Zhao Yunlan's condition was worrying, and Cheng Jiale asked Cheng Yi to slow down and not to look at her first. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Cheng Yi refused.

If Master Cheng of the Cheng family is a pit, then her mother Zhao Yunlan is also a pit, and the person in charge who should have brought her stability and pleasure in her life has all failed.

There are pits everywhere, and which one she jumps is not a jump.

Cheng Yi was resolute, after all, it was a matter between mother and daughter, and Cheng Jiale could only agree to arrange a meeting between them.

The location was a room in the opposite corner, and the ward nurse had a careful eye when leading the way, and specially took people to a remote room away from Cheng Yi's ward, for fear that this noble lady's mother would hurt her daughter if her brain was hot.

Cheng Jiale reminded that Zhao Yunlan's mood seemed to be very stable, but she clearly said the reason for doing something wrong, which proved that her mental condition was very problematic.

Pushing the door in, the room was very bright, Cheng Yi looked up slightly and saw that all the lights on the ceiling were turned on.

Her mother was most afraid of the dark.

Cheng Yi picked a place to sit down, facing Zhao Yunlan's sofa chair.

When Zhao Yunlan saw her appear, her eyebrows were indescribably cold, as if she was looking at a stranger who had nothing to do with her.

Therefore, the love she showed to Cheng Jiale was all fake.

She's acting, she's stalling for time.

Why.

She had wanted to know the reason for it for a long time, she didn't dare to ask when she was a child, she didn't want to ask when she grew up, and now she was desperate for an answer at this moment.

Zhao Yunlan has tied her since she was a child, and in the early years, Master Cheng intended to train her, live in Cheng's house and then study in the school where the Cheng family's children go, and these arrangements were all vetoed by Zhao Yunlan.

Cheng Yi used to think that Zhao Yunlan loved her, and was afraid that she would follow the Cheng family with full wings and fly, so he tied her up and was reluctant to let her go.

I love her, so I don't let her go to college, I don't let her work hard, I don't let her support herself, I don't let her stay in the same place for too long...... From beginning to end, Zhao Yunlan controlled the first half of Cheng Yi's life.

Is this love?

If so, then this kind of love is also crippled and pathological, incomparably selfish and narrow-minded.

What's more, Zhao Yunlan doesn't love her.

How could a mother who loves her daughter deeply take her daughter to the river to play in the summer when she was five years old, and push her into the river with her own hands while she is not paying attention.

Cheng Yi thought that Zhao Yunlan loved her, and this illusion completely disappeared on the day she was pushed down the river.

If you don't love, you don't love, then at least tell her where her hatred comes from.

Outside, night fell, and the room was as bright as day, and the incandescent lights overhead were even a little dazzling.

Cheng Yi asked the question: "My father back then," the term was too unfamiliar, she paused and changed her words, "Master Cheng promised me to enter the Cheng family genealogy and be an upright Cheng family, why did you refuse?" ”

That year, at the end of the summer when Cheng Yi survived drowning, someone from the Cheng family came to take their mother and daughter back, and Mrs. Cheng was still alive at that time, she couldn't accept Zhao Yunlan into the Cheng family, but Mrs. Cheng was willing to give Cheng Yi an identity with kindness.

Originally, she could have lived like this.

Back then, Mrs. Cheng's children were already sensible except for Cheng Jiale, Cheng Yuwen and Cheng Yuxue were just two hairy children, and the five-year-old Cheng Yi had not yet grown into the current cold-hearted and cold-hearted appearance of rejecting people thousands of miles away. A small lump, white and soft, praised by everyone.

If Mrs. Cheng is really broad-minded and accepting, even if she can't treat everyone equally, Cheng Yi's life will not be too sad.

Perhaps, a few children will get along well.

Even, Cheng Yi can call them brothers and sisters without any ridicule and humiliation.

It's a pity that Zhao Yunlan refused.

vetoed, without hesitation, and didn't even consult Cheng Yi. Dictatorial and authoritarian, not leaving a little opportunity for others.

Why.

How much she hated her.

Cheng Yi needs to know an answer.

Zhao Yunlan listened, her willow eyebrows were crooked, and her eyes flashed with a paranoid light that was rare for people who had been sick for a long time: "Why? The people of the Cheng family are all devils, how can you like to live with devils? Don't you feel sick when you eat and talk with them? ”

Disgusting?

That's how she views the Cheng family?

Then why has she received the favor of the Cheng family for so many years, and even forced her to accept the Cheng family's alms together.

Cheng Yi suddenly thought, is it because of Master Cheng? He abandoned her, so she hated him.

Even with the hatred of his daughter.

It seems to make sense, but what's wrong.

"You hate me and want to kill me because I have half of the Cheng family's blood in my body?"

Zhao Yunlan's eyes drifted away, and she muttered in her mouth: "Devil, all the Cheng family members are devils...... If you can't get close, you'll die...... Curse, there is a curse......"

Cheng Yi saw that her spirit was not right, and frowned, "What about me?" ”

Zhao Yunlan turned her face and looked in a trance: "Who?" ”

Cheng Yi slowed down his speech and paused word by word, "I, your daughter Cheng Yi." ”

Zhao Yunlan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly smiled, that smile was like a ghost with a coldness, "Cheng Yi, you are more terrible than the devil." ”

There was no need to continue the conversation, and Cheng Yi suddenly regretted that he didn't listen to Cheng Jiale's persuasion. What she came to talk about, what was there to talk about.

She hated her.

Undoubtedly.

Cheng Yi didn't think about running away all these years, she saw Chen Xiaoyue dreaming so feverishly trying to change her fate, as if she saw herself in her crazy behavior.

Zhao Yunlan gave birth to her and raised her, and she owed her a life, so she could only hold on.

I've been holding it back.

Don't dare to be unwilling, can't disobey.

She held this breath for 18 years.

Enough is enough, too much. Two murderous attempts, worth the life she was given. From then on, their mother and daughter broke off.

Cheng Yi stood at the aisle window and took a hard puff of his cigarette.

"Stop smoking." Cheng Jiale's calm figure appeared from behind, and his long narrow eyes swept over the cigarette between her fingers, "Quit it." ”

It's about quitting, and a lot of things are going to be quit.

Cheng Yi casually threw the cigarette on the ground, and when he raised his foot to extinguish it, a black leather shoe with good leather came over to press the cigarette butt and crushed it hard.

The hem of his suit swayed slightly with his movements.

"What did Aunt Lan say?"

Cheng Yi looked down at the spark extinguished, like the last meteor in the night sky disappearing.

raised his head and looked calm: "She said that the Cheng family is all devils, and she also said that the Cheng family is all cursed." ”

The black leather shoes paused, then were gracefully retracted.

Cheng Jiale looked out the window, and after a long time, he said: "She is not mentally normal, even if you have heard her words, you don't take it to heart." ”

"Yes." Cheng Yi said crisply.

After a while, she reached out and stroked her hair, "Last time you said you went to the university in this city to audit. ”

Cheng Jiale was attracted by her words, turned his head, and there seemed to be a flash of joy in his eyes, "You agreed?" ”

"I'm unemployed, so I'm thinking about finding something to do and learning something."

"Okay, then I'll arrange it, and you can rest for a few more days and go."

"Hmm."

"It's getting late, let's go rest."

"Hmm."

Cheng Yi said goodbye to Caleb and returned to the hospital room, sitting on the bed thinking about things.

There are some things that should be planned and planned.