Song Xiuxiu sat under the marriage tree, her chin was stunned, she didn't leave, she didn't actually think about anything, she was just in a daze, and her mood was complicated. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is the end, and there is an indescribable feeling in my heart.

She sniffed and reminded herself over and over again that she couldn't cry, but the more she thought about it, the more sour her nose became, and the more misty her eyes became.

I can't tell the emotions that I can't explain, but I feel that I am a little hypocritical, and I don't know what I am uncomfortable with, if I can say it clearly, she doesn't have to be so confused, and it is difficult to say two words about emotional things.

"Change your shoes." Lin Qiu stepped on the soft soil and walked up, the cool wind poured into his neck, involuntarily tightened the scarf around his neck, came to Xiuxiu's side, patted her shoulder, handed over a pair of wooden slippers and thick cotton socks, and sat next to Xiuxiu.

"Second sister-in-law, you, why are you here?" Song Xiuxiu was immersed in the world of sadness and sadness, and when she heard Lin Qiu's voice, she looked up in surprise, and Lin Qiu's appearance really surprised her.

"The new boots must hurt when you grind your feet, my sister-in-law asked me to bring them to you, change them, no one will look at them." Boots that don't fit well, beautiful are for others to see, and uncomfortable is for oneself.

"It's summer slippers, right? Wear this? Wearing a cotton shirt with wooden flip-flops, this combination is a bit "chic".

"Do you think it's weird?" Lin Qiu speculated that the slippers were perfectly suitable, and they would not be held against the front, let alone the back.

"That's not it, I just don't think it's easy to buy slippers at this time." Hehe smiled, hiding her surprise, isn't it strange, who is pulling wooden clip-on slippers in the winter, and it is not strange to be seen!

It's just that her feet are really painful, if it weren't for the shame, plus the road surface is uneven and dirty, she is willing to walk barefoot, regardless of the cold of spring. What are the slippers, Xiuxiu hurriedly freed her aching feet, moved her toes to feel comfortable and painful, and her back heel must have scratched the skin.

"Ask the proprietress what they borrowed, the new boots are worn out?" She saw Xiuxiu's jumping feet from a distance, isn't it just a panic, otherwise where would she be so jumping, this move with slippers is really wise.

She was actually there all the time, but she wasn't noticed by Xiuxiu, when Xiuxiu hired the coachman, she exposed her destination and was worried, so she followed, she didn't believe that lotus seeds were harmless, but come and see, she really couldn't rest assured.

Sure enough, when he turned his head, he saw that Lianzi wanted to move his hands and feet, and turned around to pull the departing Qin Xiaorong back, but it was too late, at that time, Xiuxiu's ponytail was being pulled by Lianzi fiercely, and she screamed in pain.

If it weren't for her, how could Qin Xiaorong have turned back, but she didn't plan to tell Xiuxiu, lest she think she was following her. Just think it was just Qin Xiaorong's whim, and he suddenly turned back, and happened to bump into Lianzi bullying Xiuxiu. Life happens to coincidences once in a while, doesn't it?

While taking off his socks, he grinned his teeth, and his heels were stuck to the wound by the worn socks, and it was really painful to tear it open, and his eyes were teary, and he suddenly felt depressed in his heart. But the boots are quite new, she can't wear them, but she shouldn't throw them away, and they can be donated to the children in the orphanage when the time comes.

"Yes, it hurts, it's really not good to look good with boots, it's really too offended, this size is definitely not accurate, one size smaller than the normal shoe size, and it will be two sizes smaller for me to wear, otherwise it won't be so abrasive." Song so-so showed off her injured heel, and a trace of blood came out.

Lin Qiu took out two hemostatic patches from his pocket and asked Xiuxiu to put them on, otherwise he would still stick to his feet when he put on new socks, and it would be torture to tear them off, and he played Xiuxiu's little brain, "Silly girl, I told you not to buy it, you didn't listen, don't you see if this is just spending money to buy sin." ”

"I just look good at my boots, who knew they were so bad!" The style is special and her heart, when she bought it, she was very happy, and when she was about to wear it, she found that it was not suitable at all, and she felt that her feet were going to wear the boots, which was really a kind of torture.

Besides, if it weren't for the boots that weren't good for her, she wouldn't have been able to dodge the lotus seed's attack, her feet hurt so badly, where would she be able to run. Now think about the ponytail that was grabbed, the scalp is still faintly painful, and the lotus seed is really ruthless.

"The shiny appearance of shoes is not important, the key is to be clean and suitable for yourself, wearing dirty shoes is easy to smell feet, wearing shoes that do not fit easily hurt yourself. The next time you buy shoes, don't let your own temperament come, the same ......"

"Second sister-in-law, I understand what you mean, I really didn't feel sad, I thought I would cry so much that I couldn't control myself, but do you see that there are tears on my face?" Song Xiuxiu's meaning is very fast, and the implication of the second sister-in-law's words is nothing more than that Qin Xiaorong is a pair of smelly shoes and dirty shoes for her.

She sat here in a daze, maybe the second sister-in-law thought she was sad! But in fact, no, she couldn't help but feel that she was a little cold-blooded, and it was difficult to take it back if she really handed it over, but it was not as difficult as she imagined. Now she doesn't have that kind of emotion at all, just a little bit of decomposition.

"Long-winded, I won't say much, it's best if you can figure it out for yourself, I said that about you before, don't take it to heart." Lin Qiu is serious, Xiuxiu can figure it out, she is happier than anyone else, you must know that the taste of sorrow is not good, "If you have something on your mind, you can spit it out to me, don't hold it in your heart, look at what you have become haggard during this time." ”

"Second sister-in-law, thank you. I was willful and ignorant before, and I bothered you to worry about me, and I ran around and ran around, but I won't in the future. Song Xiuxiu lowered her eyebrows and was pleasing to the eye, she was ashamed of her willfulness, ashamed of always causing trouble to her family, ashamed of not cherishing the opportunity to learn......

The frustration can't help but come up, and the relationship is over, her whole person has become completely different from the past, drilled into the horns, cautious, irritable and a little vicious, and the words that poke people's hearts blurt out that her heart is extremely happy, and she is unrecognizable herself.

"Silly girl, what are you talking about, I treat you as a sister, I love you, spoil you, and worry about you, shouldn't you be?" Lin Qiu found that Song Xiuxiu's originally high mood slowly lowered, rubbed her hair loose, looked at Xiuxiu and pouted slightly annoyed, and her heart fell and continued to talk to her.

Song Xiuxiu rested her head on Lin Qiu's shoulder, quite distressed, "Second sister-in-law, do you think I also did something wrong?" ”

"There is no absolute right or wrong, and we have different views from different standpoints, but we must do things with a clear conscience and abide by the law. I don't say the truth in this, you also understand, as for your business, who is involved in it can absolutely say that he is right! "Lin Qiudu, right and wrong are not absolute, there is no absolute white and no absolute gray in this world. A slap doesn't make a sound, one ring after another, today's ending is all caused by lotus seed Qin Xiaorong, it doesn't make sense, at most it's three or seven points, and most of the fault is not on Xiuxiu.

Song Xiuxiu nodded blankly with confused eyes, biting her lip like a lost child.

"Some things are clearly analyzed in context, but you really can't see clearly when you are in them, otherwise how can people say that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders. He's a big man, Lianzi just convinces him with just three or two words to sow discord, and I don't dare to ask you for verification, I don't mean to slander him, it's just ......"

Lin Qiu analyzed it from the perspective of being as objective as possible, she didn't quite understand why she broke up or not, Qin Xiaorong didn't even ask, she was afraid that she didn't love deeply enough, and it would be impossible for her to give up like this.

Love is not child's play, and it is disrespectful enough not to say it clearly to the face, not to mention not even saying it, only conveyed by a third party.

The corners of Song Xiuxiu's eyebrows showed gloom, and she couldn't think through it lightly, "I just feel that he has an inferiority complex in his heart and feels that he is not worthy of me." But I'm not one of those superficial women staring at a man's wallet, if I don't look down on him, how can I talk to him! As long as two people have enough money to spend together, I never ask for anything rich and expensive. ”

If Qin Xiaorong really thinks so, it really doesn't know her well enough, she looks squeamish, but it's not that she can't endure hardships. Her childhood was not a happy one, she was not cared for by her parents early, and the family situation was bleak. After a small period of hardship, her brothers supported a family, and her life became more and more comfortable.

Song Xiuxiu looked into the distance, looking at the newly emerging grass in the dirt soil, the tender green color crashed into her eyes, her eyes were sour, she couldn't help but sigh, "Second sister-in-law, you don't know, you don't know how good he is to me, every time it rains, I don't worry that I can't go back, he always braves the wind and rain to send me an umbrella." Do you know, my leather shoes are a birthday gift that he saves by working overtime every day to make money, steamed buns and pickles, and uses the money he has saved to buy for me. What he did for me was never remembered, he was always so silent......"

In Song Xiuxiu's heart, Qin Xiaorong is worthy of her lifelong entrustment, he may be a little wooden, but the heart that loves her is very sincere, his goodness has penetrated into all aspects of her life, so he will be so reluctant when she is separated. He is an inseparable existence in her life, and when she is truly isolated, it is bloody and painful.

The kind of pure feelings that ask for warmth, are considerate, and are not mixed with interests, she is afraid that she will not have the opportunity to meet again in her life.

She is a realistic girl, she doesn't like those illusory, she has grown so big, and the boys who have pursued her have circled their village, just because she is beautiful, or because she has an iron rice bowl, such a man who is not pure and obscene, where would she look down on her.

How could Lin Qiu not understand that women just like this kind of man, men pay with their hearts and lungs, even if the heart made of ice and snow will be melted by a hot heart.

Maybe she was preconceived and demonized Qin Xiaorong, and her impression was completely irrelevant, and she didn't take responsibility for her inability to be labeled early. She and him don't even know each other at all, everything only stems from Xiuxiu's words and personal speculation.

Xiuxiu's words, Lin Qiu's views changed slightly, but only slightly, maybe he is a good object to entrust for life, but in the end he has nothing to do with Xiuxiu.

It is a pity to meet the right person at the wrong time, inferiority and cowardice are the insurmountable deep ditch between the two, if the two become husband and wife, there is no chance of transformation, now, less contact is better, it doesn't matter what he looks like in the future, it has nothing to do with Xiuxiu.

"It's just that I blame him again, blame him for being a big man who doesn't even dare to ask a word of verification because of his inferiority, blame him for not trusting me, and mistakenly thinking that I am a person who dislikes the poor and loves the rich." The chest rises and falls violently, and I don't know if it's resentment or regret.

Life is completely out of the trajectory, once she was looking forward to a lifetime with him, once she was looking forward to creating a happy and warm little family together, dreams are broken, she has to wake up.

Lin Qiu gently patted Xiuxiu's back and was a quiet listener, it was good to vent his emotions, but it was bad to hold it in his heart.

Although Xiuxiu is a little willful and ignorant, she is really sincere, playful and lively, and likes people If she is a bad girl, how can she let her eldest brother and sister-in-law love her so much, and like her so much.

You must know that in this world, there is no love for no reason, if it is really hopeless, she will not be so concerned, and the two dolls who are waiting to be fed will run over regardless of it, but she is worried about Xiuxiu, and she is afraid that she will be wronged.

Song Xiuxiu is not self-pitying, the depressed mood comes and goes faster, the depressed mood recedes, only feeling the wind blowing, blowing into the person's neck is strangely cold, slightly chest tightness, just afraid that it will change, "I'm afraid it's going to rain, second sister-in-law, we didn't bring an umbrella, just in case, we should go back first, it's easy to catch a cold in the rain." ”

Song Xiuxiu stood up and patted the white cotton clothes, the mud dots stuck to the top, not obvious, just go back and wipe it with a damp cloth, it won't get in the way.

Knocking on her legs, stretching her waist, and feeling comfortable, she was not the only one who sensed the signs of rain, and did she not see many people walking together.

The location of the marriage tree is not remote, not a few steps to the street, tricycle or something to go back conveniently.

"Second sister-in-law, do you think I can drink some wine?" Seeing that Li Meiren was not there, Song Xiuxiu secretly leaned into Lin Qiu's ear and said coquettishly, she wanted to taste the taste, but she didn't have this opportunity when she went to school, boys are not allowed to drink, and if she is a girl, she must not be said to die, if she is known, she will definitely look at her with contempt.

"Are you sure you can drink? Last time, who couldn't bear the fall of two or three sips of osmanthus sweet wine, the degree of rice wine can be higher than that of sweet wine. Besides, the smell of wine in the mouth must not be allowed to be smelled accurately. Or is it that she thinks about getting drunk and has a headache, not herself, and her mind can only rely on wiping, but you say that the reason why this guess is a guess is that she is not sure that the guess must be accurate!

"I don't want to drink rice wine, I just want to try sweet wine, rice wine has a spicy tongue." Song Xiuxiu stuck out her tongue mischievously and looked at Lin Qiu expectantly.

"What kind of wine tastes like rice wine, I can hear it outside, Xiuxiu, are you greedy again, I can warn you, don't drink indiscriminately, you get drunk every year, and you will make people laugh when you say it." Li Mela pulled Xiuxiu's cheeks, ruthlessly suppressed Xiuxiu's request, pulled Xiuxiu's cotton clothes down with three strikes and five divisions, and pointed to the mud point, "With mud on your body, why are you sitting on the bed!" ”

Li Mei turned around and carried her suitcase to find clothes.

"I'm cold!" looked at Li Mei pitifully, but Li Mei turned her back to her, and didn't see her rich facial expressions.

"Wrapped in a quilt, don't you have it on the bed, wait until I find you a coat." Li Mei opened her suitcase, took out a black slim-fitting tweed coat, threw it on the bed, and took advantage of Xiuxiu's clothes to urge her, "Time waits for no one, Ming'er will go buy a train ticket to school." ”

"Sister-in-law, you don't want to see me like this!" Song Xiuxiu held her mouth during the show, pitiful.

"You can't talk nonsense, who doesn't want to see you, the teacher is urging you with 100,000 fire, my little aunt and grandmother." Li Mei turned a blind eye to her pretending to be stupid, the learning of knowledge could not be left behind, and if she was here for a day, it would be a waste of time to study for a day.