Lin Qiu didn't know that one of her letters actually caused an uproar, she was just in a particularly comfortable mood and slept very comfortably, she was a person who couldn't sleep well when she had something hidden in her heart, and she always thought about it day and night. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

A few days ago, she was all holding the pillow that Song Mo had slept on, so that she could fall asleep, otherwise she would have to toss and turn all night, and counting the sheep with her eyes closed would not work at all. However, there are indeed days when Song Mo is there, which is precisely the time when she sleeps most peacefully, of course, occasionally being tired is a special case, which is another matter.

However, after walking so many roads, it is really not ordinary tiring, the mood is cheerful and relaxed, but the legs and feet are tired.

When I got home in the evening, my parents were not there and I didn't know where to go. Holding his eyelids, he found a note pressed on the coffee table, and his parents went to the second brother and sister-in-law for a temporary matter.

Lin Qiu felt that his stomach was so hungry that there was not even any leftovers on the table, and his idea of dealing with a hot meal was completely frustrated.

She couldn't be so hungry, she couldn't sleep. She touched the kitchen to cook something casually, ate a few bites hastily, and couldn't taste anything, but she felt that her body was hollowed out, and she didn't bother to move her fingers.

Running around like a thief, not only the physical muscle soreness, but also the psychological tiredness was also obvious, and he climbed into bed and hugged the pillow and fell asleep without even taking a shower.

I thought I would sleep darkly, but this sleep was very unstable.

When she fell asleep, she felt as if her entire chest was being pressed by a boulder, and she couldn't breathe at all.

In the dream, a bullet shot into Song Mo's chest, blood gushed out, and his tall figure suddenly fell uncontrollably.

Sharp pain came up from the bottom of her heart, tears flowed uncontrollably, she squatted beside Song Mo, but she couldn't cover the wound, she could only cry in despair, the bright red blood dyed her world into a large area of red, what a desperate color.

She knew it was a dream but couldn't wake up, she knew that all this was just her imagination, and the tears that flowed couldn't be stopped.

From the way he stood out in a military uniform on his wedding day, from the way he smiled and handed over the private money to her, and from the tears in his eyes after she gave birth, he said that she was the most beautiful woman in the world......

Scenes flashed like flowers, from meeting and knowing each other to falling in love, the scenes were extremely clear, when she stretched out her hand to touch, the scenes turned into pieces and dissipated, and those pictures from meeting and knowing each other to falling in love slowly dissipated, leaving her alone trapped in the dark, unable to find a way out and unable to find light.

She hugged her knees like a knife, and she couldn't breathe in pain. She knew that it was a dream, and she urged herself to wake up quickly, but the whole person seemed to be tied up by five flowers, and she couldn't move at all, so she could only fall into the darkness and couldn't extricate herself.

"Girl, girl." Someone pushed her and called anxiously in her ear.

"Don't, don't...... Ah-" With this push, the confinement on Lin Qiu's body was instantly lifted, and he sat up from the bed, his long hair was shawl, his face was pale, his eyes were closed, he was panting hard, tears and sweat were mixed together, and his body was soaked in cold sweat, and it was uncomfortable.

She opened her eyes, the light in the bedroom was on, her mother's face met her eyes, and as she gasped, Xiaobai's whining came from the foot of the bed.

Touching the nightdress that was wet with cold sweat, Lin Qiu couldn't help but tremble, frightened, the grief in her dream shrouded her body, and she had not yet recovered from her grief.

She reached out and wrapped the quilt tightly around her body, leaning against the head of the bed, trembling her little body, and it took some time to wake up from the nightmare.

Fortunately, the feeling of being pressed against the chest by a big stone finally disappeared, and the dry and astringent corners of the eyes were touched, which was probably the reason for the tears.

"It scares me, I'm in my room and I'm listening to you shouting. You, don't hold it in your heart if you have something on your mind, if you have something to say, if you don't hide something in your heart, how can such a big person still have nightmares! Wang Meizhen looked at Lin Qiu worriedly, how could she have nightmares for no reason! I'm afraid that my daughter has something hidden in her heart, and she will have nightmares in the middle of the night, "You frighten me, no matter how you shout, you can't wake up, your hands and feet are shaking, and you feel cold and cold, it's really worrying!" ”

"Mom, I'm fine, don't worry, don't I usually have nightmares, this nightmare, it is inevitable that it can't be slowed down, I know it's a dream, I want to wake up, but I can't move, I just feel a big stone in my heart." Lin Qiu clutched his chest, the feeling of being pressed by the big stone just now was really vivid, it didn't look like it was fake, well, it should be a dream, how could it be real, where did the big stone come from.

"I don't know how Xiaobai climbed into your bed, as soon as I entered the door, I saw it sitting on your chest and whining! But I have to teach you well, and I don't know how dirty my feet are, so I will step on you. Wang Meizhen tugged at Xiaobai's ears, only to see Xiaobai looking at her with big black eyes, whining, innocent. As soon as she let go, Xiaobai wagged her tail and ran away.

The puppy grows extremely fast, but it takes half a month to grow to the calf, and the slender and slender legs are not the short legs that Lin Qiu imagined, but they are still cute.

It's just that it's really naughty, jumping up and down and jumping up and down, causing the mother to chase after it angrily, and after chasing, she will hang her head and look at you innocently with round eyes.

"No wonder I always feel crushed under the stone mountain in my dreams, unable to move, it turns out that it is all a good thing done by this little guy." She half-truthfully said that she attributed the nightmare to Xiaobai.

"Mom, I'm fine! Don't worry! You go to sleep please! Lin Qiu pretended to be casual, telling her mother to worry about her, don't worry about her, just continue to sleep.

"When is this, where do I need to sleep!"

Lin Qiu glanced at the clock on the wall, at eight o'clock in the morning, she had slept for so long, why didn't she feel at all.

"It's okay, I'll pour you a glass of water, and you can continue to sleep after drinking." Wang Meizhen looked at Lin Qiu, whose lips were peeling, and stood up to pour water.

"No, no, at this time, where do I have a reason to be in bed!" Lin Qiu stopped her mother, and she did the pouring of water herself.

"Why not! There is no one around the house, I don't say, who knows if you are in bed! Wang Meizhen pressed Lin Qiu's shoulder and said undoubtedly, turned around and went to pour water.

Wang Meizhen handed her the glass, the water temperature was just right, she took a small sip of warm water, the chill that penetrated deep into her limbs was dispelled little by little, and her eyebrows and eyes were stretched.

"You let me say what is good about you, what does it matter if you earn money or not, if you can't do it, we won't do it, and you will choke if you are tired." Wang Meizhen looked at Lin Qiu's dark circles, and couldn't help but feel distressed, her daughter was so tired that she couldn't stop feeling distressed, "When I came back last night, I saw that you didn't take off your clothes, and you fell asleep upside down, no matter how you screamed, I changed your body for you." ”

"Mom, I can afford it, your daughter is not delicate and weak and can't withstand the wind and rain." Lin Qiu was smiling, his big smiling face was originally sunny, but his face was too pale and he looked more and more weak.

"I'd rather you can't bear it, who in a woman's family has you so hard, even if it's not bad to earn money to support yourself, you take so many things on your shoulders." The burden on the girl's body is not easier than that of the man, and she is happy that the girl is promising, but she can't bear to look at the girl's tired appearance, "A good reputation or something is empty, Mom doesn't expect you to be more famous, I just hope that you will be better to yourself, don't be tired of yourself, always busy, Mom looks distressed." ”

She sometimes thinks that her daughter doesn't need to be so good at all, she doesn't expect her daughter to be so good, she just hopes that her daughter will live a safe and happy life, which is better than anything else.

"Mom, don't worry, I will do my best, I promise you that I will never do this again in the future." Lin Qiu was slightly weak-hearted, she herself felt that her guarantee was not valuable, who called her a responsible person, either she didn't do it, and if she wanted to do it, she had to do her best, which was her style of acting.

"Can you not do it?" Wang Meizhen hesitated, but she felt that she was completely chattering in vain, her daughter, alas!

"How can you say that if you don't do it, you won't do it, and give up halfway," Lin Qiu shrugged his shoulders absently, "I'm fine, it's just a nightmare, I don't usually get tired like this, but I ran a few more places yesterday, and my body was slightly unbearable." ”

How stubborn her daughter's temper is, she knows what she believes, no matter how much others persuade her, she can't persuade her, so she can only tell her to rest more and take the door out.

Lin Qiu slowly drank the water in the glass, and casually put the cup at the head of the bed, she lay on the bed, closed her eyes, but she couldn't sleep.

The sweaty hair clinging to the little face is not the most important, the key is that she is sticky, her brows are slightly wrinkled, she stabilizes her mind, lifts the quilt and gets off the bed, steps on the cold floor with her bare feet, walks into the bathroom, and unexpectedly sees her like a ghost, which is particularly scary.

The makeup on his face was messy, black and messy, he was so tired that he didn't remove his makeup and fell asleep, and under the wash of tears, he naturally spent, but his mother was not frightened by her ghostly appearance.

The corners of the eyes are dry and dry, and it is particularly uncomfortable.

Take out clean clothes and pants from the closet, the warm water on the skin sweeps away the sticky sweat stains, the sorrow between the eyebrows that can't be swept away, and the mirror can only pull out a pale and weak smile, such a smile is weird in the bathroom where the mist rises. It's better not to laugh! Whether it was in her previous life or in this life, she was not a timid person, but when she dreamed that Song Mo was lying in a pool of blood, she couldn't help but have cold hands and feet, and she didn't know why she had such an ominous dream. Whether it is a dream day and night, or a dream is a hint, suggesting that Song Mo may encounter accidents.

She shook her head, no longer thinking about the terrible dreams, but her face was still wrinkled like a bun, and she didn't stretch out.

Seeing that the Dragon Boat Festival is approaching, Song Mo has been away for more than two months, and there is no news at all except for a letter, she really can't help but worry, the lack of an address on the letter means that she can't even communicate, what kind of situation is it that she can't even communicate.

Thinking of this, the worry in her heart was about to overflow, and it was too difficult to be afraid, she shivered for no reason, and her heart became more and more uncomfortable.

Whether it's anti-narcotics or catching poachers or even something else, in short, she is facing all the most vicious people, none of whom are vegetarians, how can she not worry.

Thinking about it, she couldn't help but burst into tears from the corners of her eyes, but in the blink of an eye, she said to take it back, she knew better than anyone that tears could not solve the problem.

In any case, she had to ask, what was the situation, no matter what the situation was, no matter what it was, she just wanted to know if Song Mo was safe now, where and what she was doing, she didn't want to ask, she knew that confidential matters could not be passed on, and she had no intention of inquiring into secrets.

Walk out of the bathroom, go to the kitchen to warm a glass of milk, boil an egg, a fruit salad, no appetite, but not a little bit of waste, all stuffed into the stomach, eat enough to have the strength to work, right?

The sun in the morning was not very big, and a little bit of sunlight was sprinkled on his body, warm, but it couldn't warm Lin Qiu's heart.

Her idea is beautiful, but the reality is cruel, everything is confidential, how can anyone tell her!

Lin Qiu, who was lost and depressed, walked on the road, unable to stop her sorrow, she couldn't ask about Song Mo's current situation, and she didn't plan to ask Hao Lei for help, but made it difficult for people to confirm whether Song Mo's life was safe, it was her wishful thinking.

Song Mo's actions are confidential, and if they are confidential, they must be kept secret to the outside world, and she can't ask for any news even if she breaks the casserole and asks in the end.

Lin Qiu found a park, looked into the distance, didn't know when she could meet again, and didn't want her elders to worry, she pretended to be nothing.

But in fact, she was still terrified, what was the situation, so serious, that she couldn't even exchange letters, this was an unprecedented situation.

Her eyes were only in a trance for a moment, but they quickly regained their clarity, even if she knew where Song Mo was, what was the use, what could she do when she rushed!

Not only will she not be able to help, but she will cause trouble, and she can't be so selfish when the reunion is so small, it is not appropriate to leave them, and it is even more inappropriate to bring them.

The current situation is that she doesn't even know where he is, well, maybe she can know a thing or two from the postmark, but the postmark is usually inaccurate, and the position shown by the postmark on the letter may not be the location where Song Mo is. In a huge province and city, looking for Song Mo in the vast sea of people is tantamount to looking for a needle in a haystack.

Waiting is the hardest part. It's just that the only thing she can do at this time is to wait, waiting and waiting has become a habit, but she is still not used to it, every time she sends him away, she is always inevitably worried.

Maybe she should go to God and worship the Buddha to try, but for some reason she was so flustered that she couldn't do it, but this panic came for no reason.

Caught off guard by being patted on the shoulder, Lin Qiu covered his chest and was so frightened that cold sweat fell, it is always impossible for anyone to be tapped on the shoulder without a reaction when he is pondering, and cold sweat is just a subconscious reaction.