Chapter 90: Meditation on the Way Home (I)

When Du Xiaoxiao woke up from a coma, he was already back in the starship. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

She was isolated in solitary confinement in the intensive care unit of the infirmary.

On the microbrain at the head of the bed, there are messages from friends:

There were three messages on the first day.

"Adu, I'm right! You're quarantined! Needless to say, this is Jiang Zhewu's message, Du Xiaoxiao pouted, this kid knows how to be angry.

"Du Yiwei, take care of your injuries and take care of your spirits. The captain has already died, don't blame yourself too much. I believe that the captain doesn't want you to collapse because of self-blame. By the way, when I was packing up the captain's relics, I found a letter he left you in my microbrain, so let's read it when you're healed. This is Ouyang Mingde's message, and a link to the document is attached after the message, which should be a letter from the captain Guan Xiaoshang. Du Xiaoxiao hasn't adjusted his mentality yet, and he doesn't dare to watch it for the time being.

"Du Yiwei, your little pet is fine, after Dr. Qiu's cleaning and disinfection, blood sampling and testing, no special problems were found, as long as you pass the isolation period, you can come to accompany you." This is Fu Yunlai's message, needless to say, Qiuqiu must be taking care of him.

There was no message on the second day, and there was only one message from Ouyang Mingde on the third day.

"Du Yiwei, it's been another three days since I returned to the starship, but you haven't woken up yet. Physician Qiu said that it may be that your consciousness was too badly damaged in the previous time, and this time the stimulation was too great, which triggered the demons in your heart and triggered the old trouble. Looking forward to a speedy recovery. ”

This was followed by a message on the seventh day.

"Du Yiwei, seven days have passed in a blink of an eye, and you still haven't woken up. Do you know? There are signs of human activity on this strange green star, in order to be able to get the traces of the green star people as soon as possible, our team has been transferred to the exploration team to carry out the mission, and may not be able to come to see you in the short term. Take care. ”

The next message is the message of the sixteenth day.

"Adu, you know what? Today I finally saw the Green Star people, they actually look similar to our Hantang people, and the pronunciation is also similar, even the words are consistent with the seal script in the ancient ancestor star - the Chinese characters of the earth, it is really unbelievable......"

It can be seen from this message that Jiang Zhewu wrote it in a hurry.

The last message was actually a message two days ago, when four people paid at the same time.

"Du Yiwei, you must get better soon! You know? The starship has found its way home! We want to go home safely together!! ”

Seeing the last message, Du Xiaoxiao was about to jump off the hospital bed as soon as he was in good spirits, but because he was unwell, he lay down again in the dark.

Fortunately, I have been recuperating for nearly a month, and my spirit just now was only a slight shock, and I quickly calmed down.

Du Xiaoxiao closed her eyes and was silently in a daze.

Going home? I can finally go home, but the captain can't go back......

Thinking of this, Du Xiaoxiao's eyes once again hung tears of remorse, his expression darkened, and his hand unconsciously opened the link to the letter of the small businessman.

It is better to say that it is a last letter, but it is better to say that it is a last word. This is a recording of Guan Xiaoshang subconsciously when he realized that he could not survive.

"I thought that if I left the sad place, I wouldn't be sad anymore, but every time I dreamed back at midnight, the backs of my comrades-in-arms who had decided to go were still so clear.

I thought I could be relieved if I didn't want to remember them, but now I know that catching up with them is my greatest wish.

I'm not a coward, I'm still an upright soldier, and leaving with dignity like this is my relief.

I haven't dared to go back to see the captain for so many years, Deputy Ruan, Xiaobai, Chengzi, and Stinky Skin, I guess they are all scolding me.

Du Xiaoxiao, you should be the cold little girl you used to be, right? The appearance hasn't changed, but the temperament has changed a lot, I don't know if you still remember Gen Yixing, do you remember the G013 squad? If you still remember, if you can return to the Hantang Star Domain, can you bring my ashes back to Gen Di Star, bury me next to the captain, and tell them that I came back from Guanguan and did not become a deserter......

The voice behind was gone, but Guan Xiaoshang's voice was still echoing in Du Xiaoxiao's ears, "I didn't become a deserter...... Didn't be a deserter......"

Du Xiaoxiao doesn't know, what happened to Guan Xiaoshang in the past few years, why did he use the words coward and deserter?

However, Du Xiaoxiao knows that now that she has found her way back and can go home, she has the responsibility and obligation to go back to Gen Yixing to fulfill Guan Xiaoshang's last wish, and to pay tribute to all the members of the G013 team, as well as all the comrades who died in that battle.

Gen Di Star is the place where Du Xiaoxiao first faced the battlefield and faced death. There, she felt life and death, and understood the meaning of life. However, a few years passed, and unconsciously, she lost her heart in the good times, lost her way, and was impetuous and arrogant.

Guan Xiaoshang's sacrifice woke her up, she couldn't forgive herself, just like Guan Xiaoshang watched his comrades-in-arms sacrifice and live alone, she began to think seriously about life, and began to think about how to be worthy of Guan Xiaoshang who sacrificed for saving her.

At this time, Du Xiaoxiao suddenly remembered that when he first met the beast Qiuqiu, Qiuqiu said the "heart demon", and at that time he only thought it was Qiuqiu's threatening words in order to survive, but now, Du Xiaoxiao has to think about it seriously.

Once upon a time, it was the goal of oneself to achieve medium-sized professionals and pursue marital autonomy.

Then, when he broke through the martial artist level and became a real martial artist, he once wanted to take the ideal wings and travel to the stars.

But since he was admitted to the First Military Academy, completed the ceremony, and accepted the male attendant given by the teacher, he began to feel a little flustered. For the life of the nobles of the family, if you say that you don't envy it, it's just lip service, I'm afraid my heart is already full of yearning.

It's a pity that in the end, in the end, the background is insufficient, the tiger is not an anti-dog, the grace has not been learned, but it is not dignified, and the form tends to be frivolous, but fortunately, it can still uphold the persistence in maintenance and other studies, otherwise I am afraid that at this time it will be like dry bones, and no one cares.

Realizing that his heart was disturbed, Du Xiaoxiao sat cross-legged and practiced "Pure Heart Decision".

……

I don't know what to do, and God rewards hard work.

I am righteous and awe-inspiring, and the ghosts are terrified.

I am full of love, and heaven and earth return to my heart.

I am ambitious, and the water is prosperous!

The sky is high and the earth is wide, and the water is flowing through the clouds.

Fresh and cure, straight to make a living.

……

From the first heart ape to the last heart as calm as water, Du Xiaoxiao spent 12 hours, which was the longest meditation she had since she grew up.