Chapter 114: Return to Me
We walked into the café and sat in the innermost compartment on the second floor. I only felt bored www.biquge.info I simply opened the window and let the refreshing cool breeze blow directly into the room, which would relieve my panic...... I really don't understand why he's coming to me for what?
After a breakup, you can't be friends because you have hurt each other. Nor can you be enemies because you have loved one another. So it's best to never contact again after a breakup, it's like a stranger, which is good for everyone. I hate the kind of person who is still stumbling after a breakup, if you really love each other, why separate? Since you are separated, don't put on a posture of bonding...... It's just trying to add to the sadness.
Or just blame all this on fate, you must know that fate is responsible for shuffling the cards, but it is always us who play cards, right? Qiao Ziluo sighed a lot in his heart.
Jin Pengxuan saw Luo Luo's eyes lowered and kept stirring the coffee in front of him, he stared at her lowered face for a long time, and took the lead in breaking the silence...... "Luo Luo, Shao Jiaqi and I are already divorced. ”
Qiao Ziluo's long eyelashes moved, and she immediately took a sip of the coffee in front of her, she looked at him disapprerovingly, and then said faintly: "That's your family matter, you really don't need to tell me this." You didn't even notify me of your marriage, do you think it's necessary to tell me if you're divorced? Her tone was light, but sarcastic.
Jin Pengxuan lowered his head dejectedly, and deeply understood a truth, what is self-inflicted and cannot live. He was speechless when she said this...... His brows tightened and the corners of his mouth twitched bitterly, as if he was laughing at himself.
He never looked away from her face, "Lolo, do you think we can really be strangers?" I know - you resent me in your heart, hated me, and I know that my fault broke your heart, but I will find the good things that were once in the past, piece by piece, can I stitch them back together? Lolo, please give me another chance to make amends...... Come back to me, okay? His tone was sentimental and bitter.
Qiao Ziluo raised his eyes and sneered and asked, "How to make up for it?" What are you trying to make up? I am now a married woman, how can I come back to you? Jin Pengxuan, why are you still like this, you only think about yourself in everything, how about me forever? What do I think? If you are divorced, do you have to force me to divorce and cooperate with you? Who do you think you are? I tell you that even if I don't have Bohan, I won't have anything to do with you anymore, you die of this heart......" I spoke in a resolute tone, leaving no room for change.
I grabbed the leather bag on the table and got up to leave, he grabbed my hand, and his deep voice came slowly, almost pleading: "Luo Luo, don't go." His eyes were red, and he pulled the corners of his lips slightly, trying to dispel the mist in his eyes.
Qiao Ziluo's body stiffened, and she couldn't help but pause, and the sentence "Luo Luo, don't go, made her heart tremble...... Seeing him like this, his heart softened and he slowly sat back. She tugged at the corners of her lips and looked out the window at the street.
Jin Pengxuan stood there, lit a cigarette, his other hand in his pants pocket, he took a deep puff of the cigarette, trying to calm his emotions. The smoke he exhaled was wisps of smoke that spread until it became transparent and faint......
He looked at her, only to hear her cough softly. Jin Pengxuan next moment, he put the cigarette that had not been smoked between his fingers and rolled it in the crystal ashtray. Lolo can't smell smoke...... He lowered his eyes slightly, and pulled out a vague smile, which was extremely bitter.
Jin Pengxuan sat down again, with a sincere expression: "Luo Luo, I admit that I am very selfish when I say this, it is because I can't let go of you, I have been thinking about you all the time in the past three years." What do you have to do for you to forgive me? Is it okay for me to transfer all the assets in my name to yours? Well...... Don't get me wrong, I'm not making a deal with you, I'm just trying to prove that I really love you...... Lolo I know it's wrong, can you come back to me? He lowered his posture very low, and his tone was full of pleading.
He is desperate to prove something, maybe many people will think that a man who is willing to spend money for you, if not to prove how much he loves you, but at least to prove that you are in his heart. So what about when this man has all his net worth?
Qiao Ziluo only felt ironic at this time, I fell in love with him at the beginning, not because he gave me what I needed, but because he gave me a feeling that I had never felt before...... To this day, he still doesn't understand that once love can be measured by money, it has no value in itself. What she wants is to stay together.
Her watery eyes flashed with a touch of melancholy, she unconsciously hugged herself, let out a long sigh of relief, and then she slowly raised her eyes to meet his gaze.
"Jin Pengxuan has some feelings that he will never come back, and I have never dared to recall our past over the years, because I don't want my memories to become bad. I remember that when I was in England, I knew that you had married someone else, and I really couldn't accept this cruel fact at that time, so I wandered aimlessly through the cold streets. The whole person seemed to be hollowed out. ”
She paused, as if by calming herself, and unconsciously hugged herself again. "Hmm...... Later, I had a high fever for three days and three nights...... Since then, I've felt the chill at night for no apparent reason, even in the summer. I was depressed for more than three months until Bohan appeared...... He was always there for me, telling me bedtime stories on the phone every night...... I don't mean anything else, I just want you to understand that there is nothing that you can't get by, only what you can't go back to. Jin Pengxuan - It's too late, it's too late, we will never go back......" A sad smile appeared on her lips.
When Jin Pengxuan heard me say this, he smiled sadly at me, with a trace of pity and despair in his eyes...... His expression gradually became complicated, and finally he looked at me deeply, and after a long silence, he spoke again: "Luo Luo, you and Shen Bohan got married in less than a month, do you dare to say that you married him because you love him deeply?" You've been running away from you, you know? You only married him because he was good to you, not because of love. That's not fair to him, isn't it? ”
Qiao Ziluo stretched out his hand to interrupt him, unable to maintain his composure. "Jin Pengxuan-don't talk about this, okay? Aren't you trying to make it up to me? Then I ask you never to appear in front of me again, this is the only thing you can do for me. After saying that, a flash of sadness flashed in her watery eyes, grabbed her backpack and hurried to the door...... He stood up suddenly, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her directly into his arms.
His low voice came from above her head, "Lolo, I'm sorry, let me hug you again." Qiao Ziluo took a deep breath and felt the familiar taste, she used to be so attached to this embrace, but now she can no longer find a comfortable place in this embrace......
She slowly pushed him away and walked straight to the door. This time she didn't look back, and she didn't say goodbye, because, there was no need to say goodbye...... It was he who turned his back on the relationship between us, and now he regrets that he didn't want to redeem it at the beginning, so why bother? Why is he so sure that I haven't changed my heart and still love him, in fact, the world is changing every day, including people's hearts...... The only constant is that everything is changing.
Jin Pengxuan watched her disappear the moment the door closed, he clenched his fists, and his heart was faintly throbbing, it was so uncomfortable, the pain was almost impossible to breathe...... He took a deep breath and closed his eyes, a tear silently falling from the corner of his eye. He smiled sadly, who said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place.
He now knew that he was such a bastard, sending Luo Luo thousands of miles away to England, leaving her to suffer this heart-wrenching pain alone...... When he first saw her talk about this, he would subconsciously hug himself, God knows how much his heart hurts when he sees her like that. He screamed in his heart, Jin Pengxuan, what kind of man are you? Why should Lolo forgive you?
I can only blame myself, why didn't I end this money-for-money marriage before her heart was completely cooled, find her, hug, and ask for her forgiveness, and I didn't wake up until I was completely lost, but it was too late...... (To be continued.) )