Chapter 54: Memory Killing
And the bride Bai Ya is wearing a white veil, beautiful and moving, like a princess in a fairy tale, and at this time her prince charming is waiting for her to speak. Bai Ya poured out all the suffering she had suffered in the past eight years, and after receiving the flowers, she cried into tears, but still said, "I am willing." ”
In fact, many times, the story after marriage is not suitable for a good and happy life. Because Jiu Wentian and Bai Ya's families are not wealthy, their married life is not satisfactory, and even the greatest feelings need bread to support.
A family that can't even satisfy firewood, rice, oil and salt, how miserable it is, but even so, Jiu Wentian is struggling on the front line of work every day, Bai Ya is also working hard, and there is very little time for the two of them to appear in the world after marriage. In this way, life improved in the first two or three years of marriage, which also gave rise to the plan for the two to have children.
After the child was born, Bai Ya had to take care of the child at home, and the burden of work was pressed on Jiu Wentian, day after day made the two of them bored in their hearts, and the current family is like a ** to be ignited, and there is a possibility of explosion at any time. When the child was just two years old, Jiu Wentian's company went bankrupt, and Jiu Wentian, who only received a little money, fell into confusion.
It was a low point in Jiu Wentian's life, and it was difficult for an unemployed person like him to find a satisfactory job, either far away from home or with a low salary, and he could not always have a job that satisfied him. So he had a terrible headache at the time, and he could be regarded as understanding the feeling of gray hair overnight.
But then Jiu Wentian found a big company, and the treatment here is not bad, similar to before, except that it takes two hours longer than before. This also had to make Jiu Wentian catch up on sleep on the subway, and what was more serious was that the time he spent at home was getting shorter and shorter, and he had to go to bed very late and get up early.
But the only thing to be happy about is that he went from being a factory worker to a white-collar worker sitting in an office. But then the world in the workplace is cold, when you used to be a worker, as long as you do your part, no one will find your trouble, and your colleagues at that time can't even take care of themselves, where is there time to find other people's trouble.
But in this big company, it's different, as a newcomer, you have to be prepared to be bullied, here you don't see if you have been wronged, people only care about whether you have completed today's work.
Therefore, Jiu Wentian has been wronged to a great extent, but the grievances at work are not as good as the grievances in life. Jiu Wentian survived with the spirit of suffering alone and not starving, but he soon discovered that people like him, who were gradually getting older and could not cater to new things, would sooner or later be eliminated.
So Jiu Wentian was looking for another way to make money while working, but this also further accelerated the speed of his dismissal, and the boss saw that he was absent-minded all day, so he directly fired this useless and unsupported Jiu Wentian. Jiu Wentian lost his job again, and this time the unemployment also led to the outbreak of family conflicts.
Children need to eat, go to school, buy new clothes, and ......
Now Jiu Wentian can't wait to rob the bank, the red banknote has become an unattainable fantasy in Jiu Wentian's eyes, he never smoked before, but now he smokes a pack, he didn't drink before, and now he starts to drink heavily. However, what got better was that one of his hair children couldn't bear to see him like this, so he proposed to make a deal with him.
Jiu Wentian returned to his original motivation, working all day and night, all day long, which made his life gradually improve. But when the child was four years old, the business was gradually expanding, and this was the time when it was booming. Jiu Wentian took a big order and happily brought it back to the company, and his hair was also very excited.
In this way, the excitement continued until the next morning, his hair curls ran away with tens of millions, and all the debts fell on Jiu Wentian. Jiu Wentian knelt on the ground and cried like a child, at that moment he was going crazy, he didn't know how he got home, but the only thing he knew was that his wife was gone, and he was gone with the child.
Now Jiuwentian is thirty-one years old, with two packs of cigarettes a day, beer on the ground, leftover takeout from a few days ago on the table, and a sour smell from the kitchen. Jiu Wen Tian looked up to the sky and roared: "Ah-"
This life brought Jiu Wentian to the brink of collapse, and he persevered for two months, giving all his savings to his parents, and then chose to commit suicide. After that, I met Jiang Qiufang.
And now Bai Ya in front of her is not at all what she looked like when she left herself, she was completely a woman who had been smoothed out by life, and she didn't think about how to dress herself all day long, but how to make her life better, but the long-term dissatisfaction also made her more irritable, but it also made her appearance worse.
Jiu Wentian looked at Bai Ya in front of him, stunned and speechless, and finally Bai Ya explained: "Xiao Nian, I know, I don't blame you for that, and I blame me for not being able to encourage you well, I'm really happy to see you wake up." I think that the child can't live without his father, and we are okay. ”
"Ahh......h Jiu Wentian continued: "How long have I slept?"
"A week," Bai Ya said happily, "the doctor will conclude that you can't wake up, but you still wake up, come and kiss one." ”
Jiu Wentian's cheeks had the same heat as they once were, and it was the temperature of Bai Ya's lips, as if the cold earth had been re-illuminated by the sun. Jiu Wentian was immersed in this kiss, and he was also thinking about everything in the dream, but was it really a dream? In contrast, Jiu Wentian preferred to believe in this world, because he had lived here for thirty years.
It is better to make Jiu Wentian believe that he has traveled to another world, than to make Jiu Wentian believe that he is really dead. Now Jiu Wentian is standing here alive, and all signs also indicate that his suicide did not cause his own death. Jiu Wentian exhaled and said to his wife, "Hey, I had a long dream. ”
"Really?" Bai Ya pretended to be shocked and said, "Tell me what kind of dream you had!?"
At this time, the door of the ward was opened, and a man in a suit and leather shoes came in, and that person's face, after Jiu Wentian saw this face, became angry, and he almost pulled out the needle on his body and gave this man a kick, but Bai Ya stopped him. Jiu Wentian roared angrily: "You still dare to appear here! You still dare to come here!"