Although Long Xiaoyu sent people to the United States to find Fu Yuheng's whereabouts, it seemed that Fu Yuheng had disappeared from this world. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Yingruo has to take care of two children on the one hand, and manage Hengtong on the other. There is no more time to look for Fu Yuheng, she doesn't know why Fu Yuheng went to the United States and didn't come back, and she doesn't know why Fu Yuheng seems to be avoiding the three of them, but she always tells her that Fu Yuheng still loves her, just because something is involved. But as time went by, the children gradually grew up, and she also sent people to the United States countless times to look for Fu Yuheng, but every time she just sank into the sea and returned in vain, so she had an inexplicable hatred for Fu Yuheng in Yingruo's heart, but even if there were any complaints in her heart, she would not say a bad word about Fu Yuheng in front of the two children, after all, he was still the father of the two of them.

On this day, Yingruo packed her luggage in the company, and the secretary walked in and asked, "Chairman, are you leaving?" ”

"yes, I haven't picked up my kids from school for a long, long time, and now it's fine, I can pick them up sooner." Otherwise, my Chenchen and Kiki will think that I, a mommy, don't love them anymore, and I will also think that I, a mommy, are very irresponsible. ”

The secretary nodded and helped Yingruo pack up all the materials: "I just received a call from Chengfeng Company, and they want to talk to our bank about the loan." But since you're going out, chairman, I think it's better to change someone to talk to them. ”

"After the loan is handed over to Manager Qiao, we must first check their details to see if they have the ability to repay the bank's debts within the specified time, otherwise don't lend them to them." ”

"Yes, I see. The secretary said.

"By the way, Cortana, I'll rest tomorrow, I don't want to see anything unrelated come to me." Ying Ruo put her bag in order and didn't forget to say to her secretary that she didn't want the rare time to spend with her two babies being disturbed by some official business.

"Okay, no problem, I want to accompany your Chenchen and Kiki, I know, the chairman wishes you a happy life first." Cortana smiled and nodded, walked to the door and opened it for Yingruo.

Yingruo went out with her bag and drove away from Hengtong, stopping at the school where Anchen and Anqi were. Coincidentally, as soon as Yingruo stopped, she saw Anchen and Anqi walking out of the school gate, Yingruo opened the car door and greeted Anchen and Anqi: "Chenchen, Kiki." ”

Seeing Ying Ruo, Angel happily ran over and hugged her mother and kissed her: "Mommy, I'm so happy, I thought it was Sister-in-law Li who came to pick us up again?" ”

"Kiki, isn't it good for Mommy to pick you and your brother up?" Ying Ruo took out a handkerchief and wiped the sweat on her daughter's forehead: "Why is it all sweat?" Thirsty? Mommy prepared drinks for you guys before she came. Ying Ruo smiled and took out two cups from the car and handed them to Anchen and Anqi, but Anchen didn't answer, and Anqi took it.

Ying Ruo looked at An Chen, who didn't speak, she had felt An Chen's abnormality in the past few days, usually he and An Qi would be very happy to see her, but in the past few days, she found that An Chen talked less, and she looked like she was ignoring her, Ying Ruo was busy with work and didn't ask much, but today she was able to find time to pick up their brothers and sisters, she thought they would be very happy, but in addition to An Qi, An Chen was still like this, Ying Ruo was a little displeased: "Chenchen, what's wrong with you, aren't you happy to see Mommy?" Why don't you pick up a water cup? ”

An Chen snorted: "Who is rare." ”

"Fu Anchen, what do you say, tell me again." ”

"I'm not rare, I don't like it, and I don't like it many times. Dislike. ”

Ying Ruo saw her son yelling at the school gate, and immediately grabbed him and let him sit in the car, although An Chen was very reluctant, he still sat in the car, and An Qi also sat in with some uneasiness. Yingruo's originally good mood was disturbed by Anchen: "I'll talk about it when I go home." ”

The car slowly left the school, Anchen sat in the car and kept looking out the window, and Yingruo glanced at Anchen and Anqi in the rearview mirror and didn't speak, and walked all the way home.

After arriving home, Anchen got out of the car first, and Yingruo stopped him: "Anchen will wait for me in the study." ”

Fu Anchen walked into the house without saying a word, and Anqi took his mother's hand uneasily and asked in a low voice, "Mommy." ”

"Kiki, you go back to your room by yourself in a while, and go to the restaurant to eat by yourself when you eat, don't wait for Mommy and brother." ”

"But Mommy------"

"Kiki, go back to the bedroom." Ying Ruo said undoubtedly, Angel still wanted to say something, but didn't dare to say it, and obediently walked upstairs and went back to her room.

Ying Ruo walked into the study Anchen stood in front of the huge desk, Ying Ruo closed the study door: "Say, what's the matter, Anchen, what's going on with you, these days, Mommy doesn't call Aili to ignore it, are you a son should have an attitude towards Mommy?" Mommy works hard, and she has to bring up your two brothers and sisters alone, why do you feel that you have grown up now, don't you, and you want to learn from other people's six relatives when your wings are hard? ”

Anchen still didn't speak and looked to the side. Yingruo suppressed the anger in her heart and walked to Anchen's side to patiently teach her son: "Chenchen, I'm your mommy, can't you say something to me?" When you were younger, you told Mommy about even small things, why don't you tell me now? If there is something in your heart that you don't say it, it will create a gap between people, and the misunderstanding will deepen after a long time, son, we are mother and son, do you really not tell me? ”

An Chen raised his head at this time, his eyes were already full of tears of grievance: "Mommy, where is my daddy?" Why didn't he come back? ”

Ying Ruo heard An Chen ask this, she returned to her chair and sat down: "Why did you suddenly mention your daddy?" ”

"My classmates have fathers, why don't my sister and I have them, my sister and I are often teased at school, saying that my sister and I are wild children, illegitimate children of others, we are born out of wedlock, and that we are unsightly children. Mommy, where's our daddy? Are we really unsightly children? ”

Ying Ruo shook her head, she didn't know that her children were actually carrying such a heavy burden, and she didn't expect that her son and daughter would be invaded by gossip at school. She thought that as long as she gave them all her mother's love, as long as they didn't lack money, the best thing was to be good to them, but father's love, even if she was a mother and father, it was impossible for her to replace their father. However, she thought that the two children would understand her as a mother, but now it seems that the son she thought was the most sensible could not understand himself like this, because a few gossips could not speak to her for days. Her heart was dripping blood, her heart was crying, she turned around and wiped away the tears she left, and it took a long time for her to turn to face her son: "Chenchen, do you think you were born out of wedlock and out of wedlock?" ”

"I don't believe it. I must not be an illegitimate child, but I have been ridiculed a lot by my classmates, and I will also doubt, Mommy, what should I think, unless my daddy comes back. Mommy, who the hell is my sister's daddy and me? Isn't it a godfather? ”

The godfather that Anchen said is Long Xiaoyu, since Anchen and Anqi can talk, he has a very good relationship with Long Xiaoyu, so he recognizes Long Xiaoyu as his godfather. But she would never have imagined that those young children would say such things to their own children. "Godfather is just godfather. Godfather is good to you because he loves you, and Daddy will love you, but Daddy can't come back if he has something. Is this what you do to me for these false words? ”

An Chen nodded silently, Ying Ruo sighed with a little cold: "It is said that people's words are terrifying, and sure enough, even in the war-torn era, even if I have suffered too much gossip, but as long as I have goals and ideals in my heart, what will I care about, but now, you live in such a good environment, you don't study well, and you think about messy things all day long, I am your mommy, where to guess and think about untruthful words." Are you still not my son? And who told you that godfather is your daddy? Your daddy is Fu Yuheng, don't you know? The photo of Daddy and Mommy is at home, and the photo of Daddy has made you look at it since childhood, how can you have such a strange idea? ”

The door of the study was gently pushed open, Ying Ruo looked up at her daughter Angel who was standing outside the door, her little face was already full of tears, Ying Ruo stretched out her hand to signal her to come in, Angel obediently walked in and leaned on her mother's arms, hugging her mother and sobbing lowly: "Mommy, don't be angry." It's not my brother's fault. Mommy, we won't be thinking about it in the future. ”

Ying Ruo listened to her daughter's words and felt bitter and helpless, she hugged her daughter and gently comforted: "Qiqi is good, Mommy won't be angry with your brother." ”

"Mommy, actually, I really miss Daddy too? Why do everyone else have a daddy, but my brother and I don't have a daddy? Does Daddy not want us? Or does Daddy think my brother and I are not good enough? So, so don't you want us? The sadness that Angel said cried again in Yingruo's arms.

Anchen was also very sad when he heard his sister's words, he and Anqi only had Mommy since they were children, only Aunt Xiaoxue and Uncle Awu, and Godfather was taking care of them, even if Mommy gave them all her love, but they would more or less miss their daddy, they would wonder why Daddy didn't come back, was it bad for them? But when they think they can do a good job, they find that it is not. So when gossip invades, he will be cranky and angry with his mother.

Ying Ruo stretched out his hand and asked An Chen to come over, An Chen was originally unwilling, but looking at Ying Ruo's eyes, he still walked to Ying Ruo's side, and Ying Ruo hugged his son into his arms: "Daddy and Mommy are finally together, so don't think nonsense, your daddy went to the United States for your grandparents, but I don't know why I didn't go home." Chenchen, Kiki, if one day you grow up and go to the United States to study, you can go to find your daddy, maybe the heart connection will be found. Whether Mommy and Daddy can reunite depends on your efforts. Don't think about anything now, Mommy just wants you to be happy, grow up healthy and healthy, nothing else matters. Do you understand? Don't put anything on your mind to say it, after all, we are a family. You can't have a misunderstanding, you know? ”

The two children nodded, and An Chen whispered in Yingruo's ear: "Mommy, I'm sorry, I won't do this again in the future, I want to study hard and grow up to study in the United States, and get my father back for Mommy, so that our family of four can really be together." ”

"Good, good. ”

Yingruo wiped the tears from the faces of the two children, took their hands and walked out, let them wash their faces in the bathroom, and then let them go to the restaurant for dinner. However, Ying Ruo didn't have any appetite to eat, and quietly watched An Chen and An Qi eat.

At night, when the two children fell asleep, she returned to her bedroom, entered the bathroom to take a shower, the warm water rinsed her face and body, the pain from the heart, helplessness and grievance, tears slipped down, but I don't know if it was water or tears, she leaned on the smooth wall and buried herself in the towel and cried bitterly, she has also been suppressed for too long, the longing for Fu Yuheng, the resentment of Fu Yuheng, the love for her son and daughter, the commitment to work, and all kinds of gossip, she is just a woman, she is just a woman, She didn't know how to get out of the bathroom, back to the bed, under the dim light, she lay on the bed and turned off the wall lamp, lying silently, she remembered the past, she was Yamaguchi Michiko, yes, she was An Yingruo, but also Yamaguchi Michiko, Yamaguchi Michiko is decisive for everything, and since she became An Yingruo, she gradually forgot her other identity, she just wants to live as An Yingruo and live the most ordinary life with the person she loves, but why leave her and her children for so many years, Why not come back? She and Long Xiaoyu found out that he had not heard from him for so many years, why did he treat her like this, why?

Tears kept flowing, and she had to wipe them from her face with a towel when the phone rang at the bedside. She got up and turned on the wall lamp and picked up the earpiece: "Hey, hello." An Yingruo. ”

"Yingruo, it's me. Xiao Yu's voice came from the other side of the phone.

Ying Ruo took a deep breath while wiping away her tears, and then said, "Oh, it turned out to be you." ”

"What's wrong?" Isn't it uncomfortable? Listen to how your voice has changed? ”

"No, I guess I choked on the water in the shower just now." Xiao Yu, are you okay? ”

"It's okay, I'm just a little worried about you, and Chenchen and Kiki." ”

"I'm fine, and so are the children, are you worried that me and the children will be bothered by gossip?" ”

"Yes, I'm worried about you, that's why I'm calling you, but we've known each other for so many years, and I still know your character." I'm just worried about the two children, they're still too young. ”

"Chenchen and Qiqi are still very sensible, Xiao Yu, you still care more about your wife and your three children, they should be more worthy of your care." ”

"I understand what you mean, my wife and three children will have a lot of concerns, especially it doesn't matter if my wife cares about me or not. It's enough for me to love my three children. You should understand. ”

"I don't understand, I don't understand what you're trying to say. ”

"Actually, you should understand, after so many years, I don't feel anything about you? Long Xiaoyu asked.

"Xiao Yu, I understand how good you are to me, it's just that you and I both have families, don't think nonsense." ”

"Yingruo, I don't want to change anything, I just want to say to you, I am very satisfied to be able to meet you, even if I have a wife and children, but I have a confidante like you, it is enough, I don't expect to replace anyone, let alone change anything, it's not bad to maintain the status quo, I just want to say what is in my heart to you, that's enough, otherwise, I will sleep restlessly." And I also want you to understand that you are not alone, you still have your husband, and I am here, although sometimes you don't need me to be by your side to comfort you, but I still hope that you can tell me anything unhappy, I hope to be able to solve your problems. ”

"Xiao Yu, you have helped me a lot, thank you, I am very tired, there are some things I don't want to think about, let alone bother thinking, it's not early, rest, you should rest early." Good night. ”

"Good night. ”

Ying Ruo hung up the microphone, turned off the wall lamp, and lay on the bed again exhausted, she didn't want to think about anything, she was already tired, but she had to talk to their principal tomorrow, after all, as the sponsor and director of the school, she would never allow others to slander and slander Yu Heng. She won't allow others to hurt her children, and now there is nothing more important to her than Chenchen and Kiki.