Chapter 74: Yang Li Tells the Truth
When I returned to Yuzhou, I invited Yang Li to Tengwang Pavilion and asked sadly: "You and that foreigner are not men and women at all, right?" ”
Yang Li confessed: "So what? You and Song Qianrong are disconnected and entangled, I feel that I have no face, shouldn't I find a step down for myself? ”
"Absolutely, I understand that! It's just that there are some things that are confusing and confusing, and I want you to answer them. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"What's the matter?"
"I always feel that Zhang Yan faked his death and broke up with me is not so simple, it seems that everything has something to do with you, don't you want to say something to me?"
"Yes, in order to defeat the white crane, I had to ask Zhang Yan for help, and I single-handedly brewed her fake death; But I don't know what you said about breaking up with her, and I want to ask you why you did that with her! ”
"I don't know, she's so good that she's going to break off her friendship with me all of a sudden, I'm really puzzled."
"Then don't think about it, sing hard, strive to make the music career vigorous, improve your fame, increase your worth, and let my company get in touch with you. No one in this world can be relied on, and only when you are strong can you have a good life. ”
"I understand what you said, but I don't want to be confused and lose the family, friendship, and love I care about for no reason. As you know, I cherish any feelings very much, and I only have regrets and sorrows for Zhang Yan. ”
"Do you really want to know the truth?"
"Yes, I've always suspected that something was going on!"
"The day after Zhang Yan entered the hospital, I proposed a plan to fake my death, and she asked to exchange you for a condition, but I didn't agree; She took a step back and said that she would be allowed to associate with you for a while, and promised that she would never rob you from me, and I believed you, so she agreed. Now that the deadline has expired, she doesn't want to have anything to do with you anymore, so she took the initiative to quit. ”
"So, the plane crash, the desert island, and the rupture were all arranged by you in advance?"
"Yes, but I have two purposes!"
"For what purpose?"
"First, I want to exercise your ability to survive, so that you can deal with all kinds of dangers even without Zhang Yan; Second, I want to fulfill my promise to let you and Zhang Yan be alone for a while and break off the relationship as soon as possible, I don't like too many rivals. ”
"No wonder my relatives and friends haven't greeted me so far, I thought that no one cared about my life and death!"
"Dongfang Xu, don't hate me, it's not entirely a bad thing for you for me to do this, you will be grateful for this tempering in the future."
My tears flowed: "Hmph, Yang Li, it's really a shame that you didn't shoot a TV series!" Not only do you have first-class acting skills, but you also direct other people's lives. ”
Yang Li said in a deep voice: "Maybe this is a very cruel thing for you, but why don't we be involuntary and unable to escape the mercy of fate?" I just wanted to marry a capable man, but after marriage, he said that he had a terminal illness, and he left all our mountains and seas to die, how ridiculous I am! ”
"But you get his stake in the company and all the property."
"Yes, this is the only consolation that fate has given me, but it has left me without a partner who is both talented and beautiful, and infatuated and single-minded."
"There are thousands of excellent and good men in the world, and you can catch a lot of them with such good conditions."
"But I only have feelings for you, and I am not uncommon for other men to be good. I can't get you, this is the second massacre of my life by fate. ”
"Yes, fate slaughtered your life, and you control my life, don't you think you are more terrible than fate?"
"Dongfang Xu, since you say so, I don't want to explain more, you better work hard, and when you are full-fledged, you can get rid of my control."
"Okay, if you want to play the game of the jungle, I'll accompany you, and sooner or later I'll be out of your clutches."
We parted unhappily and I ended up at the hospital. Song Qian basically recovered, and her family was ready to take her home, so I helped her pack her things. Her family still didn't want to see me, but at her insistence, they had to let me go.
Song Qian's recovery has brought me infinite comfort, but it is still upsetting to think of many unpleasantness. No one can say right and wrong, love and resentment clearly, it is better for people to be stronger, otherwise the pain of loneliness is unbearable.
One day, I walked out of the studio where I used to make a game, and I saw that it had been transformed into a cold noodle restaurant. I went in and ate a bowl of cold noodles, came to the overpass outside, leaned down and looked down, there were still as many cars coming and going as there used to.
"Xiao Xu, why are you here?"
I looked back, Song Qian came behind me at some point, I didn't even notice it, I looked at her in surprise: "When did you come?" ”
Song Qian smiled stupidly: "It's been a while." ”
I said with a heavy heart: "I have happened to something recently, I am in a bad mood, and I want to relax!" ”
Song Qian said with concern: "I watched the entertainment news yesterday, and I heard that you have been trapped on the island for a while, are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine, it was just a vignette!" After saying this, I held back my tears and didn't let it come out of my eyes.
Song Qian said softly: "Xiao Xu, I'm sorry, it's all my fault that makes you suffer so many grievances!" ”
I hugged Song Qian and cried bitterly: "Xiaoqian, I'm so sad, so painful, I want to die." ”
Song Qian stroked my head and said, "Fool, why do you say you die?" What happened? "Song Qian is dressed very beautifully today, and there is a tempting fragrance on her body, which makes people feel better by three points when they smell it.
"Your ruthless departure makes me extremely tormented, Yang Li's organs have made me have no freedom, and now even Zhang Yan treats me as a trading item. I feel like I'm worthy of anyone, why can't everyone understand my thoughts? ”
"That's how life is! Everyone aspires to be understood, and everyone needs to understand others, because everyone has their own ideas, and only mutual understanding can promote harmony between people. I know that our thoughts and clever actions have hurt you, but have you ever thought that everything comes from a single word of love? There are great and selfish things that love someone, and we still need to digest ourselves where we hurt. It is natural for someone to love, but no one can only deserve it, and there is no right or wrong in the emotional world. ”
"Maybe it's because I cherish all kinds of feelings too much, always suffering from gains and losses, and being indecisive, which leads to a lot of troubles that don't come naturally."
"Affection and morality, these are the characteristics of a good man, but I don't want them to be a trouble for you."
"What about you, don't you also like to drill the horns of the bull and recognize me?"
Song Qian let go of me and looked into my eyes affectionately: "Xiao Xu, I can dream of you every night, but every time I can only cry in disappointment, I really want to be with you." ”
I was moved to tears and said, "Haven't you ever found a boyfriend since you left me?" ”
Song Qian said: "I thought about finding a boyfriend, but I can't let you go, and there is no way to accommodate any man." ”
I sighed: "Alas, why are you a woman who has a family, otherwise how could there be a section of the United States to take the child?" I can't imagine how many twists and turns we will have in the future because of your son and ex-husband! ”
Song Qian smiled: "As long as you have the courage to challenge everything with me, I believe that we will be able to ride the wind and waves and become auspicious." I admit that I have gone too far in the past, but I promise that I will discuss with you in advance when I encounter something big in the future, and I will never hide it. ”
"But we can't get anyone's blessing together, can you bear the pain of betrayal and separation?"
"There's nothing more painful than being separated from you."
"Now that you've come to this point, I also have the determination to face the ice blades and snow swords and the storm with you."
We hugged each other again, feeling each other's body temperature and heartbeat.