The next day, after attending the last few procedures of the funeral, I said goodbye to the others and went to Grandpa Qin's house. It's been a long time since I www.biquge.info've seen the two of them, so it's time to see them. Besides, once I go abroad this time, I don't know when I will be able to come back.

Stepping into the familiar courtyard where I had lived for half a year, the feeling of sadness and guilt before was much better. As soon as I entered the living room, I saw Grandpa Qin reading the newspaper with glasses, and Grandma Qin knitting a sweater on the side.

"Grandpa Qin, Grandma Qin!" I laughed and called.

The two of them were a little surprised to see me, but immediately laughed kindly.

"Why didn't you say hello to us first?" Grandma Qin smiled and said with some disgust, but she didn't mean to blame at all.

"I just attended a classmate's funeral, so I came to see you, and I'll go back tomorrow." I replied.

"Oh, that's it! I seem to have heard you Uncle Qin mention that a student at the school recently died in an accident, what, do you know? Grandpa Qin asked.

"Hmm!" I nodded, "It's from our dorm." "I didn't expect to mention her here!

Seeing that my face was not very good, Grandma Qin immediately pulled Grandpa Qin, and then pulled me to sit down with a smile: "Come on, come on, sit down!" It's hard to talk about these things that make Xiaoxiao feel bad, you old man is really! ”

Grandpa Qin wanted to refute a few words, but in the end, he stopped talking in Grandma Qin's threatening eyes.

"Laugh and laugh! Don't think about it, be happy! It's almost noon now, what do you want to eat? Grandma bought it for you! ”

"Grandma Qin, don't be busy, eat whatever you want! Just as usual. I said with a smile.

"What a job! You're finally here once, and you're going to go abroad soon, and you don't know when you'll come again, so you'll have to cook a good meal this time. That's it! I'm going to buy groceries, and if you don't say I'll choose it myself! As he spoke, he turned to Grandpa Qin and said, "Old man, you can talk with a smile and a smile, I'm going to buy vegetables!" He smiled at me and walked out of the living room, not even giving me a chance to speak.

"Xiaoxiao, how is your senior brother?" Grandpa Qin saw me looking at the door and asked.

I turned around and replied, "Oh, my brother is fine! ”

"You're going abroad! Got a time set? ”

"I'll be gone in five or six days, and now I still have some things to deal with at home."

"Hmm!"

"Grandpa Qin!"

"Huh? What's wrong? ”

"Brother Nanfei, he ...... How are you lately? "For some reason, I've been thinking about him since just now. It's been a long time since I've been in touch, and I don't know if he's doing now? I work so hard and I don't know if there is a recurrence of stomach problems?

"Nanfei, this kid hasn't called home for a long time, I don't know what he's busy with, and he doesn't even have time to call home!" Grandpa Qin was a little blamed, and then he seemed to think of something again, and asked, "What, don't you have any contact either?" Don't...... What's the conflict between the two of you? ”

"No, no!" I shook my head and said, "Maybe Brother Nanfei has been really busy recently, he hasn't called me for a long time, and I don't dare to disturb him." ”

"This stinky boy, I'm going to call and ask what I've been busy with lately, and I don't even have time to call!" I didn't know what Grandpa Qin was angry about, so he immediately picked up the microphone and called over to question.

"Grandpa Qin...... "Before I could stop him, I had already dialed it out."

After a moment of silence, it seemed that the phone was connected, but I couldn't hear what he said, I could only hear Grandpa Qin say with some dissatisfaction: "You stinky boy, you don't know how to call home after so many days, and you want my old man to call you!" ”

It seemed that he was saying something apologetic, and Grandpa Qin's face was also much better, and he said, "Don't say this, it's the same thing every time you say it on the phone, can't you change some new reasons?" Xiaoxiao just came over and said that you haven't been in touch with her for a long time, so let's say a few words! After speaking, Grandpa Qin handed over the microphone.

I took the microphone with some hesitation, but I didn't know what to say in my heart: "Brother Nanfei! ”

"Laugh and laugh!" He said a word and stopped talking, and the atmosphere became silent in an instant.

It's a really strange feeling, it wasn't like this when we used to call, he would always have endless words and giggles, but now he has become so silent, what's wrong? Could it still be that night?

"How's it going?" It wasn't long before he said this, and I couldn't tell what tone he was, anyway, it was a completely different feeling than before.

"Hmmm! What about you? ”

"I'm good! You're about to go abroad, is the time set? ”

"Well, I'll be gone in a few days!"

"Then I wish you a smooth journey! The director is looking for me, so let's do this today, and I'll contact you when I'm free! ”

"Hmm!" I wanted to say something more, but in the end I only said one word.

Soon there was a busy "beep" sound on the other side of the phone, and he had hung up.

I smiled and handed the microphone to Grandpa Qin, and he said strangely, "Hung up?" Don't say a few words? ”

"He's busy! Grandpa Qin, I want to go sleep for a while, I didn't sleep long last night! "For some reason, my mood suddenly became depressed, I didn't want to talk, I just wanted to be alone and quiet.

Seeing that I was tired, Grandpa Qin didn't say anything more, instructed me to pay attention to my body and let me go back to my room to rest.

Lying quietly in bed alone, the feeling of depression in my heart always lingers, but I can't figure out what the problem is, is it just because I made a phone call with him and said a few different things than before?

It's really annoying in my head! I picked up the phone next to me, turned the screen on and off, and the irritability in my heart became more and more intense.

I...... Are you waiting for his call? Will he call?

I turned around irritably: "This feeling is really strange, if Li Yang is here now, she must know what to do!" ”

"Li Yang?! How did I think of her again! I smiled wryly and muttered, "Let's go to bed first!" I was tired last night! ”

So I threw my phone aside, put aside all the strange thoughts in my head and the inexplicable feeling in my heart, closed my eyes, and soon the sleepiness set in, and I fell into a deep sleep.

The next morning, after breakfast, I said goodbye to Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin, and arrived at the airport by taxi.

In fact, until now, I have been waiting for his call, but I have not waited. So I was disappointed and looked at the phone screen again and turned it off.

I walked to the gate with my backpack on my back, looked at the time and saw that it was still early, and it might take a while, so I found a seat and wanted to sit down.

Just as I wanted to take a step, my left hand was grabbed and dragged backwards, and then my body crashed into a warm embrace, and a pair of big hands held me tightly in his arms. I was about to fight back, but I smelled a familiar smell coming from him, and tears began to accumulate in my eyes.

"Brother Nanfei...... Is that you? I asked in his arms, but I didn't dare to look up, for fear that the person in front of me was not him.

"Sorry for the laugh! I'm late! He said a little hoarsely.

After being hugged by him for a while, I felt a little strange in this posture, so I broke free from his embrace, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, looked at him who was a little thinner than before, and said, "Brother Nanfei, why are you here?" Although he was very surprised by his appearance, it was also a little strange, didn't he say yesterday that he was very busy filming? How did you end up here today?

He wiped my tears and said with a smile, "Of course, I came to see you!" As he spoke, his expression became serious: "Also, I have something to say to you." His eyes looked at me, and my heart kept pounding, and I felt a little weak.

"I'm sorry for the smile, I've been avoiding you all the time, and I haven't contacted you for so long. I just hadn't thought about it at the time, but now that I did, I ...... "Before he finished speaking, his lips were blocked by my fingers.

I don't know why, but I instinctively felt that I didn't want to listen to what he said next, because I couldn't promise him anything, and it would hurt him if God didn't favor me enough.

I don't know when I'll be able to come back from this trip to Jiuli Realm, and I don't know if I'll be able to come back, so I shouldn't expect anything from him. Instead of making him suffer for the loss of me in the future, it is better to just refuse now!

Moreover, I can't see my heart at all, whether I love him or not?

"I'm sorry, Brother Nanfei! I know what you're trying to say, but ......" I looked at him, who was already stunned, hesitated for a moment and continued, "but...... I'm really sorry! I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him again.

He didn't speak immediately, and was silent for a long time before touching my head and laughing, "Maybe I'm too sudden!" I can give you time to think about it slowly, you don't have to have any burden! ”

I raised my head and looked at him: "Brother Nanfei! "Didn't he understand what I meant? Didn't you hear the rejection in I'm sorry?

"Silly girl, don't reject me so easily, okay! Anyway, I'm also a big star who loves flowers and flowers now, and I don't know how many girls like you are chasing me! Can you give me some face!? He continued to smile, and his tone seemed to be back to the past, which made my heart that had been struggling with it a lot easier.

Only then did I have the mood and time to take a closer look at him, whom I hadn't seen for a long time. The change is not very big, it is still so sunny and handsome, and the whole temperament looks a lot more mature, just a little thinner.

At this time, there were already many people pointing at him when they passed by us, and I remembered his special identity. I didn't bother to say anything to him, so I quickly reached out and lowered the cap on his head, and by the way, pulled up the scarf around his neck to cover half of his face, and then pulled him to a hidden corner, avoiding the gaze of the onlookers.

"Brother Nanfei, why did you come out like this? I don't know how to hide my identity! If you find out, you'll be in trouble! "I'm a little blamed.

"It's too late to come and see you! In fact, it's not a big deal to be discovered, isn't it just a gossip magazine scandal headline! Maybe you'll be famous by then! He grinned, as if he had returned to the cheerful man he had been.

"Brother Nanfei, you ......" I was a little speechless with anger, but finally laughed under his gaze.

Actually, that's fine! At least I said what I meant, and I can't control what he chooses. If he still insists on choosing me, then no matter what the outcome is in the future, he should bear it, and everyone needs to bear the final result for their own choice, right? It doesn't matter if the outcome is good or bad.

It's best to keep getting along like you used to! It doesn't matter if I love him or not.