Chapter 327: There Must Be a Choice
Gahia had been a little worried. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
As Kalil's mother, of course, she watched all the little movements of her daughter - when she could see Kalil. And as long as the time that Kahlil was at home was enough, all kinds of small details and small movements, side and side inquiries, judgment and speculation of attitudes, these were enough for Gahia to make inferences about the answers to the questions she wanted to know.
And the answer she got was the least wanted to know of the many answers she expected...... Or rather, there is no answer from anyone, including Kahlil herself.
It's easy to say that the problem can be solved, but I'm afraid that the parties are unwilling to take it out and solve it, and it's not a matter if it drags on like that. All things are like this for everyone, there will be a glimmer of hope for honestly finding a solution to the problem, and feeling that it is troublesome or that it cannot be solved and hanging up the problem all the time is the most fundamental obstacle. I don't know if it's intentional or unintentional, or if there's something that Gahia doesn't know for the time being, for a deeper reason, in short, Karil is more clearly expressed her lack of interest in her mother and avoids talking about it.
This is a problem that many people are very concerned about, including Karil herself, who knows that it is almost impossible not to face but can still avoid the emotional problem...... Well, or should I put it more bluntly, the question of marriage.
Now at this time, it's not Carlil's own emotions, who she likes, who she feels, etc., etc., this kind of parent's level of short personal affairs, precisely because she is Karil. Andris, this question will become an important and troublesome one.
If ordinary people care, it is her own parents who care. But Kahlil is different, and now the guys who are concerned about this matter, intentionally or unintentionally, can circle the earth three times in a row.
But Karil doesn't even have a personal statement about emotions and marriage.
Originally, Karil was going to marry Angus as if she had dedicated herself to the country. As a result, someone else was killed halfway through the matter, and he escaped in place of Kaliel, putting the matter off again and again. Now that the war is over, the threat is gone, and it seems that the root cause of the political marriage has disappeared. Even Karil's own relationship power has developed to the point where no one can touch her at all, so it's okay, what should I do with this marriage.
She didn't want to marry Angus, and she couldn't find anyone to force her, but it didn't seem like a good thing to keep going like this. Even when the initial marriage was just decided, there were all the noble circles of Skaloa, large and small, who knew about it, and it was not something that could be fooled by a few sentences. Now there are only more nobles who know about this than before, not less than before, and before the flames of war in Skaloa were completely ignited, once Carlil and Angus also appeared together. It's okay now, it's like the whole world thinks that these two guys are going to get married, and then until now, it just hasn't worked out, and it stopped at a delicate stage.
Gahia didn't need to know at all, any person in his right mind could imagine it with his toes, and there were so many rumors about it out there that there were not even counts. No matter how unimaginable the various theories are, sooner or later they will be developed to satisfy the public's curiosity.
It's not a matter of either end, not to mention that as Karil's mother, of course she also hopes that her daughter can marry well and start a family, someone will take care of someone and someone will be in pain, and she can live comfortably for the rest of her life. And at the moment, I am afraid that there will be no second suitable candidate besides Angus, let alone a more suitable person.
But Carlil herself is not interested in this at all, and Gahia also wants to know what her daughter cares about to do this, and the relationship between Carlil and Angus is very good on weekdays, and it doesn't look like there is any mustard and estrangement at all. Why is it so repulsive.
If it were an ordinary person, it would be okay if she was really so unwilling, but she was the only one who couldn't.
The night before the coronation, Gahia called Karil back after dinner to prepare for the two of them to have a good talk together. She really felt that if this problem dragged on like this, it would only become more and more embarrassing, and there was no reason to make it like this, it was originally a very ordinary and ordinary thing, and even a good thing.
With this kind of blatant action, Kahlil only needs to think a little about her mother's observation of herself some time ago, and she can figure out what the purpose is without guessing. But anyway, Gahia didn't have any hints of any intentions, and from the beginning, he planned to make it clear to his daughter directly, but it was nothing.
So Carlil returned to Andris' Castle, and when she met Gahia in her bedroom, she didn't even change her clothes, but was still wearing the alchemist's robe she wore during the day, and she didn't want to pay attention to her dress for the sake of tonight's conversation. Although it is true that the other party is his own mother and does not need to care about this kind of detail, but this itself still has a little bit of a statement, others may not pay attention, but his mother will definitely be able to notice this small detail.
And when Gahia saw Karil, Karil saw her mother sighing slightly and quietly.
It's a bad start for her.
The two of them sat around a coffee table in Carlil's room, and the two chairs were arranged at a ninety-degree right angle, so that the two of them were not facing each other, and if they sat facing each other, it would only add unnecessary pressure to the conversation. It may be insignificant, but it doesn't suit these two right now.
"Maybe you can give me a ...... Well...... More convincing reasons? Gahia rubbed her right hand against the arm of the chair and looked at her daughter tenderly.
In her impression, Kaliel was not a girl wearing alchemist robes, she was more dressed in the luxurious clothes corresponding to the nobility, and even now, it seemed that Karil in front of her was more or less different from the daughter in her impression. She has powerful abilities that she couldn't even imagine before, and she has opinions that she didn't have before.
Whatever the reason, after so much time of being out, such a change is a matter of course. And the age ...... Maybe it's normal to be a little rebellious.
Gahia slowly compared the daughter in front of her with the daughter in her impression in her mind, and in addition to lamenting the change and growth, she didn't have too much interpretation and understanding.
"There's not much reason for that...... Mom," Carlil replied. This answer obviously did not satisfy anyone, but Karil did not know how to express it for a while, and this feeling made her frown, and she organized the words in her mind, and did not know what to say for a long time.
She can't say, "Well, in fact, I want to go back to Earth, I want to go back to the contemporary society I know well, and I won't easily get married here and leave myself here", right?
Not to mention satisfying others, this is just a joke on others.
But it's as simple as that, Karil really misses home, even after all these years, and she does have a pretty good environment here - compared to this world, but at the same time, her own world has a real and incomparable advantage. is the right place for you, and if you really find a way to go home in the current direction, then you are likely to be able to return there with some of the advantages of this world. Compared to getting married here and living in peace and contentment...... It's really not as attractive as coming home.
It's not that she hates anyone, she doesn't hate anyone, and she doesn't have a grudge or estrangement with Angus, but she hasn't really regarded this place as her own life. It's more of a ...... The experience outside of one's own life is like playing some game or a drama that has not ended for a long time.
Can you come to another world and become a member of this world without worry? No, it can't be done, no matter what the others do, at least Su Yu can't do it, Karil is just her current identity, not Su Yu. Kahlil is now Su Yu, and Su Yu is only now Karil.
After all, this is a reason beyond Gahia's worldview, and Kaliel does not expect to solve her mother's doubts with real reasons, but can only think of ways to pass the past on this issue.
Or when the matter of going home is decided, whether it can be or not, there is a conclusion, which makes Karil completely relieved, and it is not impossible to go back and think about it. In all fairness, Angus is also a good man...... If anything, Karil liked him a little - but it wasn't love.
The two are still far apart, just a friend with some good feelings.
It's true that if you don't choose Angus, it will be difficult for Karil to meet a better one, and if she can return to her own world, it is difficult to say whether there is a suitable male partner, and it is even more sinister to talk about marriage after returning to that world...... Hey, but feelings are not so easy to talk about, you can't say that you can make this and that stakes clear, and you can make a decision and say okay, then I like you, right, young people should be impulsive when they should be impulsive, and they should fall in love when they should fall in love, don't wait until you are older in the future to find that it is too late to fall in love. Falling in love again is like holding a social task of talking about marriage, and there will be no unique feeling full of affection when you are in early love.
"I don't feel it yet...... Angus is a man I can trust for the rest of my life. Kahlil thought about it for a long time before answering this sentence to her mother. There is not much content, but it is equivalent to directly using a vague concept, blocking all possibilities.
A universal reason - "I don't think we're the right fit." No one will know what is wrong with this sentence, anyway, it is just gone.
Gahia finally couldn't help but shake her head. I felt that within a few minutes of coming in, I lost the interest in moving the topic forward.
She tapped her right finger lightly on the wooden armrest of the chair, deciding to test it, so she raised her head slightly and looked at her daughter's face: "If everyone thinks that you should marry Angus, what if you have to face this problem in the days to come?" ”
Karil finally tilted her head, grinning when Gahia couldn't see it. (To be continued.) )