006 her own brother

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In a daze, I didn't know when I fell asleep, and when Qu Ying woke up again, it was already ten o'clock the next day. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

She didn't even know when her mother had returned, and when she saw her door opened, she saw in the distance the young parents sitting together in the living room, muttering in a low voice, but lying on the bed, she knew the conversation between them.

"Xiuling, don't cry, it's useless to blame me for everything, let your mother and daughter suffer all the time. But that's my mother...... What can I do? Qu Hai whined hoarsely, only hugging his wife's thin shoulders, and his heart was also unhappy.

Her father's low voice came clearly into her ears, and she just woke up, she couldn't understand it, so far away, how could she feel that her father's voice seemed to be speaking in her ear?

"I don't blame you. It's all my fault, if I fight a little bit and give you a son, Yingbao won't suffer like this, and I won't let you be in a dilemma. Qu's mother Lin Xiuling could only shake her head and cry, and silently leaned on her husband's chest with her rigorous hair, secretly wondering: Yes, that is her husband's mother, who can she blame? It's just that I blame myself for my bad life -- it's not good to have a bad birth, it's not good to give birth to a daughter, it's not good to have a good confinement, it's not good to have a hard time getting pregnant......

"Don't take everything on yourself, Xiuling, how can I blame you......" Qu Hai understood in his heart that his wife just wanted him to feel better, but he really couldn't blame his wife.

It is up to the man to decide whether to have a boy or a girl!

Back then, if the mother helped her and gave her wife a good confinement, how could it cause infertility?

"Mom is really too much this time, when can't you get such a thing as a ditch? Do you usually give her less money than you give her filial piety? As long as you ask the people in the village to play with it, it's fast and good, why do you have to go back and suffer?! Knowing that Yingbao is sick and has a fever, he insists that you go back. It's really ......" Speaking of the back, Qu Hai paused again, knowing that it was the old mother who didn't know the reason, but he just couldn't say anything serious.

"Okay, old song, don't think too much. Mom is not once and a half, she is used to it. It's just that Yingbao used to be small and didn't remember much about when he was a child. This time she is older, so she will feel wronged and sad, just comfort her when she wakes up. Lin Xiuling clasped her husband's big hand, and finally couldn't bear him to feel guilty and sad like this.

Her husband is her own, and she has to feel sorry for herself. The mother-in-law who is eccentric and boundless, will eventually make her husband cold and leave her love, and when the time comes, will her good days be far away?

As for the daughter, this time it is indeed a bit dangerous, and only one person stays at home and sleeps the next day, and she will definitely feel sad. If she didn't react at all, she would have wondered about her daughter's IQ.

"Alas~~ Yingbao has slept for almost a whole day, if it weren't for her sleeping soundly, I would have sent her to the hospital. Fortunately, it was discovered in time, and the doctor said that he would burn out his brain later...... No, I'll go see how Yingbao is doing, it's not too early, you go and get ready to cook......" Qu Hai said, feeling still uneasy, patted his wife's shoulder and got up and walked to his daughter's room.

Hearing the sound caused by walking around in the living room, Qu Ying subconsciously closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep. After a while, I felt a warm big palm on my forehead, and my heart that wanted to calm down was flooded with ripples.

Maybe it's because of the different experiences, listening to the conversation with her parents at this time, she originally resented Taotian's request but couldn't get it, but she faded away, but she was able to reflect calmly.

The environment of the era in which I grew up is different, and the ideological positioning between grandma and father, grandma and mother, she and her father, and she and grandma is not the same. She is a post-80s, her father is a post-60s, and her grandmother is a post-40s, there is a huge difference in thinking between them, and she can't understand her grandmother's thoughts.

In the same way, grandma cannot compromise her gender. No matter how good she was among her peers, how she was in front of her relatives and friends, and when she was 'her', no strong factual achievement could change her ingrained old thinking, but only slightly improved some of her views of her eldest granddaughter.

To be precise, in her hometown, she has always been the most dispensable. It wasn't until these two years that grandma really raised her eyes to look at her. Of course, compared to the importance of her cousin in her grandmother's eyes, she is still like a weed, stepping on it when she encounters it, and more often, she just ignores it.

And there are countless factors that caused the tragedy in her previous life, although her cousin was the instigator, her grandmother was also a factor, her father was a factor, the death of her uncle and aunt was a factor, and her mother, grandfather and aunt were also factors. The times are factors, and so is the environment. It's only because the first to 'betray' her were her parents who gave birth to her, that she is so difficult to accept.

As deep as love is, so much hate has. How they doted on her once, and how they ignored her and oppressed her, so that the resentment in her heart fell to the ground, took root, sprouted, and grew into a towering tree.

Asking for it but not being able to do it is the hardest thing in life.

Qu Ying was unwilling to let go of her parents for half her life, and her cousin used her parents' hands to make things difficult for her again and again, forcing her to stay away from her hometown, preferring to default to herself as an 'orphan', but she wanted to let go of the obsession in her heart. Helplessly, she is not in charge of life, and her cousin is even more gripping her life, and he doesn't want to let her go at all.

Looking back on her past life, isn't her mentality a wrong factor?

From time to time, the voices of her parents in the living room are heard, the times have changed, she has died once, what else can't be put down?

What's more, parents at this time, they haven't made a mistake yet.

Yes, they are still good parents who love their daughter Qu Ying deeply. The goal has always been to give her a better living environment. That's why she is so entangled in avoiding them.

Because, they're not wrong.

Reality is not wrong, but Qu Ying's soul cruelly told her the 'facts' of the future.

From the few intimate private words of their husband and wife before, Qu Ying heard a hint, that is, her parents are still preparing to make a final effort to see if they can send a miracle from heaven so that she can have a younger brother...... It's my sister, and it's good.

My mother is only thirty-six years old now, and she wants to have another one, why not?!

In her previous life, she was ignorant and ignorant, but now she has a mature soul and the spiritual spring on her index finger to help, why not let her parents give birth to one?

At least that's her own brother!

Raised by her since she was a child, she didn't believe that she could raise a vicious Zhongshan wolf like her cousin!

Even if the uncle and aunt still can't change the fate of early death, when her parents have their own son, will they still be rare than the uncle's 'nephew'?

Yes, you should let your mother work hard to give birth to a younger brother who belongs to her family!

Hehe, people's hearts...... Always realistic.