Chapter 90: Past 3 (Today's Fifth Shift, Third Shift)
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"Sister......" Zhang Yan suddenly held Wan Qizhen's hand, and she couldn't suppress the sadness in her heart. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Needless to say, Zhang Yan can also feel Wan Qizhen's sadness.
My sister is such a high-minded person who can't rub sand with her eyes, in modern times, it's just that her boyfriend in college sent an ambiguous text message to her new junior sister, and my sister just didn't hesitate to watch the breakup.
"Sister, since you don't like it...... So...... Why don't you leave? Zhang Yan was puzzled.
"Ah Yan......" Wan Qizhen's sadness could no longer be suppressed, "I want to leave, but after I leave, where can I go?" ”
"Ayan, this is not modern, but ancient, a feudal dynasty."
For so many years in ancient times, all the activities of Wan Qizhen have never exceeded the world of the harem, even if Zhu Jianshen was later proclaimed emperor, Wan Qizhen's scope of activities is still only the world of the harem.
The only difference may be that it is just the difference between the cold palace and the sixth palace of the favored crown.
The world outside the harem is a completely unfamiliar world for Wan Qizhen, and she really doesn't know what she will face if she leaves the palace and faces the outside world.
"But...... Sister...... Are you afraid? Zhang Yan was even more puzzled, "Sister, you are not a timid person." ”
You must know that when she was in college, my sister often traveled alone, and her footprints not only traveled all over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, but also the world abroad.
"Ayan, ancient and modern times are different." Wan Qizhen shook her head slightly, "In modern times, I want to go out and play, and I can use my scholarship to support, but what about in ancient times?" What do I use to play? ”
"And Ayan, I'm a woman, and ancient women show up ......" Wan Qizhen smiled bitterly, "Besides, the emperor won't let me go." ”
"Ah Yan, don't underestimate the emperor's ability to control a dynasty in ancient times." Wan Qizhen looked at the ceiling, with a complicated expression in her eyes.
In Wan Qizhen's eyes, admiration and disgust flashed in her eyes: "Even if the emperor is a person...... However, if he really wants to do something, it is definitely not a problem for him. ”
"It's very easy to detain a little palace maid like me." Wan Qizhen shook her head, "I have no way at all, and I don't have the ability to fight." ”
"Sister......" Zhang Yan held Wan Qizhen's hand.
Like Wan Qizhen, Zhang Yan is also a person who likes to travel around, but her economy is not as independent as Wan Qizhen, and she has also traveled a lot.
With a person of her sister's character, she is trapped in a square place, Wan Qizhen's grievances, Zhang Yan can imagine.
"Ayan, you don't have to ...... like this" Looking at Zhang Yan's look of injustice for herself, Wan Qizhen smiled.
She stroked Zhang Yan's face: "Actually, Ayan, at the beginning, it wasn't as difficult as you imagined. ”
"At that time, I had been in ancient times for almost eighteen years." Wan Qizhen sighed leisurely, "Eighteen years is a long, long time, enough for me to accept a lot of things." ”
"For example, in my life, I will be trapped in the harem...... Another example......" Wan Guifei closed her eyes, tears slowly flowed, "The person I entrust my life to is the emperor, and the emperor's night, forever, can never belong to me alone." ”
"Sister......" Zhang Yan's eyes were also red, and she held Wan Qizhen's hand.
Wan Qizhen's grief was too heavy, and Zhang Yan was lying beside her, and she was also heavily infected.
"I know, I really know that." Wan Guifei muttered, her voice fluttering, as if it was floating from the sky, "I also thought that I accepted it, I accepted it, and I accepted my fate......"
"But...... But......" Wan Qizhen closed her eyes, and her tears could no longer be restrained, "but...... I love him......"
"Ayan, do you know? I love him! I love him! ”
Every word, every sentence, Wan Qizhen said it, it was slowly sad, and when she said it, it seemed that she had exhausted the strength of her whole body.
"Sister!" Zhang Yan held Wan Qizhen's hand even harder.
At this time, she didn't know what to say, except for holding Wan Qizhen's hand tightly and passing on the power in her hand to her, Zhang Yan really didn't know what else she could do.
"Perhaps, in the eyes of outsiders, I, as a concubine, are indeed very beautiful. Every month, almost for more than half a month, the emperor is here with me. But what's the use? ”
"But what about the remaining half a month? Ah Yan, do you know how I survived those days when the emperor was away? ”
The wry smile on the corner of Wan Qizhen's mouth was close to being tragic: "Ayan, do you know? When I think back to those days now, I don't even know how I got through it. ”
"The night in the palace is really too long and too long, and the length is simply panicking." Wan Qizhen bit her lip.
She bit very hard, and the corners of her mouth were already overflowing with blood: "Ayan, do you know?" I don't know how many nights in the harem, and I couldn't sleep at all. ”
"When I lie in bed, I always think about what the emperor is doing, and who he will be by his side now."
"I get mad when I think about these things, I don't want to think about them, but the dark nights in the harem are too long, and the more I suppress those sleepless nights, the more I can't suppress them."
"Ayan, do you remember? When I was in Anxi Palace, you expressed your admiration for my various musical instrument skills. Wan Qizhen laughed miserably, "What are all these?" Piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, which one I don't know? ”
"The dark night of the harem is too long and too long, if you don't find something to do, people will really go crazy."
"Sister!" Under Wan Qizhen's quiet tone, Zhang Yan was already in tears, she held Wan Qizhen's hand, and she couldn't make a choked sound.
"How can the emperor do this to you?" After the choked voice stopped, Zhang Yan was very angry, "He is simply ...... Simply ......"
"In vain, I still treat him as a brother-in-law, and I ...... in vain" Zhang Yanqi's face turned red, "I knew that he was like this, when I first came to ancient times, I should have taken you away immediately!" ”
"I ...... I even thought he had you in mind, I was so blind! ”
"Ayan, you didn't look away!" Seeing Zhang Yan's angry appearance, Wan Qizhen smiled instead, "He, seeing him deeply, really takes me to heart." ”
"If he hadn't taken me to heart, how could I have loved him all these years?" (To be continued.) )