"I also went to high school, such a family background in that era was very enviable, and my mother was pursued by many people, one of them was Lu Liang, I have seen this person, it is my genetically father, don't look at the middle-aged man at the time, but his appearance has always retained the shadow of his youth. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

That's a handsome and chic cream boy, in today's words, it's a little white face who eats soft rice, snort! The only thing he can hold all over his body is that human skin, fortunately I look with my grandfather, otherwise I can't help but go to plastic surgery, if I see that dignity in the mirror every day, I will definitely be disgusted to death.

He and my mother were classmates, and at that time he was a school-level figure, and he was also very popular with female classmates, but unfortunately his family background was a little worse, Lu Liang's father was an alcoholic, and he knew that he was drunk all day long when he had nothing to do, and his mother washed dishes in the back kitchen of the restaurant all day long to earn money to support the family.

It is estimated that he is more resentful of girls with good living conditions, otherwise he would not provoke one after another girls with good conditions, and let them be stupid and crazy for him, my mother is also one of the poor people, and they all say that poor people must have something hateful, which I also agree, my mother completely ignores the feelings of my grandparents for Lu Liang.

Stealing the family's things to subsidize him not to say, but also stealing money to buy clothes for him to wear, the angry grandfather beat her violently, ready to let her suspend her studies at home, who knew that she left quietly at night, only to know after a few days, she actually ran to Lu Liang's house, grandparents were disheartened, simply didn't care, cleaned up, and became a doctor of Youfang.

It took three years to return to the original home, at this time I was more than a year old, I heard my grandparents say that the first time they saw me, I almost cried, I was thin and thin, I looked malnourished, my mother was even more skinny, where is there any beauty to talk about, no matter how I say it is my own flesh and blood, I can't bear to ignore it.

Who knew that Lu Liang shamelessly wanted to pay for the loss of youth, saying that since my mother followed him, many girls have contacted him and lost their financial resources, so they often beat and scolded, did not give food, and had to serve the family to eat, drink, and take care of the young me, that is, I wanted to wait for my grandparents to come back and believe that I had been eating and supporting her, otherwise I would have died a long time ago.

Grandparents have seen the world, and they are not surprised by Lu Liang's scoundrel, they have long known that the little white face is not a thing, but their own girl has to live with others, they found a local famous elder, as well as Lu Liang's parents, and Lu Liang himself, and signed a knot.

At that time, in order to prevent Lu Liang's family from being a scoundrel in the future, my grandparents also published a statement in the newspaper for three days, which was a very embarrassing thing at that time, but they endured the gossip for me, just for fear that I would be harassed by a family in the future, so I had to do something to slap my face.

There is a custom in our place, there is no custom of registration for the marriage of the two families, most of them are put on the banquet even if it is over, everyone does this, and the procedures are simple when handling the divorce, and the procedures are paid with one hand and the other hand is handled, and the marriage of men and women has nothing to do with it in the future, because I look like I can't raise a lot, and Lu Liang's family doesn't want me to increase the burden.

My grandparents hugged me and hired a frame car to take my mother back to the house, my mother's body was very badly damaged, and she did not maintain me much after giving birth, and she was sick and sick until I was five years old, one day I had to change my name, I used to be called Lu Chuncheng, and after the negotiation of my grandparents and grandmothers, I decided to set my name Jiang Carrier.

When I was six years old, I told me to take good care of my grandparents, saying that she had done wrong in this life, and hoped that I could make up for her.

But at that time, I also felt sadness, maybe this is the power of blood, a lot of things about her have been forgotten, you know? She brought me not only this, but also the gossip of those people, saying that she didn't know how to run to someone's house on the pole without shame, I actually knew that it was all what Lu Liang said.

He met a girl from a rich family, who was as stupid and stupid as my mother back then, the two lived together and had children, although the family was very angry that their children were not angry but they were helpless, pinched their noses and recognized this relative, in order to prove their innocence, he said that my mother was a woman who did not know shame, and she pestered him, so she would be seduced by her.

When I was in elementary school, few classmates played with me, and their parents were reluctant to let them contact me, saying that they would learn from me, my childhood was boring, I often went home alone, and I lived alone for six years, at that time I hated my mother very much, why do you have to find Lu Liang, that scumbag, and why do you have to give birth to me.

When I was in junior high school, the situation only improved a little, but my personality has been formed in the difficult to change, once I went to the bookstore when I was idle and bored, I found the calligraphy, and I was immediately fascinated, I used the pocket money I saved to buy some materials, and practiced secretly, afraid that my grandparents would think that I was a plaything and stopped me from practicing.

Later, as time went on, I finally found out the secret one day, and my grandfather didn't say anything at that time, but just asked me strangely, 'You really like it?' I nodded vigorously, and he touched my head, sighed and didn't speak, acquiescing to my behavior, and then he provided me with the materials I used.

When I was in high school, I gradually rarely heard those gossips, Lu Liang's family moved away, his father-in-law got him a business, and left with his wife and daughter, he never looked at me for so many years, but I went to see him, but when I saw him holding his daughter, talking and laughing, my tears flowed down.

Since then, I have never thought about him, nor have I secretly seen him, I did not study Chinese medicine according to my grandparents' ideas when I was in college, but chose the subject of Chinese medicine, I want to go back to my hometown after graduation, contract a piece of land to grow some herbs or something, and stay with my grandparents.

If one day they are gone, I will walk around, appreciate the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, I will take medicine and collect medicine and starve me to death, who knew that someone found me today and said that Lu Liang owed him a lot of money, and shamelessly used me to pay off his debts, what kind of thing is he, why don't you use his daughter to pay off the debt.

At that time, I only had humiliation and anger in my mind, if it wasn't for Xiao Zhen, I would definitely kill him, I really didn't expect that I had such a devil hidden in my heart for so many years, and I almost caused a big disaster for myself, so that my grandparents sent white-haired people to black-haired people again. ”

"Brother Jiang, that's because you've been aggrieved and depressed for too long, and the impulsive devil will appear after many years, if you have something to tell me in the future, don't hide it in your heart, we have to learn to look forward, after all, it's all over, and it's not very hard to live in the past, don't be a snail in the future."

When I was a child, I had a dream, in the dream I had a happy family, but because someone informed, our whole family except me was spared, after many years I slowly took revenge, when I went to the grave of my family, I was betrayed by my father's eldest brother, and died in front of the grave of my family, this dream is very real, as if it was my past life, at that time I was also very sad and angry, and I wanted to kill the big uncle in the dream.

As I get older and read more and more, I gradually understand that the past is just a past, even if it is my past life, it is only a past life, it can't affect my current life, I can't live with that kind of hatred, everyone has a past that they don't want to recall, Brother Jiang, turn over today, let yourself be free, tomorrow's sun will rise again, and it will be a new day. ”

"Thank you, Xiao Zhen, it's my luck to meet such a friend as you, I've always been lonely, as if everyone is awake and only I'm drunk, the scene of only me alone in the vast sea of people makes me sweat coldly, and with you as a friend in the future, I will gradually let go of the past and live my own life."

"We are good friends for life, good confidants, what questions do you have to say to me, even if you can't help anything, don't hold it in your heart, calligraphy can calm a person's heart, practice a lot of fruitful, if Lu Liang comes to you, don't care, it's just a stranger, even the surname is different, let him be less sentimental."

"I think so too, I don't think he's my father at all, why should I care if he lives or dies, I think of me when I have difficulties, where in the world is there such a cheap thing, even if he uses my mother's things to spread rumors, I'm not afraid, I didn't steal or rob, my mouth grows on someone else's body, I love to say it or not, and I won't lose a piece of meat, besides, I still have a friend like you now, I won't be as isolated and helpless as before, a good day beckons to me, why should I ask for hardship."

"Well, I can rest assured if you think so, he uses conspiracy, we can use Yang Mou, just call the police to deal with it, above board, sometimes you say it more generously, but no one is interested in getting to the bottom of it, if you hide it, people's curiosity is not ordinary, and they will try their best to get the answer, how did the current paparazzi come, just can't find the answer and make it up, and come by thought."

"Brother Jiang, you also want to mention this matter to the two old people, so that they can know it in their hearts, after all, they have crossed more bridges than we have walked, and social experience is not achieved overnight, of course, let's not talk about your thoughts, lest the old people worry in their hearts, let them enjoy their old age when they are old."

"Well, I'm also thinking about this, if I don't say it, some can't stand them, I don't have a solid heart, if I suddenly know, they will also be anxious for a while, after all, I'm a little far away, and their worries are inevitable." (To be continued.) )