Chapter 443: Lu Yan, Do You Love Me? 【1】
Lu Yan was silent, raised her wrist slightly, and motioned for her to continue.
"I told her that if the child's father came to the door, I would kill him!"
Gu Pan's bright eyes were faintly mixed with a little self-deprecation, but in Lu Yan's eyes, there was a little pity.
Bo Jinghan didn't pause much, she habitually touched the broken diamond on the tail ring, and continued:
"Actually, I have always believed that sugar candy and quiet storage zài are gifts from God. Because...... Five years ago, after that absurd night, I took the pill after the fact. Within a few days, I followed my grandfather to France. Changing identities, my grandfather sent me to study at Wellesley. But three months later, I found out that I was pregnant. After examining the remaining pill, I realized that the medicine had expired. ”
The smile on the corner of his mouth rose slightly.
Bo Jinghan's eyes are as calm as water, as dark as ink, which is unpredictable.
"At that time, I was only seventeen years old. I don't understand the responsibility of a mother, I only think that I want to avenge the unknown mother who left. And their existence made me have to take a leave of absence, and I had to postpone all my plans...... So, I didn't want them, and at one point I wanted to make up my mind to kill them. ”
"But you didn't."
Lu Yan stared at her, his gaze was gentle and difficult to self-examine.
"Hmm...... I can't bear it! By the time I checked them, I could already hear their heartbeats, and I realized that they were living people, not egg cells and strange tadpoles. I don't have the right to take their lives, and if I do, I don't have the right to avenge my mother......"
Bo Jinghan, who fell into memories, had a hazy layer of mist in his eyes.
It's cold, but it's also warm.
"And, at that time, a man said something very similar to the one you just said. He told me - give birth to them, and I will be your guardian, and I will guard you, and I will guard your children......"
"That man...... It's Bo Junchen! ”
For the first time, Lu Yan picked this question out of the question.
Bo Jinghan was not surprised, and looked at him calmly and deeply.
Then he bowed slightly.
"Well, it's him."
"You're going to sue me, you don't need me, do you?"
In fact, Lu Yan knew very early on that Bo Jinghan's feelings for Bo Junchen were definitely not as simple as family affection.
It's not because of those scandals that were obviously deliberately released and fabricated.
Rather, it is from the interaction, eyes, movements, and language between Bo Jinghan and Bo Junchen...... In these small details, the slightest subtlety is perceived.
But he hasn't had that clear point.
"It's not. What I want to say is...... His heart is too big to protect what he wants to protect, and I don't believe in the protection of men. ”
As he spoke, Bo Jinghan raised his eyes and smiled at him.
The moment he smiled, the stars lingering in his eyes flickered slightly.
The light of the eyes seems to be shallow, but it is like a pool of autumn water, looking bottomless and touching a cold one.
It's distressing.
"Jinghan ......"
"Lu Yan, do you love me?"
“……”
He was silent, but Bo Jinghan smiled even more charmingly.
"Look, you can't answer. And my answer, you know it in your heart. So...... Whether it's for the sake of the kids, or something else, give each other some time and let's think about it, okay? "It's bottomless, it's cold.
It's distressing.
"Jinghan ......"
"Lu Yan, do you love me?"
“……”
He was silent, but Bo Jinghan smiled even more charmingly.
"Look, you can't answer. And my answer, you know it in your heart. So...... Whether it's for the sake of the kids, or something else, give each other some time and let's think about it, okay? ”