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Concubine Bai Xian was weak just after giving birth, and after the ecstasy, she was frightened again, and immediately fainted. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Wan Qizhen didn't have any sympathy at all, just looked at Concubine Bai Xian who had fainted with a sneer, and then stayed quietly in Concubine Bai Xian's palace, waiting for the arrival of Emperor Chenghua.

She had been waiting for this day for too long, and she didn't want to be hindered by Emperor Chenghua anymore.

She must kill Concubine Bai Xian's child, no matter what the consequences will be, she will admit it.

When Emperor Chenghua rushed to Concubine Bai Xian's palace, he only saw Wan Qizhen, who was looking at him coldly, and Concubine Bai Xian, who had fainted and was unconscious.

Emperor Chenghua didn't say anything, just took Wan Qizhen's hand and went back to Anxi Palace, and Emperor Chenghua didn't even look at Concubine Bai Xian, who fainted on the delivery bed.

"Zhen'er, it's okay, leave it to me." After returning to Anxi Palace with Wan Qizhen, Emperor Chenghua hugged Wan Qizhen heavily, "Don't worry, I will definitely protect you." ”

Wan Qizhen snuggled in Emperor Chenghua's arms, and the sneer she brought back from Concubine Bai Xian, but she didn't speak.

Whether she protects herself or not, Wan Qizhen doesn't care anymore.

Emperor Chenghua fulfilled his promise to Wan Qizhen, the loss of Concubine Bai Xian's son did not affect Wan Qizhen at all, the real reason for the prince's death was concealed, and the prince who died early also gave a reason for his death, and was named Prince Gong for burial.

From beginning to end, Wan Qizhen was not affected in any way, and even the Queen Mother was furious and wanted to find trouble with Wan Qizhen, but was blocked by Emperor Chenghua.

Wan Qizhen's status in the harem has not wavered at all, she is still in charge of the affairs of the six palaces, and she is still the concubine who favors the six palaces.

Oh, no, it should be said that it is a concubine, after Wan Qizhen gave birth to a child, Emperor Chenghua promoted Wan Qizhen's position, and Wan Qizhen is already a concubine.

After killing Concubine Bai Xian's child, Wan Qizhen also fell seriously ill.

Angry and angry, Wan Qizhen killed Concubine Bai Xian's child with her own hands, and she was very relieved at that time, because there was an emotion in her heart.

However, after coming back, this emotion dissipated, Wan Qizhen's heart was full of lingering fears and nightmares.

She is a modern person, and she has received a priceless education since she was a child, as Zhang Yan said, in modern times, when she encounters an injured sparrow on campus, she will try her best to rescue and release it.

Murder, for Wan Qizhen, is a completely foreign and unimaginable concept.

And she's ...... now Wan Qizhen's body was trembling......

She killed someone, still against a defenseless baby who was completely incapable of resisting!

Wan Qizhen was seriously ill, and when she woke up, she learned that another concubine in the palace was pregnant.

And this pregnant concubine was also one of the masterminds who murdered her child in the first place.

Wan Qizhen locked herself in the room, and after being locked up for three whole days, she rushed to the palace of the concubine and directly poured a pair of abortion pills into the concubine.

Since then, none of the concubines in the harem have escaped Wan Qizhen's clutches.

At first, Wan Qizhen just wanted to take revenge on the concubines who had a part in killing her children, but gradually, she was full of hatred for every pregnant concubine.

She has no children anymore, how can these concubines have children!

She can't give birth anymore, why can these concubines still give birth!

Since then, in the harem, there is no more crying of babies, all children will not be mercilessly aborted during pregnancy, and occasionally a few who slip through the net will definitely be killed by Wan Qizhen.

It's just that Wan Qizhen never did it herself, and she had no way to face that kind of blood and death directly.

In such days, the harem lasted for a long, long time, until Zhu Youzhu became a fish caught in the net, until Wan Qizhen found traces of Zhang Yan.

"Ayan, you know what?" After lightly talking about what she had experienced over the years, the corners of Wan Qizhen's mouth were completely irrepressible wry smiles, "Over the years, I have become, and even myself is a stranger." ”

"Sometimes I really don't know, this Wan Qizhen in ancient times, or is it not me?"

"This Wan Qizhen is ruthless, vicious, and kills without blinking. On her face, she can no longer find the modern kind of bright smile that Wan Qizhen will have, she is now a resentful woman in the deep palace. Wan Qizhen raised her hand and covered her face hard, tears gushing out from around her palm.

"Sister......" Zhang Yan's tears also gushed down her cheeks.

"This emperor actually made you so sad!" In the uncontrollable crying, Zhang Yan did not hide her anger, "In vain, I still think, I still think that he is good to you!" ”

"Ah Yan......" Wan Qizhen put down her hand and shook her head with tears in her eyes, "Seeing him deeply, he is very good to me, if it weren't for his kindness to me and his love for me, I would not have survived so many years in this ancient world." ”

"In various dynasties in China, there are many, many records of the emperor's favor for concubines, but no emperor can tolerate his concubines killing the heirs of the harem, especially when this concubine is infertile."

"Ayan, you haven't been in the harem, you don't know how much the royal family values the heirs. However, I did this, and I endured it deeply, and I endured it for so many years. ”

"Because he knows my hatred, because he promised not to let me be wronged again, so he tolerated any of my wayward actions."

Wan Qizhen looked ahead, and her voice was almost whispering: "But, Ah Yan, I am a modern person after all, even if I have stayed in ancient times for more than 30 years, what can I do, my soul, my foundation, all are modern foundations!" ”

"I can't accept being monogamous, and I can't accept human life, but ......" Wan Qizhen looked at her hands and clenched them hard, "I'm now the kind of person I can't accept no matter what!" ”

"I hate this era, but I can't break free at all, I can only look at myself step by step, disgusting myself day by day." Wan Qizhen's voice was so light that she couldn't hear it, "Ayan, do you know? Every day of the sunset, I am in fear. ”

"Look......" Wan Qizhen raised her hand and pointed to the opposite wall, "Do you see the traces of nails on it?" That's what I'm staring at. ”

"Every day when the shadow of the sun moves here, it is a sign that it is going to be dark." Wan Qizhen laughed miserably, "When people are crazy and desperate, they will stare at the nails on the wall, wanting to keep the sun here forever." ”

"In this way, I will never start a new day, I will never have to face the despair of waiting from dark until dawn, nor will I have to face the next day, the self that I will all hate."

The wall that Wan Qizhen pointed to was densely packed, full of traces of nail holes. (To be continued.) )