I slept very unsteadily that night. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Xiao Jiu was woken up in the middle of the night by a burst of suffocation in his stomach, and he couldn't sleep anymore, as if he was in a hurry to eat dinner, and now he seems to have some food accumulation. Anyway, I was already awake, so I simply put on a piece of clothing and went out for a walk.

The moon is bright tonight, and the moonlight is sprinkled everywhere. She walked casually, and there was a hint of panic in her heart, but she couldn't grasp it. is not a thoughtful person, and since he can't catch such a complicated mood, he shakes his head like a puppy throwing water, and doesn't think about it anymore. Slowly stepping on the moonlight step by step, after a while, I came to the courtyard where I drank and admired the moon last time, and walked around the courtyard boredly, and saw the Bodhi tree surrounded by three people and climbed up with two steps.

I found a branch that was pleasing to the eye, and lay back casually, one hand resting under my head, and my left leg was naturally resting on my right leg, raising Erlang's leg. Xiao Jiu was amused by his familiar moves, Bai Ze always sat on the tree in such a posture back then, looking at himself who was practicing fox skills under the tree, and he always hung a bunch of grapes grown by his grandmother on the branch above his head, and he could drag one down and put it in his mouth as soon as he stretched out his hand. At that time, Xiao Jiu was very envious of Bai Ze, who didn't need to practice, and always stared at him dissatisfied, taking advantage of his inattention to turn into a few grape cores and threw them at him, he lazily caught the grape cores with his remaining hand and put them on his chest, and threw them directly on himself when he saw that he was lazy. Bai Ze's cultivation is profound, even if he throws it down casually and smashes it on Xiao Jiu, it will still hurt. Xiao Jiu was always wondering at that time, if his grandmother had told him to supervise his cultivation, otherwise why would he always put such a heavy hand.

Thinking about it, I remembered what Bai Ze said to himself at the end.

Born because of love, dyed by love, you were born a catastrophe.

Xiao Jiu never understood why Bai Ze was willing to stay and accompany them for decades after he said "You are so good-looking, I will make an exception to accept you as the second leader of my Jiujiazhai", but he chose to leave when Jun Niang was seriously ill and needed him the most. Whenever he persuaded himself to go back to Kunlun with him, he would ask him why he was leaving, but he refused to say. Jun Niang was always sleeping weakly, and Bai Ze chose to leave when she was asleep. When Jun Niang woke up, Xiao Jiu cried and told her that Bai Ze was gone, but she smiled with relief, only said a soft "um", and fell asleep again.

The memories were too sad, and Xiao Jiu closed his eyes gently.

If you can't think about it, you don't think about it anymore.

She is always used to putting all the things that make her heart ache in a locked room in her heart, such as the things that Tu Shan's other little foxes bullied her when she was a child, such as Bai Ze's sudden departure, such as the fact that her grandmother is no longer there. She didn't think she was a sensual little fox, and if she didn't need to, she wouldn't open the lock again. But for some reason, the moonlight seemed too bright tonight, and it was easy to draw a little of these past events out of the crack in the door.

And Bai Ze's words, he couldn't understand the reason.

Anyway, his ability to know the world is also strange, everything in the world can see through the cause and effect, but he can't change half of it, isn't it just adding trouble to himself.

"Something?"

Xiao Jiu was frightened by this sudden question, his body almost fell from the tree in a flash, and when he looked down and saw that it was Lin Yuan, he couldn't stop cursing that he was scared to death at night.

Lin Yuan couldn't sleep at this time, and wanted to walk around, but who knew that he inexplicably walked under this Bodhi tree, and saw a red fox hanging on this tree. It just so happened that he had something to say, so he lightly touched the ground under his feet, borrowed a few branches and easily went up the tree, and found a branch not far from Xiao Jiu's side and lay on it in her style.

"What do you think about if you don't sleep at night?"

"I miss men." Xiao Jiu straightened his posture again, tilting his head to look at the moonlight sprinkled between the leaves.

Lin Yuan smiled thoughtfully, "Tell me." ”

Xiao Jiu didn't answer, she didn't want to open the lock in her heart, so she simply ignored it.

After a long time, Lin Yuan saw that she didn't speak, turned his head to look at her, and opened his mouth gently,

"When you look forward to the past, you will remember this and break people's intestines."

……

Click.

It's like a key, easily opening the lock in her heart.

God knows how much Xiao Jiu has in it.

Taking a deep breath, he poured beans into a bamboo tube, telling Lin Yuan about the events of more than 1,200 years later, one by one.

The mistake is not to take a walk around at night.

The mistake is that the moonlight is too bright.

Is it the moon again?

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From being bullied by the little fox because of the exclusion of the Tushan clan when he was a child, to moving to live in the forest outside Tushan with Jun Niang.

From chasing a rabbit and almost drowning in a swamp to throwing grape cores at himself in Bai Ze.

From Jun Niang who was seriously ill for some reason to Bai Ze resolutely leaving.

As soon as the conversation box opened, it couldn't stop, Xiao Jiu calmly recounted his past, some of them were life and death partings that made him grief-stricken, and some were just small things the size of sesame mung beans, which were upside down and unorganized, and he would talk about wherever he wanted, and occasionally paused for a long time, Lin Yuan didn't urge, only occasionally "En" said that he was listening, or "heh" and was amused by Xiao Jiu's trouble, otherwise he sighed lightly and felt sorry for her.

At the end of the story, Jun Niang left. Xiao Jiu's calm narration finally made a little wave, his voice was blocked as if it was stuck in his throat, and he tried to open his mouth, but finally gave up and closed his eyes.

Lin Yuan didn't speak, still looking at her quietly.

He has always felt that Xiao Jiu is a carefree little fox who does not understand the world, even if he once felt her stubbornness, he was filled by her strength. But I don't know that she can't let go of such two people in her heart, one is Jun Niang, who has relied on since childhood, and the other is Bai Ze, who is like a brother and father.

But they all left.

Now that he plans to leave, I wonder if Xiao Jiu will put him in the same position as them?

There is a little expectation, but I hope not.