Kii didn't get a quiet rest, and Yubari knocked on Kii's door with a box of Japanese sweets. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"You're the only one?"

Kii looked out for a long time, and after making sure that there was no annoying guy, he immediately closed the door. "What are you doing here at night?"

Yubari is a self-cooked, and when Kii turns around, two glasses of water and an open snack box are already on the table.

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm interested in coming to you for a snack together."

Yubari and Sanjo Terumasa's marriage has been confirmed, and Kii really can't kick this prospective sister-in-law out. Kii sat down and didn't touch the water glasses and snacks on the table, "You're very happy because you're engaged, but I don't know how to describe it today." Anyway, I don't really want to ......."

A piece of Daifuku cake was stuffed into Kii's mouth, and it was flavored with red beans.

Swallowing the snack in his mouth, Kii had to eat a snack with Yubari. "In the afternoon, Langpu brought sushi, and if you send Japanese sweets in the evening, my mouth won't have a chance to stop."

"Langpu? Your second brother? ”

"Ask me to help him run for gubernatorial election to increase his appeal. I can't imagine what he would be able to do if he became governor of Hiroshima Prefecture. ”

Kii picked a chewy cherry blossom dumpling and took an angry bite.

"It sounds very powerful, the Sanjo family has made achievements in business, politics, and military circles, and in time it will definitely become a well-known and prominent family in the country." Yubari actually wanted to eat some fruit wine with snacks, but she didn't bring it with her considering that Kii didn't drink.

"Okay, let's talk, why are you looking for me alone?" Ji Yi put his hands on his face and lay on the table a little weakly, "I regret my decision to go home a little, I knew that I wouldn't come back." ”

Yubari in Kii's eyes is just a childish sister-like character, and he is a good player who enlivens the atmosphere on weekdays, but it doesn't help Kii in any way now.

"I want to know more about your family, I always think your family is weird, although everyone looks powerful, but it is very different from ordinary families."

Yubari is not bad at all, and Kii feels that it is very different from other families, and the Sanjo family is a family without love, so it can achieve today's achievements.

"There's nothing to say, isn't Terumasa going with you to live a semi-secluded life in the countryside of Hokkaido? What do you care about these for? Kii recalls her parents' frankness about her, but it only deepens her sense of hatred. There's nothing wrong with the two elders, and they're both working hard to play the image of their own disgust.

Kii can't reach that level, and at the same time, he doesn't want Yubari to know about the family's internal affairs. "You better go back and ask Hui Zheng himself, I really don't want to say anything more for this family."

It's not that I'm disappointed, but Kii is more hateful, hating everyone's right behavior.

"But he didn't want to talk to me about it." Yubari saw Kii's sluggish state, so he didn't dwell on this unexplainable question. She got up and walked to the wall, taking a closer look at Kii's room, where there were traces of the torn box of the certificate. "Huh? Why are the certificates of award posted here torn off? ”

"This is my room, it used to be Sanjo Kirin's room, I tore up all those fake awards myself, they were originally fakes that had nothing to do with me, and were used as false verifications, of course I wouldn't allow that kind of thing to exist."

Kii noticed that her mental state was rapidly deteriorating, and her sleepiness was getting stronger, something she hadn't felt since she was reborn as a ship lady. Irritability, anxiety, extreme rejection of others, continuous denial of judgment...... Ever since she attacked her biological mother, Mieko, in the morning, her symptoms have been slowly getting worse, and everything she sees is becoming unreal, as if she is no longer herself in a day.

"Kii, Kii, are you okay?"

Hearing Yubari's call, Kii was relieved from her reverie, and she suddenly realized that she had grabbed a handful of wood shards in her hand and almost shoved them into her mouth.

"I ......" Kii didn't know what had just happened, but she did grab a piece of the table. I probably shouldn't have come back, I hate this family more than ever. ”

Yubari knew about Kii's past, and she also attended that meeting with Terumasa Sanjo, and when she saw Kii in a wheelchair, she felt that Kii was pitiful.

No matter which one of the children of the Sanjo family is the top genius in the industry, even if Kii surpasses her three brothers now, she still can't get rid of the curse of Sanjo Kirin, and she herself has become the object of Sanjo's hatred.

"So, Kii, are you still willing to admit the past of Sanjo Kirin?"

Yubari can't see the traces of a star and a half in the current Kii room, and it is indeed a sadness for a poor child, born in a family that only allows geniuses.

Kii didn't want to, so she was conflicted, and she was scared, because she herself had become the kind of person who harmed Sanjo Kilin in the first place. Only the strong are qualified to live, but after becoming a strong person, they blindly follow their families to deny their past selves.

"That kind of ...... It's good that the waste is dead! ”

After really forcing herself to say what was in her heart, Ji Yi felt a lot better, she didn't need any guilt to make up for her, she was Kii, the flagship of the United Fleet, and a hero who made great achievements for the empire. I always thought that I could fulfill the last wish of the three Ki Lin, but when it turned out to be really about to be done, Ji Yi wanted to kill his past self with a knife. Because it was a stain on her, tarnishing her perfect image, even if most people didn't know about it, she herself didn't want to erase the past with the ghost of Sanjo Kirin.

"Ridiculous, right? Do you want to kill your past self? ”

Yubari saw Kii's eyes turn red again when she smashed the table just now, and although it was only a flash, she was sure that she was not mistaken.

"Kii, calm down, your mental condition is very bad. I think you'd better go to Dean Kitamura of the Imperial Research Institute, who is an expert in studying ship girls, and he will give you better advice. ”

Yubari is no longer able to reconcile the current Kii with the timid girl who had fun with SH at the beginning, and Kii has become an existence that is enough to make others awe and fear, Yubari doesn't know why, but he has this intuition.

"Perhaps, this family has brought me unimaginable pain, maybe I will consider going back early tomorrow." Kii wiped the wood chips off her hands with a damp cloth, and there was not a single scar in her white palm, maybe only the sharp corners of the steel could make her feel the sting. The ship's body has surpassed that of humans by too much, and the behavior that should have been injured will not bring any pain.

Kii ate the last dumpling, and his mental state eased again. "Personally, I hate Terumasa Sanjo, but he will definitely pour out a love for the people he loves that ordinary people can't match. You will happily start a family with him, and hopefully this war will end soon. ”

"Possibly, I mean maybe. Could it be that Hui Zheng also suffered from a repressed childhood, so he transferred his hatred to you? This year, Xiucheng is 40 years old, Langpu is 36 years old, and Hui is 30 years old. When he was 12 years old, his eldest brother Xiucheng had already started his career as a businessman, and his second brother Langpu was estimated to have excellent grades and was able to be admitted to Tokyo Imperial University. You were only 8 years old at the time, and he would have fallen into helplessness in the face of the invisible pressure given by his two older brothers. ”

Yubari said his opinion, time is a very magical spell, even if the teenager has the opportunity to show his talent in the future, at the age of 12, he is destined to do nothing, better than his peers around him, useless, compared to them are the older brothers who have succeeded or are about to succeed. So it is entirely possible to bully a younger brother than himself.

Kii didn't want to think about it, she didn't want Terumasa Sanjo, whom she hated, to be proven to be a victim as well, and she was fed up with empathy. Could it be that the murderer who was forced to kill can get rid of the guilt with the sentence "I am forced to be helpless"?

"Then I don't know, but I'm obviously not someone who would pass on the oppression to someone else." Kii has managed to surpass her three older brothers, absorbing most of the oppression accumulated by the entire family as they climb to the higher levels, and become the identity she is today. Because no one can withstand the negative energy condensed in Kii's body, this inheritance has to be reset.

"I really envy you and look forward to a new life happily." Kii didn't have that kind of expectation at all, and she didn't even know what else she could do after the war was won. I'm afraid all she can do is stay in the town guard mansion, hold various team activities, and enjoy her luxurious life.

"No, you can too. When the war is over, you will be the 'god of war' of our big RB empire, what else can you not get? Yubari tries to encourage Kii to think in a good direction, but she doesn't know Kii, and the path Kii has built for himself leads only to victory, and then chaos and nothing.

This is the end of the conversation between the two, and after Kii sends Yubari out of the room, she can't help but reflect on what she should do after the war, but she can't think of it at all. Both Sanjo Kirin and the current Kii have the purpose of serving the empire in their lives, and the end of the war is just to put a solemn and gorgeous coffin lid on her and Sanjo Kibayashi to declare death and sleep.

But Kii doesn't feel lonely, and there are people like Sato Gonjun who are looking forward to the answer of fate, and when such a person knows the miracle of the future, he will suddenly lose the purpose of life, and she and Sato Gonjun have become pawns in this war, just to prepare for this war, sadly at the same time, they have gained great power, enough to influence the power of this war.

Because she Kii is still the "Daughter of the Deep Sea", the highest level of deep sea habitat with multiple permissions.