Chapter Seventy-Three: Empty Yourself
After three days of conditioning, my body has gradually improved, please ask my Chinese classmate Min Min to help me with the suspension procedures. Pen~Fun~Ge www.biquge.info I called Minmin today and told her that I was going back to China...... She felt sorry for me, and in the eyes of my classmates and teachers, I still had a talent for design. When he was about to say goodbye, Min Min seemed to suddenly remember something, and said that Jin Pengxuan had come to the school to look for me, and he looked very haggard, and asked if we had a quarrel! I didn't want to go on on with this topic, so I claimed that I was uncomfortable and hastily closed the line.
After Minmin mentioned Jin Pengxuan, the conversation we had had came back to my mind, and I suddenly felt a suffocating pain in my chest at this time. The strength I maintained on the surface has almost collapsed at this moment. I buried my face in front of my knees, and only then could I feel a little safe.
The time of love is always short, so short...... There is only one one-way ticket in life, and there is no chance to reminisce, let alone regret. I can only move on with my life if I empty myself......
I asked Xu Jiahao to sell all the things that Jin Pengxuan bought for me, including the diamond ring, and I didn't want to see things and think about people through anything, and I wouldn't give him this opportunity. Because he doesn't admire and doesn't deserve my memory. It turns out that it seems to be a valuable item, but in fact, it is really not worth much money if you want to realize it. Just like the love he gave me...... Nothing is worthless, nothing is nothing.
Sitting at the dresser, I was a little distracted. His face was so haggard. In the past few days of separation from Jin Pengxuan, I seem to have lost a lot of weight. I tried to forget all this, but I was overwhelmed by the fact that he had married someone else. How long will it take me to come out of the gloom that this incident has brought me, I really don't know.
With sadness, I called Dongyang: "Dongyang, we broke up!" β
Her voice was lazy and she had just woken up. My voice was a little choked, and I couldn't speak for a while. Dongyang heard that something was wrong, and asked loudly: "What broke up?" Who broke up with whom? You made it clear......"
I held back my tears, I really didn't want to cry loudly into the phone: "Dongyang Jin Pengxuan married someone else......"
Dongyang listened to me on the other end of the phone...... Lian burst into foul language: "Jin Pengxuan, he is really not a man, he wants to marry someone else!" What's the deal with tricking you into going to the UK? He wants to hide Jiao in the golden house...... Go for his big spring and autumn dreams! Garbage - it's rubbish. Luo Luo, don't cry...... Crying for this kind of person, it will be 100% a stain on your life when you think about it in the future, it's not worth it......"
Dongyang Zhenzhen has words, and the scolding is not the same, not to mention that she scolds happily, I also enjoy listening to it...... The mood of depression is more than half better.
"Why don't I take my annual leave and come to the UK to find you?"
"Dongyang is cold and cold in England now, why are you coming to accompany me to freeze? In the past two days, I am ready to book a plane ticket back to Hangzhou. β
"That's okay - our company has a cooperation with a company in Zhejiang, and the cooperation agreement is almost negotiated, but we have to wait for another two or three months before we can fly to Zhejiang to finalize the cooperative relationship...... During this time, you don't have to think about anything, just wait for me in Hangzhou to eat and sleep......"
I hung up the phone and wiped tears from my cheeks with my hand. Sitting quietly on the sofa with his arms folded on his knees, I don't know how long later, the doorbell rang, it must be Xu Jiahao who came to report to me again. Because my condition improved, I insisted on moving to a hotel, so Xu Jiahao harassed me every day at the hotel where I was staying on the grounds that he was not worried about my condition. I slowly got up and walked to the door and opened it for him...... I hurriedly ran to the bathroom to wash my face, the faucet was on, and I used my hands to pry the cold water on my face, trying to wash away the tears and embarrassment on my face.
I raised my head, but saw from the reflection of the mirror that Xu Jiahao was leaning against the bathroom door looking at me, his brows were slightly furrowed, his lips were pursed, and he looked straight at himself in the mirror, looking thoughtful.
I slowly wiped my face clean, ignored him, and glanced at him and motioned for him to step aside.
"Qiao Ziluo, why are you crying again?" He followed my footsteps, his gaze rolling back and forth over my face.
I casually replied to him, "Hmm...... I'm nothing. Looking at Xu Jiahao's worried expression, I actually wanted to laugh. What the hell is going on, when I was in the most pain, it was actually this guy who was always with me, comforting me after running for me, and the encounter between people was really unforeseeable......
I think I'm very good at reading people, and I can figure out the essence of a person through their appearance and conversation...... Looks like I couldn't have been more wrong! No one can guess what is really going on under the surface. It's like I used to think that Chen Xiaochun was very nervous, who knew that he could be so warm-hearted, good to his wife and son, and brotherhood. So people really can't judge people by their appearance, it seems that Ying Caier has a unique vision than me.
It's like the Ximen official in front of me, although he is a little open-mouthed, but he is real enough, except for the dissolute wreckage, there is no big drawback, and it is not bad to be friends with this kind of person...... But it's limited to being an ordinary friend.
"Xu Jiahao, don't look cautious? I'm not that vulnerable, I'm an ordinary woman, of course I'm sad and sad to fall out of love, but I'm much better now...... Thank you for being with me when I was at my worst, and for inviting you to dinner when I return to China to repay you for saving your life. β
He raised an eyebrow and smiled, "Whatβa meal is a reward?" Isn't that supposed to be a personal promise? β
Qiao Ziluo smiled indifferently: "Xu Jiahao, you don't come, if you say that again, I will be scared away." β
Xu Jiahao stretched his arms and put his arms on the back of the sofa handsomely. Pipsqueak said, "Don't! I'll have to chase after you if you run...... Tired silly boy, huh? When did my market fall below the issue price? In your eyes, I can only be a young man, and then I have low EQ and low IQ? β
Qiao Ziluo chuckled, almost choking on his saliva, this kid monkey spirit monkey spirit guessed correctly I really used to see him like this.
When he saw me smiling so happily, he spread his hands very chicly, and his expression was clearly saying: I knew you saw me like this.
The next day I walked the streets of London, aimlessly swimming in the damp sky, wearing a thick mid-length lambswool coat, hat, gloves, and scarf. I will return to China the day after tomorrow, and I may not have the opportunity to come to the UK again in the future...... So I want to walk around.
When I walked into a small shop, I was attracted by a delicate carousel music box in the window...... The romantic purple melody slowly comes out, and the legend of the merry-go-round in the fairy tale, in which everyone who sits on it keeps spinning with a longing for happiness, hoping to reach the other side of happiness one day...... The music starts the journey of Pegasus, as long as two people who truly love each other ride together, they will sail to happiness together, and the longer they turn, the longer the happiness will become. It seems that I didn't find the prince who was willing to ride with me......
I walked in and bought this music box, and picked out a few unique trinkets in this store, ready to take back to Jingxin and Wang Rui...... Before I knew it, I walked around in the evening, and I saw that I was carrying large and small shopping bags in my hand, and I gained a lot. It's really nice to buy something you like and be able to actually own it.