Chapter 10: Send Him Home
The taxi driver drove fast, it didn't take long to arrive, it was estimated that he wanted to take more orders before getting off work, Ansheng paid and got off, this place has not been here for four years, everything is still the same, nothing has changed, through the noisy crowd, there are only a few people sitting at the bar, Ansheng seems to see Xia Huai, she is talking to a guest, but she is not sure, they have not seen each other for a long time, the memory is inevitably a little blurry, slowly approaching, dare to be sure. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Ansheng didn't interrupt them, just found a place to sit down, and waited quietly.
It didn't take long for Xia Huai to come over and ask, "When did you come?" ”
"It's been a while."
"What to drink, or the same?" She still remembered Ansheng's habits.
"Hmm." An Sheng gently agreed.
"I've got a new glass of wine, won't you try it?" Xia Huai highly recommended.
"Next time."
"It's hard for you to make an appointment, and after coming back for so long, you didn't want to come and sit, I thought we were friends." Xia Huai said bitterly, with a little emotion in his tone, but he was not really angry.
"I was sick some time ago and didn't go out much." Anson explained. "By the way, what did that man tell you just now?" Ansheng was a little curious. Ansheng knows that this bar is actually very special, different from ordinary bars, just like its name "story", people who come here to drink, if they want to drink the wine of the proprietress must exchange their own story.
Xia Huai glanced at the man and slowly narrated, "He said that he had been dating her girlfriend for seven years, but he couldn't escape the itch of seven years, the passion had disappeared in his ordinary life, and his love was also dragged to death by time, and in the end only the ending of a peaceful breakup remained. But I obviously don't love her anymore. ”
"He just doesn't want to let go of the emotions that are forced to disappear, and those habits will become tens of millions of insects and ants, gnawing and biting him, and the injured part is in the heart, and he can't scratch it, he can't shake it off, so he can only let it hurt." An Sheng looked at the man and said it, as if this made her argument a little more certain.
Xia Huai knew that An Sheng was a little sharper than ordinary people in looking at certain issues, and she had the ability to go straight to the hearts of others, which she couldn't match, although she felt that she had a good mind. But there is one point, if the object is replaced by Su Yisen, An Sheng will not have that kind of confidence, even she can easily see through things, but An Sheng never understands, this is probably the so-called one thing to one thing.
"Then should he go and get her back?" Xia Huai asked.
"Love is gone, what else to salvage." An Sheng said helplessly, unwilling and still in love are two different things, how can you continue to drag it out because of unwillingness, so that both of you are unhappy.
"What about you, do you still love Su Yisen?" Xia Huai is actually very curious in her heart, can one person easily let go of another person who is ingrained in her heart? If she could, shouldn't she wait.
An Sheng doesn't know why everyone wants to know this answer, even if she loves it, everything can't be repeated, she doesn't have the strength to experience it again, she is no longer young, and in the end, she finally understands that she and Su Yisen are destined to be two parallel lines that do not intersect, no matter how hard they try to move forward, they will not converge together.
"I don't love it anymore." Although this is not the real answer in An Sheng's heart, he blurted out that it is more natural than her love.
An Sheng said lightly, but Xia Huai was sad to hear it, she couldn't tell whether An Sheng said it was the truth, probably because she thought that it was difficult to let go of her feelings, she thought that An Sheng would always love Su Yisen, so she couldn't accept An Sheng's relief and letting go now.
Xia Huai was unwilling to accept this result, although she was only an outsider, she continued, "Su Yisen is drunk. ”
An Shengleng paused for a moment, and then replied, "The person you are looking for should not be me." ”
"But I've been looking for you before, probably because of habits, and you also said that habits are hard to change." Xia Huai smiled helplessly.
An Sheng was speechless for a while, and the conversation between the two ended like this, until Xia Huai shouted the sentence "Yisen?" behind her. ”
An Sheng didn't even dare to look back, when did he become so cowardly, wasn't he quite brave to Su Yisen before? How long did he stand? What did he hear again? Presumably he heard the sentence of not loving him, or at least he broke off that thought, she and he couldn't stand the toss.
Su Yisen was not far away, so he walked towards An Sheng so lightly, he didn't even look at her, as if this person didn't exist, when he was close to An Sheng, Su Yisen stopped, bent down and picked up the coat on the seat next to An Sheng, he could even smell her, he really wanted to ask what brand she used, he looked for four years and didn't find it, he glanced at Xia Huai fiercely, probably guessed that everything was done by Xia Huai, clenched the coat in his hand, got up slowly, and turned to leave.
"Yisen, you've drunk too much." Xia Huai stretched out her hand to stop Su Yisen, she knew how much he drank, she drank a lot herself, and then she was dragged by her buddies to drink, she knew that group of friends, she wouldn't let people go easily if she didn't drink and vomit, he drove like this, and there had to be an accident on the road.
Su Yisen ignored Xia Huai, broke free of Xia Huai's restraints, and then walked forward vigorously, but his walk was inevitably a little swaying due to the effect of alcohol.
"Ansheng." Xia Huai turned the battlefield to An Sheng, his eyes were full of pleading, An Sheng couldn't sit still after all, and finally got up and followed.
An Sheng followed Su Yisen's side silently, unhurried, this scene was surprisingly like before, four years ago, she followed him so quietly, she didn't even dare to say a word to him.
Su Yisen's car was parked on the side of the road, he took the key out of his pocket, unlocked it, put his hand on the handlebar, and prepared to open the door, without saying a word or looking at An Sheng. An Sheng knew that he couldn't let Su Yisen go any longer, so he reached over and took the car keys, opened the car door one step ahead of him, and sat in the driver's seat first. Su Yisen didn't plan to fight with her, he was really not suitable for driving, so he obediently sat in the co-pilot.
An Sheng drove the car for some distance before he suddenly remembered that he had forgotten to ask for his address.
"Where do you live?" Ansheng asked.
"Fuliao Road."
Su Yisen answered simply, but An Sheng was in a trance, and stopped the car with a sudden brake, but fortunately, it was late at night, and there were few vehicles on the road, so nothing happened.
"I don't want to die with you yet." Su Yisen glanced at An Sheng and said slowly.
An Sheng also realized his gaffe, and immediately started the car and continued to drive forward. Fuliao Road, that is where she used to live, although the house was bought by Su Yisen, there, she was his lover for a whole year, is he living there now?
After the twists and turns just now, An Sheng's mood slowly calmed down and drove the car very steadily, which made Su Yisen feel a lot more comfortable, after all, bumps are not a good thing for a drunk person.
The air in the car was a little depressing, neither of them spoke, An Sheng glanced at Su Yisen, and found that his eyes were closed, and when he looked at it from the side, he had a pair of beautiful eyelashes, although Su Yisen had his eyes closed, An Sheng knew that he was not asleep at the moment.
Halfway through the drive, Ansheng parked the car on the side of the road, and as soon as he stopped, Su Yisen opened his eyes. An Sheng unbuckled his seat belt and prepared to get out of the car, but as if he suddenly remembered something, he turned to Su Yisen and said, "You wait for me here." After saying that, he opened the car door and disappeared into the night.
Su Yisen didn't know how she believed her, just waiting here stupidly, she was a woman who had deceived herself countless times.
After waiting for about a quarter of an hour, I saw her walking slowly, perhaps because he was afraid that Su Yisen would be irritated after waiting for a long time, and his pace couldn't help but speed up a little. Under the faint moonlight, the breeze gently entangled with her hair, her skirt fluttered, and her eyes were clear, so that people couldn't take their eyes off.
An Sheng opened the car door and sat down, with a little coolness, and handed the things in his hand to Su Yisen, "I only bought this, honey grapefruit tea, I will drink it, it will be better." ”
Su Yisen didn't take it, he never liked to drink these things, An Sheng insisted for a while, and found that Su Yisen didn't want to take it, and he didn't want to force him, so he put it down with interest. Then start the car and keep driving.
It didn't take long to reach the destination, An Sheng parked the car carefully, Su Yisen got out of the car one step ahead of her, walked straight forward, and ignored her. An Sheng took Su Yisen's coat and obediently followed. But she didn't expect Su Yisen to stop suddenly, her body bumped into her due to inertia, she looked up and found Su Yisen frowning at her, she lowered her head and whispered "I'm sorry" How could she be so reckless, but she met him.
Su Yisen opened the door and walked in, he didn't turn on the light, but he could find the way accurately, this place was all too familiar to him, he had been here often since she left.
After An Sheng entered the house, he fumbled to turn on the light, and looked around, this place has not changed much, but everything has been repurchased, and it looks more like a house where a man lives. An Sheng shook his head, suppressed the small flame rising in his heart, told himself that he couldn't think about it anymore, and then followed Su Yisen in.