Chapter 23: Life and Death
Liu Wei had to be hospitalized for her husband's feelings. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ Info, though, she realized that her time was running out.
Dr. Li did a detailed examination for her, and finally had to tell Tang Jingzhong the result in frustration: "Her cancer cells have spread all over her body." At present, the only way to delay her death is chemotherapy. β
Although Tang Jingzhong's mood has been depressed and sad to the extreme, he still expresses optimism in front of his wife. He was going to stay with his wife until the last moment of her life.
Liu Wei was lying on the hospital bed, looking at her increasingly haggard husband, and couldn't help but feel distressed: "Jingzhong, you have worked so hard during this time, why don't you go home and rest and let Xiao Zhao replace you?" β
Unexpectedly, Tang Jingzhong shook his head decisively: "No, I said before, being with you is my happiness." I think the greatest happiness in life is not to be taken care of by my lover, but to be able to take care of the person I love the most. Weiwei, the longer you hold on, the more happiness I can enjoy. β
"Jingzhong, don't you even care about the company?"
Tang Jingzhong's eyes moistened: "Weiwei, don't say it's a company, even if it's my life, it's far less important than you." Do you want me to do something that is not at all costs? β
Liu Wei said uneasily: "I've already fallen, but the company can't do without you." It is the result of more than 20 years of joint struggle between our husband and wife, and we can't give up halfway. β
"Don't say any more. How I left you in my life, then everything else has no meaning to me. Please don't let me go. Let me wait for you like this. Let's all cherish this kind of time together. β
Liu Wei's tears couldn't be controlled anymore, and she couldn't help sobbing: "Jingzhong, if I leave." You must not give up on yourself, and you must not give up your right to continue the pursuit of happiness. β
"Nope." Tang Jingzhong shook his head gloomily, "You are the love of my life, if I can't save your life, then what qualifications do I have to have another woman?" β
"Respectfully..." Actually, I'm not your favorite..."
"Vivi... What did you say?"
Liu Wei smiled gloomily: "Your favorite should be Xiulan." β
Tang Jing said categorically: "My relationship with Xiulan has long been turned over. What else are you mentioning her for? β
Liu Wei shook her head: "She is your first love after all." Will you forget the good times you had with her? β
But first love is not necessarily true love. Isn't there a saying in society now that 'first love doesn't understand love at all'? You and I have experienced more than 20 years of ups and downs and thorns, and it can be regarded as a long-lasting love. β
"Jingzhong, in the more than 20 years that you have been with me, although you have never mentioned a word about Xiaolan, I know that you have not forgotten her in your heart. Because for one night, you were still calling her name in your sleep. β
Tang Jingzhong's face suddenly turned red, and he was a little embarrassed: "Is there such a thing?" β
Liu Wei nodded firmly: "Yes!" It was our wedding night. β
"And what about after that?"
"I didn't hear it after that."
Tang Jingzhong breathed a sigh of relief: "Maybe I walked into the cave room with another girl, and I must have had a trace of emotion for my first love, but then as time passed, I gradually forgot about her." β
Liu Wei stared at him with moist eyes: "Even if you forget her, will she forget you?" β
Tang Jingzhong smiled bitterly: "She has already let me go." Otherwise, I wouldn't have been contacted all the time, or even moved, without notifying my family's new address. β
"Maybe she has some troubles, or maybe you had some misunderstanding with her?"
Tang Jingzhong smiled indifferently: "Don't mention her again, time is changing, and each of us is also changing." Since she and I have let go of each other, let's not dwell on the rights and wrongs of the past. β
Unexpectedly, Liu Wei suddenly said emotionally: "Letting go is not the same as giving up, and not contacting is not the same as not worrying." If your family has changed with each other, and you can only drag each other down and can't give each other anything, then you have to let the other party fly in the world that belongs to him or her. β
Tang Jingzhong looked at his wife in surprise: "Weiwei, what are you talking about?" Do you want to say that I had to accept you because of the family changes back then? β
Liu Wei smiled sadly: "I'm not just referring to you, maybe Xiaolan also suffered something back then?" β
"Weiwei, why do you keep mentioning her? Even if you mention her again, don't want my feelings to be diverted from you. β
Liu Wei said emotionally: "I don't want to mention her deliberately, but I want to tell a truth." That is, she lost contact with you back then, which may be caused by other factors. I hope you don't resent her. β
"Don't worry. I don't have any grudges against her anymore. Because if there is no love, where is the hatred! β
The more Tang Jingzhong said this, the more Liu Wei felt sour. She had words of suffering, so she had to let tears burst out of her eyes.
Tang Jingzhong hurriedly wiped his wife's tears with his own towel, and said softly: "Don't think nonsense. Even if I had some misunderstanding with her at the beginning. But what I love is you at the moment, and nothing will change. β
Liu Wei thought for a while, suddenly thought of her son, and asked her husband: "Does Teng'er know my situation?" β
Tang Jingzhong hesitated for a moment, and then smiled helplessly: "This kid really doesn't have a long heart." Although I didn't have the heart to tell him about your actual situation, I also made a special call to say that you had been hospitalized. But he didn't care at all, and said that you are a workaholic, and sooner or later your body will have problems. What else to say, whether it's this hospitalization or something, take a lesson or something like that. I was so angry that I wanted to scold him on the phone, but I held back. β
Liu Wei was silent for a while before softly comforting her husband: "Don't be angry with your child." Teng'er has been smart since he was a child, but unfortunately he lives in our special family, because we have little time to accompany him, we can only fill the lack of companionship with rich materials. As a result, we educate him too little. Nowadays, he has developed a habit of being a gentleman, and he doesn't know how to care about others, and even has a weak affection for his family. The purpose of me letting him go abroad is to let him get out of the doting environment of the family, get experience, and really grow up and be sensible. You must not tell him the truth about me, let him study abroad with peace of mind. β
Tang Jingzhong naturally couldn't have any objections to his wife's suggestion, but just nodded yes.
Liu Wei was lying on the hospital bed, chatting with her husband who had been guarding her about the past to pass the time.
"Jingzhong, I lay in the hospital bed like this every day, and I was suffocated to death. Can you let me go out for a little bit of activity? Liu Wei suddenly asked her husband one day.
Tang Jingzhong happily agreed: "Okay." Shall I help you go outside to breathe? β
Liu Wei shook her head: "The outdoor environment has annoyed me. I want to go a little further. β
"Oh, where do you want to go?"
Liu Wei thought for a moment, and then replied, "I want to go boating." β
Tang Jingzhong immediately said: "I will ask the hospital immediately, and then take you out of the hospital." Let's go play in the park. β
Soon, Tang Jingzhong took Liu Wei to appear on the cruise ship on the Egret Lake in Qi'an Central Park. Tang Jingzhong sat at the stern of the boat and paddled the oars gently, while Liu Wei sat quietly at the head of the bed like a statue, looking at the sparkling lake on one side. The lake is calm and calm like a huge mirror, and a breeze blows, and the lake water ripples like ripples.
Liu Wei had something on her mind, and after admiring the surrounding lakes and mountains for a while, she asked her husband tentatively: "Jingzhong, I want to ask you something..."
Tang Jingzhong immediately cast a serious expression: "Weiwei, if you have anything, just ask." β
"If..." Liu Wei deliberately made an analogy, "If I had done something sorry for you a long time ago, would you forgive me if I knew?" β
Tang Jingzhong had a solemn expression: "Xiaowei, even if you have done a great mistake to me, it has already passed." The great kindness you have given me over the past 20 years is enough to make up for all my mistakes. So, you don't have to have any psychological burden at the moment. β
Liu Wei was shocked, and couldn't help but wonder, could it be that he was already aware of the thing he had done?
She then preached tentatively, "I confess that I have given you a lot of love and a great help. But... After all, I can only accompany you for half a lifetime, not give you a lifetime of happiness. β
Tang Jingzhong immediately said emotionally: "Don't say that you have given me more than 20 years, even if you give me a day of sincere love, it will make me happy for a lifetime." Now, you have been with me for more than 20 years. Am I not satisfied? Now I enjoy every day that God has given us to be together. β
Liu Wei's heart was sour, and she quickly removed her moist eyes.
"Respectfully!"
"Huh?"
"Look at the white tower on the island in the middle of the lake. How did I see it for the first time? β
Tang Jingzhong followed her gaze and couldn't help but sigh: "It's not." It seemed to be standing there overnight. β
At this time, a young couple happened to pass by in a rowing boat and heard their conversation, and the girl in it couldn't help laughing: "You are outsiders, right?" That white pagoda has been built for more than five years. β
Tang Jingzhong and Liu Wei couldn't help but look at each other in amazement, and they realized that they hadn't been here for many years.
Liu Wei couldn't help but sigh: "Over the years, we have only been busy with our careers, and we have missed a lot of leisurely time. β
Tang Jingzhong was full of guilt: "Weiwei, I'm sorry for you." I owe you so much all these years. We have been committed to working hard, but we have missed a lot of good scenery in life. β
Liu Wei smiled bitterly: "How can you be blamed for this?" Sometimes, it's time to slow down and stop and enjoy the scenery on the side of the road. β
"Vivi, you're right to advise you. It's time for me to loosen the clockwork of my life. I don't know what I've gained after so many years of intense hard work, but I now realize that I have lost so much. β
"Respectfully... Please don't say any more. From now on, it's not too late for us to understand this. β
Tang Jingzhong said with emotion: "Weiwei, please accompany me more and give me a chance to make up for most of the debts I owed you before." β
"Respectfully..."
Liu Wei covered her face and cried emotionally. Tang Jingzhong's eyes were also blurred with tears, so much so that their boat crashed straight into the pier of a small bridge...
In the days to come, although Tang Jingzhong tried his best to take care of Liu Wei, and despite the various treatment methods used by the hospital, Liu Wei's condition deteriorated more and more, and finally came to the end of her life.
When Liu Wei went through the doctor's emergency rescue, she gradually recovered from the shock, but she was still angry.
At this time, Dr. Li tearfully told Tang Jingzhong: "You can spend the last bit of time with her." β
In fact, the hospital has issued many critical illness notices during this time. But Tang Jingzhong also realized that his Weiwei was really leaving him this time.
"Viviγ»γ»γ»Do you have any unfulfilled wishes...
He hugged his dying wife, and he was already silent.
Liu Wei tried to widen her eyes, as if she was trying to see the world for the last time.
She gasped for a long time before she let out a faint voice: "Jingzhong, you, you, remember the little box in my closet?" β
"Well, didn't you say that it was your privacy?"
"Jingzhongγ»γ»γ»When I leave, please take care of itγ»γ»γ»Don't let me take it awayγ»γ»γ»If one dayγ»γ»γ»You suddenly find Xiaolan coming to you...
Tang Jingzhong looked at his dying wife in his arms in surprise: "Weiwei, does the little box have anything to do with her?" β
Liu Wei couldn't answer him anymore, and continued: "If... If you never see her again, then you can only open it again before you die..."
"Vivi... Please don't close your eyes...
Tang Jingzhong saw that his wife was dying, so he had to shake her body desperately.
Liu Wei closed her eyes, and when she was dying, she suddenly woke up to one thing-Xiaolan is so loving and respectful, how can she cast her feelings on that foreigner?
She opened her eyes with difficulty, and tried her best to spit out the words, "Jingzhong, go, go to the United States, find Xiaolan, her, her..."
When Liu Wei wanted to make things clear again, it was too late, so she had to die with regrets.
"Xiaowei!"
Tang Jingzhong hugged his wife's corpse and cried...
Liu Wei rested in his arms like this, and left him with an unsolved mystery!