Chapter 25 is full of feelings

The courtyard was dappled with sunlight, and it looked very interesting to fall on Xiao Jingrong's cyan clothes. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info It's just that Xiao Jingrong is very different from the quiet scenery at this time, his face looks a little pale, and when he looks closely, he looks a little lost, as if he is still a little sad. This young colt who is always smiling on weekdays, and occasionally has some wanton recklessness, will also be lost and sad, if you don't see it with your own eyes, I'm afraid no one will believe it. It's just that Xiao Jingrong at this time is a little lost, and a little sad. When she woke up early this morning, Chu Siyan beside her was gone. At first, he didn't care, he didn't have any feelings for this princess. Even in his heart, he hated this woman a little. The marriage between the two of them is certainly promoted by His Majesty and his father today, but if the princess herself does not agree, then the marriage of the two will naturally be impossible to talk about. In the past, he also had a grudge against his father in his heart, and he didn't want to or dare to guess His Majesty's intentions. When I saw my father again last night, his old appearance deeply pierced the resentment in Xiao Jingrong's heart. My father didn't care about his own happiness and didn't care about his sister's intentions. But he and his sister are also teenagers, why did they ever consider the safety of the entire Xiao Mansion like their father? The competition for power in the imperial capital, now that I am in it, I realize what kind of sword and sword shadow it is, and my father may really have no way out. He sacrificed the happiness of himself and his sister, but he also saved the lives of his sister and brother. Now his own glory and wealth, and his sister's stable situation in the palace, are also maintained by his father's careful management step by step. Father is really old, even Uncle Fu is the same, Xiao Jingrong now understands a little bit that when he saw his sister in the palace last time, he deliberately welcomed His Majesty in order to be with her, and he was no longer as indifferent as before. Just thinking about this, Xiao Jingrong naturally had a grudge against Chu Siyan in his heart, and he was a courtier. But Chu Siyan is different, she is the daughter of His Majesty, and she is also the favorite daughter of Queen Xu Lingge. Who doesn't know about these things? Of course, His Majesty doesn't care much about her daughter, but because she was born to the queen, she is the most favored princess on the surface. And at that time, how did Xiao Jingrong not know about those things of Chu Siyan and Yin Chunnian? As for why Yin won the martial champion in the imperial examination that year, I am afraid that no one knows better than Xiao Jingrong in his heart. The incident back then was exactly what his father planned, and Xiao Jingrong naturally had a mirror in his heart. Therefore, on the day of the wedding, he was reluctant in his heart, and when he saw Yin Chunian's dejected appearance, he did not hide his laughter. But why today, when I can't find the shadow that appears next to me on weekdays, I can't hide the anxiety in my heart? Even though he kept hinting in his heart that he cared so much about this woman in order to keep Xiao Mansion. But Xiao Jingrong knew in his heart that when he couldn't find Chu Siyan, his heart had been touched by her.

Xiao Jingrong continued to pacing in the courtyard calmly, but his heart became more and more anxious, and the usual calmness was long gone. "Husband, why are you here alone, but what are the troubles in your heart?" , Suddenly, a voice came from behind him, and his heart felt like he had been hit by something, and he couldn't turn around. Chu Siyan was also a little strange in her heart, could it be that the knot between them hadn't been untied yet? Last night, he brought up the old thing again, but he still couldn't let go of the person he loved the most. Chu Siyan couldn't bear the grievances in her heart for a while, there was no love between her and Xiao Jingrong, it was before, and it is now. In his heart, he still hasn't forgotten Yin Chunian, but after he fell asleep last night, he kept talking about Mu Elegy, but also Mu Elegy. His lovesickness for Mu Elegy is like ten thousand sharp arrows, piercing his heart. The two of them were not each other's original love, but fate played tricks, so they have today's living in the same room and sleeping together. The two have been newly married for more than three months, but Xiao Jingrong has never even touched his fingers. During the day, both of them wore a mask to accompany the husband and wife in the eyes of the world, and the couple was deeply in love, and when they fell asleep at night, they seemed to be lying on a piece of cold ice. I remember that on the eve of my marriage, my mother once said to herself: "Siyan, the queen mother knows that you don't understand why the queen mother must let your father marry Xiao Jingrong." You can also know that you hate me in your heart. Over the years, I haven't taken good care of your children, and in your hearts, I probably feel that the queen mother does not have you in her heart. The Queen Mother is not saying this to you tonight, not to ask for your forgiveness. I just want to give you a word of advice, Yin Chunian's child, he is really not your husband. Although you and Jing Rong have no relationship, your mother believes that as long as you can treat him sincerely in the future, you will be happy. "Today, I can finally let go of everything, when he is his husband, why doesn't he still look at himself?" Madam, why didn't you see you in the morning, where did you go? Xiao Jingrong tried his best to stabilize his voice and asked this, but the words that came out were still a little intermittent, and he couldn't hide the throbbing in his heart. This lady, Chu Siyan who listened to it was about to cry immediately. The two of them in this horse mansion, he has always called himself a princess, and he also called him a concubine, how could he ever be like today, like the husband and wife of an ordinary couple? In the shredded sunlight, both of them heard the cold ice in the hearts of the people in front of them, melting little by little. "Husband, I went out with the maid to buy incense and candles, thinking that I would go to the Lingyuan Temple outside the city with my husband today to ask for peace. It's just that you were still asleep at that time, husband, so I didn't call you. Thinking about your husband, you will sleep more. "Well, that's good. Have breakfast together first. I'm going to let someone arrange it. Only then did Xiao Jingrong turn around and look at the woman in front of him, this was his wife. He is married, brocade is sleeping together, and he is the wife of the same cave after his death. The two returned to the palace side by side, and as usual, the people brought a prepared breakfast, and the two of them ate. I don't know if it's the good weather today, or the warmth in the hearts of the two of them infected the servants in their own house, and they couldn't hide their smiles when they served them both today.

After breakfast was finished, the people in the house also prepared the carriage. Xiao Jingrong and Chu Siyan got into the carriage and said "Drive!" In the voice, the two of them looked at the street scene outside and moved, and the deeply buried memories in their hearts were slowly fading. The first deep love, how many people can love to the end, love all the time, really not betrayed Shanghai? Every couple faces these questions and will give different answers. It's just that now in the carriage, Xiao Jingrong and Chu Siyan no longer think about this problem, they sleep together, and they are all in the same acupoint. It is not easy to meet in this life, why bother to think about those troubles and entanglements, the years turn around, a few people remember the original deep love, and only wish to keep one person around them to old age, which is the best gift of fate.