Chapter Forty-Nine: Memories of Locust Tree Lane
???? When a group of four people really set foot on the city of Zhongshan, the four of them were full of emotion. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
???? Life and death are unknown at the moment of parting, and now nearly 30 years have passed, and the grass, trees, bricks and tiles here still seem to be similar to when they parted, and the four of them found a clean hotel to live in.
???? Because Yu Heng's vision gradually began to blur, the progress of Ying Ruo's memory journey with him would be much slower.
???? In a narrow alley, Ying Ruo helped Yu Heng to walk on the bluestone path, "Ying Ruo, where are we?"
"In the alley where I used to live, except for the time that has changed, everything seems to be stuck in the era we knew. Familiar, yet unfamiliar. After all, after so many years, it is fate and blessing that we can reminisce about the past together. ā
"The first time I met you in Zhongshan was on Plum Blossom Mountain, when the youth, introverted, quiet, and beautiful was like a fairy in a painting, I was deeply attracted to you when I met you, and I thought you were my wife." Yu Heng held Ying Ruo's hand and recalled affectionately, even though his vision was blurred now, he could clearly feel that his lover was by his side, which would make him feel a lot more at ease?????????
"You can always remember so many things, I almost forget what I was like back then, and I am not as impressed as you. I only know that I am a person who lives in the dark, I can't return to my home, in fact, there is no difference between my parents and brothers, there is no difference between having and not having it, getting out of the darkness, getting out of the shackles, getting out of everything, and it is not easy to be with you without hesitation. I didn't ask for too much, I just wanted to be able to live an ordinary and ordinary life with you. Although there was a parting in the middle, it was enough for me to remember for a long time. ā
"Yingruo, did you hate me?"
"It's a lie to say that you don't hate, I naturally hate you for not coming back, leaving me alone at home and ignoring it, I don't know how those years passed, but fortunately, the only thing I was glad about was the two children, they made me persist for so many years." If it weren't for Chenchen and Kiki, maybe I wouldn't have survived at all. ā
"If it weren't for the fact that there were two children in Yingruo, would you plan to give up and marry someone else because I don't come back all year round?" Yu Heng asked.
As soon as Yu Heng's question came out, he clenched Ying Ruo's hand a little helplessly, and Ying Ruo comforted Yu Heng, she understood his worries, since his eyesight began to decline, he relied on her more than before, and almost inseparable from her, Ying Ruo understood that Yu Heng was guilty on the one hand, and on the other hand, he pinned all his trust on her, and now Yu Heng's heart was a little fragile.
"Tell me the truth? Ying Ruo asked teasingly.
"Of course, tell me the truth, will you give up?" ā
"To tell you the truth, maybe I will really give up, but this will not happen, the fact is that I have your children, I will not give up for the sake of the children, if I really want to give up, maybe it is my life." ā
"Don't say stupid things, I don't want you to say that, I just want you to live well, well, so that we can be together forever." ā
Ying Ruo smiled and left her own kiss on Yu Heng's cheek: "In this life, I fell in love with you as a man who made me love and hate, finally we can meet again, of course, we have to live our days well, Yu Heng, falling in love is a process, staying together is a responsibility, you and I should cherish it." After I go back, let Chenchen bring Fei'er to the house, Fei'er is a good child, I think it's really good to be able to make her our daughter-in-law. ā
"Fei'er, Long Fei'er, is that Long Xiaoyu's daughter?" ā
"yes. ā
"Long Xiaoyu likes you, doesn't he?" ā
Ying Ruo let go of Yu Heng's hand: "Yu Heng, can we not talk about Long Xiaoyu." ā
"That means he really likes you, so you have him in your heart, don't you?" ā
"Yu Heng, if you get entangled in such an issue again, we will go back to Hong Kong immediately." ā
Yu Heng knew that Ying Ruo was angry, so he hurriedly grabbed her hand and kissed her on the lips: "I really just asked, besides, I have no right to blame you, after all, I have left you for so many years." It's great to have someone by your side to take care of you and support you. I don't mean to make you angry, on the contrary, I'm just emotional, I have had several encounters with Mr. Long. I also know his character, a righteous man, a gentleman, and a benevolent person. I will not be jealous of such a man, I will only admire. Yingruo, for Mr. Long, I am sincerely grateful and sincerely admired. I don't want you to get me wrong. ā
Ying Ruo sighed: "Okay, I don't want to get entangled in such issues anymore, I just hope that this trip is only a topic between you and me, and no one else will be involved." ā
"Okay, I'll listen to you, I won't talk about anything other than us, and I won't make you unhappy." Yu Heng said in a low voice, as if he was a child who had done something wrong. Let Ying Ruo no longer be angry, take his hand and continue to walk inward.
No. 58, Huaishu Lane, Cheng'an Street, Ying Ruo looked at the familiar house number, this is where she lives, I don't know what it looks like now? Yu Heng vaguely felt something, and he still saw the number on the wall vaguely: "No. 58 Huaishu Lane, isn't this your and Xiaoxue's home back then?"
"Yes, more than 30 years have passed, I don't know what has become of it, let's go in and take a look." ā
Ying Ruo helped Yu Heng up the steps and tried to push open the door, but the door "creaked" open, a few trees in the courtyard are still there, growing tall, occasionally hearing a few birdsongs, just a lot of fallen leaves on the ground of the yard, the once warm courtyard, the small courtyard where I have lived for several years is now dilapidated, but I can vaguely see the shadow of the past.
"I haven't lived here for a few years, and I met Xiaoxue here, and she and I are almost dependent on each other. That feeling is indescribable, and now the whole place is desolate, people are old, things are wrong, it's a pity. ā
"I still remember that at that time, in order to chase you, I would rather stay outside your yard all the time, waiting for you to come back, even if I just look at you, I will feel very relieved and happy." ā
"You, I still remember that you debunked my identity at that time, but you still insisted on being with me, and since then I have strengthened my belief in being with you. But Zhongshan, this city, is the beginning of me and you, but it is also the place where my mother and I are separated. Yingruo was full of emotion, this is a place of love and a sad place, the city of Zhongshan carries too much love and helplessness, joys and sorrows, so that she can experience too deep and too deep.
She spread some clean paper on a broken stone bench and helped Yu Heng sit down, "The scenery here is not as good as before, but I can still feel what it was like at that time, which makes me remember a lot." ā
"Yingruo, tomorrow, where are we going?" ā
"What do you say? Where do you think we should go tomorrow? Ying Ruo asked rhetorically.
"Go to Plum Blossom Mountain, that's where we fell in love for the first time, although it's not winter and there is no fragrance of plum blossoms all over the mountain, but after all, that's where I met you for the first time, let's go to Plum Blossom Mountain." ā
"Okay, let's go to Meihua Mountain next." ā