whether I like it or dislike it, I want to chase after that kind of brother with all my might, and become a perfect kind of person.

But no matter if you work hard, all you receive is just.,It's really worthy of being a genius's sister.,Such praise,More or less,Many comics have also mentioned such a plot, right? Everything I did was covered by my brother's light, no matter what kind of people stood in front of me, I was surpassing them with my hard work, only my brother could not surpass, only my brother was always on top.

Because the most fundamental difference between my existence and my brother is that I am just a person who is both qualified and hardworking, and my brother is a real genius beyond the ordinary.

I also understand this, my brother is the object of my greatest longing, and it is also the greatest oppressive force from my heart.

As long as that kind of genius is still shining, I don't dare to slack off for a moment, even if I don't understand what I'm doing, this huge oppressive force has never let me go, even if I have been covered by my brother's light, but as long as I slack off, once I become ordinary, I don't even have the qualifications to follow, and I will be completely dimmed under my brother's brilliance, so I can only keep trying, keep trying, keep trying.

Until one day, this oppressive force suddenly disappeared.

The elder brother suddenly claimed that he would quit the ranks of Go and no longer participate, and he also rejected the school's recommendation to go to an ordinary high school closest to his home, and the grades that he had always maintained the first place in all subjects became always one or two points more than the average score.

Suddenly disappeared into the ranks of geniuses and began to do nothing.

I don't understand what my brother has been through, he doesn't seem to have suffered any blows, and his rich expression is probably more like a human than the one he used to have always had a smile on his face.

But what is it that I've been working hard like a fool all the time?

Self-esteem, superiority, or vanity? More or less such feelings, my brother easily gave up on himself, as if he was laughing at me, why work so hard?

Ahhh

Of course, although his parents maintain the attitude of letting him choose what he wants to live, not all those who expect him can accept this fact.

For example, the homeroom teacher of the ordinary high school where my brother went, it seems that my brother is regarded as a hope to become famous, since my brother went to that college, he can be said to be very diligent in doing all kinds of work such as home visits, hoping to let my brother continue to shine in this high school with all kinds of perfect scores in the past, and in the end he even had a big fight, saying all the things I think are unpleasant and selfish to serve my brother.

If you have the ability, why not work hard? Haven't you heard that with great power comes great responsibility? Why should I be a pillar of society and be a do-nothing? Your life now is irresponsible to yourself! Teachers don't do all this for your own good! If you just want to be a piece of waste, go for the rest of your life!

The head teacher, who was nearly 50 years old and was already bald, roared and accused, it seemed that there was no way to do it at all, or did he want to use sarcastic words to provoke him? Or is it just a matter of venting resentment and complaining after being helpless? Whatever the motives, for the first time, I felt sick to someone who had so much to say so justifiably by imposing their hopes on others.

Although I can't understand my brother who suddenly became negative like this, my brother's score was always above the average score of the grade, and he didn't do anything wrong, so why did he not respond to other people's demands become a mistake?

I began to understand my brother's negative reasoning, even though he was a real genius, but I had never seen my brother get along with his best friends, and my brother's actual life may not be as glamorous as I imagined.

And being able to understand him doesn't mean that I can accept him, and I have also pressed him.

[Why?] Everyone around you expects you so much, but you want to fall for yourselves? Is it because you lost in the Go section that you are discouraged? ]

He just replied with a wry smile.

[Ah, I'm not a person who can achieve expectations, I'm just a person who can do whatever I want.] ]

Whether his ideas are too selfish, or the expectations given by others are too heavy and wishful thinking.

At that time, I could only be silent for a while.

So I chose to hate my brother to escape this reality.

The feeling of oppression is gone, but I've developed this state of striving for perfection in life.

After this sense of oppression disappeared, whether it was school or parenting, I was more handy than before, and the feeling of tension in my heart was gone, and it was more of an easy-going mentality.

Although the form is still the same, but now their statement has become, the elder brother has fallen like this, fortunately there is such a capable sister.

The appearance is known as the school flower, the grades have been at the top in the city, the interests are wide, and there are many specialties, almost 7~8 times a week.

Although it doesn't seem good to call myself like this, but unconsciously I also stood in the position that my brother used to be, and compared to my brother's indifferent character, I still tried very hard to deal with my interpersonal relationships, but I still encountered a lot of jealousy, targeting, and rumors of interference.

But I still want to continue this pursuit of perfection, and I want to prove to him what my brother has given up.

I do have this luck in my heart, after my brother is no longer a perfect person, my pace of life has been much better.

Perhaps compared to longing, there was still a sense of rejection of my brother hidden in my heart in the past.

But now, there is only a naked sense of rejection.

I don't understand why this man is plastered with posters in various poses and dressed in shameless anime girls, shouting excitedly at cute girls in front of the computer all day long, even if it is decadent, such a change in style is too different and too amazing.

Who would give that perverted brother a good look? Hum!

But this brother disappeared, but I was anxious, even if it was that brother, after disappearing, I would still be sad, and even more sad than I imagined. Whether it's a genius brother or a salted fish brother.

Don't even play disappear for me! Bastard!

Thinking to myself, I arrived at the road near my brother's school, this ordinary school is located in a relatively remote place, there are many alleys on the main road, there are many gangsters looking at me with obscene eyes, I only dare to walk on the main road, I can't help but get nervous.

I did feel that my brother's life was not satisfactory, but now I realize that my brother is actually a person who is not surprising when he dies.

It is certainly strange for a healthy 18-year-old adult male to suddenly disappear or die without warning, but it is not a thing that happens without warning when death happens to his brother.

My brother has been missing for a week, there is no news of the bird, and our family can't be found anywhere after he disappeared for a day, so we decided to call the police, and now it has been a week since he disappeared.

This was the beginning of my understanding of what kind of life my brother lived.

After a police investigation, the disappearance of the elder brother was soon suspected of being in a few social people who often mingled outside the school.

That is, gangsters.

Although in the end, because there was no evidence and no clues could be found, the gangsters were released unharmed.

But from this, we learned that it was my brother's daily routine to be intercepted and beaten by them......

Many of the people who entered this high school with my brother were classmates who went to the same school in junior high school, and after my brother lost the glory of being seen, they began to trouble my brother either out of jealousy or for various reasons.

But the elder brother's personality is also particularly bad, so the situation soon turns into a situation where they unite with social gangsters to find trouble with their brother.

However, the gangsters said that although they paid attention to intercepting his brother every day, most of them would be run away by his brother, and he didn't care about threatening him, and occasionally stopped and beat him a few times, he was not angry or afraid, and he got up and ran again when he found an opportunity.

The next day, he continued to go to school as if nothing had happened, which was completely inappropriate, and he was simply a weirdo.

These thugs shrugged and said that they had made up their minds a few times to get their brother into the hospital, but in the end they were taken to the police station in a daze, and over time they had no interest in their brother, at most they just teased him when they saw him.

[That weirdo, I guess he committed suicide, right?] It has nothing to do with me, does it? ]

[I heard that he was very disgusted at school, and I already thought his personality was very strange, even if he committed suicide, I don't feel strange.] ]

The thugs said so, and so did his classmates who targeted him. There is no sympathy for his disappearance, and no one cares too much, and some are just more and more outrageous rumors.

Indeed, it is not surprising that people who live such a life commit suicide one day......

Looking up with emotion, I was attracted by a girl who looked ordinary.

Judging from the back, she is wearing a ponytail that has been very popular in school recently, she looks very quiet, she is quite slender, not tall or short, barely average.

It's a very ordinary back.,The gray school uniform and my brother's school uniform are the same style.,It seems to be a classmate of a school.。

There is nothing worth noting about such an ordinary girl's back, but she is one thing that makes me pay attention to it in this ordinary.

On the left side of her neck, there is a mole that looks like an inverted pentagram.

It looks like a small mole, maybe it's a birthmark, or maybe it's a deliberate tattoo, which makes people feel very special.

The wind lifted her head, and she ran her hand through her hair to look back.

I saw a fairly delicate and lovely face, like Marilyn Monroe standing on the wind grille and being lifted by the wind, which made me feel an incomparable charm.

If it weren't for the mole of the inverted pentagram, perhaps I wouldn't have noticed that she was actually very attractive when she looked a little ordinary.

Or maybe it's because of this inverted pentagram mole that I have this special and beautiful feeling?

But although ordinary, she is indeed a beauty, and if I were a boy, I might have fallen in love at first sight with the look back just now.

I couldn't help but look back at her, and I was a little stunned.

And when she saw that I was paying attention to her, she looked to the side shyly.

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What should be done? (To be continued.) )