Chapter 1: Past Lives

Finally got up to work again, dragged his tired body back to his small house, closed the iron door, but went from one darkness to another, Su Ran hooked the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info lay down on the small sofa without any image, smelling the residual disinfectant on her hands, she suddenly realized that she seemed to have forgotten a very important thing, vaguely there was a phone call that she didn't have time to answer before entering the operating room, and took out the big bag on the side and took out the mobile phone only to find that it was her boyfriend calling, more than one, and a few unread text messages.

Thinking of her boyfriend Bai Hao, Su Ran's eyes were full of tender love, Bai Hao was Su Ran's high school classmate, and after a few years in a different place after college, the people around him thought they would break up, but they just survived. After graduation, they returned to their hometown to work, Su Ran entered the emergency department of one of the best tertiary hospitals in the local area, while Bai Hao partnered with a friend to open a small company, which has begun to take shape and has achieved a small success.

The first text message is his best friend Lin Ling, Su Ran and Lin Ling are classmates who met in elementary school, and they were separated until they graduated from high school, and their relationship for more than ten years has made them good girlfriends who talk about everything. It's just that the content of the text message made Su Ran a little confused, "Su Ran, I'm sorry." "What the hell? Su Ran was in a state of confusion, and withdrew to check the next few messages from her boyfriend: "Why don't you answer the phone?" Surgery again? "Ran Ran, let's break up" "Su Ran, I'm with Xiao Ling, don't blame her, it's me who chased her......"

Su Ran was stunned, could it be that the way it was opened was wrong? She hurriedly exited the interface and clicked on it again, but the words were still those words, and then she was completely stunned, snap, a big tear dropped onto the phone screen, and she couldn't see what was written on the back, but her heart hurt so much that she couldn't even speak, Bai Hao was her first and only boyfriend, Su Ran has always been a little fatter among her peers since she was a child, and her appearance is average, and she is better after graduating from college. The classmates who came all the way around her always gave her some nicknames like fat woman, only Bai Hao didn't care about her appearance and confessed to her together.

Since her parents divorced and started a family, the relationship between her and her parents has become even weaker, only Bai Hao and Lin Ling are by her side to accompany her, in her heart they are already an indispensable part of her life, but now...... Su Ran suddenly felt that she was a joke, but even so, she didn't even have the courage to call over to question, and even deceived herself so much that if she didn't ask all the time, her life would be the same as before, so when Bai Hao and Lin Ling called separately, she just kept this posture and didn't move for a long time.

It wasn't until the apartment was opened with a key and the lights suddenly turned on that Su Ran suddenly woke up. "You're at home, why don't you turn on the lights?" Bai Hao's voice was slightly impatient, "I just came back, I'm a little tired today." ”

Su Ran buried her head, and suddenly didn't dare to look at her boyfriend's eyes. "I'm here to ......" "Ah, I'm a little hungry and want to eat some noodles, can you have some?" Su Ran suddenly jumped up from the sofa and ran to the kitchen. "Yes, I know you saw the text message, I really ...... It's me who I'm sorry for you, but the days with you for so many years are so boring, I ......"

"Why Lin Ling?" Interrupting Bai Hao's words hoarsely, Su Ran, who was facing away from him, had already burst into tears. "I ......" "How often have you been together?" Su Ran turned to look at his eyes, "Up... Last month, "Bai Hao's eyes were a little dodgy" Was it really last month? Anyway, you're here for a showdown today, do you still want to lie? Su Ran roared a little uncontrollably, the long operation and the sudden stimulation made her eyes a little black, but the next sound made her hand holding the table next to her tighten.

"We're together in college" Lin Ling stood at the door, half of her body hidden in the dark, but she still couldn't hide her grace.

Su Ran's face turned even paler, "For ......" "I wanted to tell you in college, but it was really unfortunate at that time, your grandmother passed away, and you were also emotionally unstable, so I kept hiding it from you." Now it's because we're getting married, so I'm sorry, but Ran ...... "Shut up and get out!" Su Ran interrupted Lin Ling, "After I break off with you, I will treat it as if I have never known you for more than ten years!" I wish you female cousins a dog for a long time! "Su Ran, don't go too far! Although we are sorry for you, you ..... first" "Why, when you become a ****, you still have to set up a memorial arch for yourself?" Su Ran turned his back and said hoarsely, "Get out, don't stand in this place that stains me." "You!" Bai Hao was furious, but was pulled by Lin Ling, "Ranran, I know you're in a bad mood now, so let's go first, let's make an appointment when you calm down, and this is our wedding invitation, I really hope you can come" Lin Ling took out a red invitation from his bag and handed it to Su Ran.

"Huh...... Lin Ling, do you sometimes look at me and feel very stupid and easy to bully?! The raised voice suddenly came down, "Don't call me that again, you don't deserve it!" Lin Ling opened his mouth, didn't say anything, put the invitation card on the table next to him, and pulled Bai Hao away. The iron door closed again, and all that echoed in the empty room was Su Ran's sobbing sobs......

Because I cried for most of the night last night, when I woke up the next morning, my eyes were already swollen like two big walnuts, I pouted and washed up briefly, and Su Ran went downstairs with the suitcase that I packed last night, the sun was a little dazzling, I took out the sunglasses in my bag and put them on, and by the way, I also covered my red and swollen eyes. drove to the hospital, and Su Ran went directly to the director's office.

"Director, I want to ask for leave" Su Ran's director is nearly fifty years old but very temperamental, he helped his eyes, the director looked at Su Ran in front of him, his brows were slightly wrinkled, "Didn't you wake up in the morning?" "Director, I'm not in a good mood lately, and I don't work very efficiently to stay, so I want to take leave to go out for a walk" "Find a way to overcome it yourself!" The director's face was a little heavy, "Now that the emergency department is short of people, you still want to ask me for leave?" Go out and wash your face well, sober up and come back to me! ”

"Director" Su Ran pursed his lips and opened his mouth with a little difficulty, "If you can't ask for leave, I'll resign!" Ignoring the reaction of the director behind him, he turned around and ran out, and entered the elevator, his eyes already soaked with tears under his big sunglasses. Since her work, the director has been very strict with herself, but she also has the intention of cultivating her well, but what she did this time disappointed the director...... Su Ran leaned against the cold glass, and his heart sank little by little.

It doesn't matter that I'm such a failed person anyway, it's okay, it's good to be alone, it's good if no one cares...... When he arrived at the waiting hall of the airport, Su Ran sat there quietly alone, watching the people around him either smile and smile, or tears ripple, or hug and kiss goodbye...... Blinked vigorously, pressed down the loneliness and sadness that made her heart ache, stood up, looked at the city outside the airport through the glass for the last time, and resolutely turned around and dragged her suitcase to get ready to board the plane, but Su Ran didn't expect that what was waiting for her this time was a real rebirth.