Noah trotted all the way to the door of Izawa's house, the house was dilapidated and old, the door was half open and half closed, he pushed the door open directly, a pungent smell of wine and sour smell came to his nose, he couldn't help frowning, looked into the dim room, and walked in. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

A messy home full of empty wine bottles. Izawa was lying on a bed, asleep. Unkempt yellow hair, bare thin chest, originally handsome face covered with dust, and tired face.

Noah stood by the bed and looked at Izawa for a long, long time, but he didn't wake him up.

He sat down on a stool to the side, with half a bottle of Izawa's leftover wine beside him. Noah picked it up and drank it all, and his stomach suddenly turned over without a drop of wine, and he coughed constantly, choking out tears. This is the worst wheat wine produced by the people of the suburbs, with rough workmanship and cheap prices.

Noah gently put the bottle away, leaned against the wall, and quietly watched Izawa fall asleep, he also wanted to get drunk like this to relieve his sorrows, sleep, and wake up from the dream Everything is still the same, everything has not changed, those people are still dancing and laughing around him. Those things didn't happen, I'm still the same me, and you're still the same you.

But this is not possible after all, everything has changed.

"Boss, why did I dream of you again. You and Orianna are so annoying, always dreaming of you and making me sleep. ”

Izawa didn't know when he woke up, and looked at Noah, his eyes gradually filled with tears, and he muttered to himself.

He turned his gaze away again, looking at the roof, but he still didn't stop the tears from sliding down his eyes.

"Forget it, I'll continue to sleep, the more I look at you, the more sad I become, and I was left alone."

I still remember that night, when he came back with the gradually cold Oriana, the road was so heavy and distant, as if it had exhausted the strength of his life to return to this place.

At that intersection, he held the bloody Oriana in his arms, and in the face of Uncle Colin with a fierce face, he couldn't say a word, and fell to his knees with a plop.

He begged Uncle Colin to kill him, Noah and Oriana left, and Ize's heart was also loveless, and it was better to die a hundred than to live alone like this.

Colin had also guessed that Orianna and the two boys had gone out to fool around again, but she never expected that she would never come back, so she stayed coldly. Originally, he was standing on the road with a wooden stick and was ready to scare the two boys, but the wooden stick fell to the ground with a click.

His lips trembled, and he knelt down, looking at Orianna completely overwhelmed, only thirty or forty years old, as if he had aged much in an instant, and tears continued to flow.

His hands trembled, stroking Oriana's pale and cold cheeks, "Why, what the hell is going on?" I'm going to get you away from me, my dear, Orianna, my daughter! ”

Colin hugged Oriana's body and cried out as she looked up to the sky.

The wind at night was suddenly so cold. It's bitterly cold, and it chills people's hearts.

"Why? Why is that? He pressed his face against Oriana's hair, as if he wanted to feel even a little warmth, but the result would only disappoint him.

Colin didn't shout at Ize, he didn't ask what was going on, there were no people, even if he knew the cause of the incident, but all of this, the world had lost its meaning to him.

His eyes were glazed, and he picked up Orianna with a wooden movement, and slowly walked away, disappearing into the night sky, leaving Izawa alone, alone in the night wind.

In this dilapidated house, he drank heavily all day long, relying on alcohol to anesthetize his nerves, so that he would not miss the eldest brother who was not the eldest brother, and the younger sister who was not the younger sister.

However, even so, every time I close my eyes, there are still their figures constantly appearing, constantly surrounding him, but they will always maintain that distance, which is out of reach. Even if Izawa tried his best, he couldn't get even a little closer, and when he finally recognized the facts, he could only kneel helplessly, crying sadly alone.

"Izawa, it's not a dream, it's a fact!" Noah whispered.

"No, I don't believe these are facts, it's all fake, it's all a lie, you're all gone, you're all gone, you're all left, it's just me, I only have the two of you, and now, there's nothing!! Nothing! Izawa roared as he spoke, tears blurring his vision, and he cried bitterly with his right hand over his forehead.

"Yes, they're all gone, and they left us like this, and they left first." Noah thought of Oriana, the little girl who had been bouncing and shouting around her, but now she had disappeared from their lives forever. But how can people forget the beautiful memories of the past, and how can they forget?

The two lines of tears also matched the strength of the wine, and slipped down silently.

"You can go too, don't appear in my dreams again!"

"No, Ize, my brother, your boss and I really came back, and I came to see you for the first time, and you really should wake up, do you want Oriana to see her handsome brother Ize, what the hell is decadent now?" Noah had a smile on his lips and looked at Izawa like this.

Izawa turned his head, and the two looked at each other for a long, long time, that feeling was very real, not a dream.

"Boss!"

Ize threw himself off the bed directly with bare feet, and rushed towards Noah frantically, grabbing tears and snot, which scared Noah.

Noah got up, and the two big boys hugged each other tightly, tears flowing, as if the brothers who were separated from life and death were reunited, but it seemed that they were also brothers who were separated from life and death.

"Boss, it's really you, you're finally back, you're finally back!" Izawa, who was originally gentle and sunny, rarely burst into a foul mouth at this time, constantly patting Noah's back, very excited.

"yes, I'm back, back!" Zuan's various experiences surfaced in front of Noah's eyes one by one, the bloody scenes, the heart-piercing pain, the dark days, almost had to be explained there, and it was really a happy thing to cry to be able to come back.

The two hugged tightly like this for a long time.

"Let's go, go to my house and deal with it, your image is really disgusting, do you want to be a girl?" Seeing that Izawa's body was dirty, smelly, full of alcohol, and unkempt, Noah punched him in the chest, wiped his tears, and laughed.

"With you, how can my sister have my share, not all of them can be snatched away by you!" Izawa also gave a hard punch, and the two of them clutched their chests and laughed. Wiping away his tears, his brother is still an iron-clad man.

"Let's go, it's been a long time since I've tasted your craft, I'm going to have a good meal." Hurriedly getting a pair of slippers, Izé pulled Noah and went out. The door was not locked, but there was no need to lock it, and there was nothing of value at all.

In life, when you think that your most precious things have been lost, but they suddenly appear in front of you, I believe that the feeling of losing and regaining is shared by everyone, everyone who has lost, and you will not be able to control your excitement.