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Zhao Weilan didn't know how to live to live to deserve this sentence. For her, life is to be able to eat enough when she wakes up every day, and to have a shelter from the wind and rain before going to bed every day.

She has lived with her grandmother since she was a child, without a mother or father. For a long time, she didn't even know what the person who provided the sperm was called and what it looked like.

There is a family photo of Grandma's family at the head of her bed, and the young girl in the photo is very beautiful, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, radiant, confident and beautiful, not quite like her name Zhao Rou. Zhao Weilan's eyebrows and eyes are very similar to her mother, so she can't imagine what that man looks like through her face. If one day, they sat facing each other, Zhao Weilan thought she wouldn't be able to recognize her.

Grandma said that she was the daughter of their old Zhao family, so she should be surnamed Zhao.

Grandma never said where they went, why they never came to see her. And he didn't tell her anything about them. The only family photo was found by Zhao Weilan in her grandmother's relics.

Actually, even if grandma didn't say anything, she understood.

She wasn't expected from them.

Neither of them wanted her to show up.

But grandma said don't hate, because that's punishing yourself. People who have hatred in their hearts will not be happy. Grandma said she wished she could live happily.

She actually doesn't hate it.

It's like you have to pay for buns if you want to. Everything comes at a price.

The same is true of so-called parents.

They don't need her, so they don't want her.

A matter of course.

There is no need to hate.

There is no need to complain.

Again, she doesn't need them.

So she doesn't want them either.

In this world, there may be parents, mothers and daughters who meet each other with tears in their eyes, but she will not.

For her, they didn't show up in the first twenty years of her life, and they don't have to show up after that.

So she doesn't complain, she doesn't hate.

Life is hard enough, and she doesn't have the extra energy and feelings to hate two strangers.

She was born prematurely, and she was frail and sickly since she was a child, and the hospital almost became her other home. An old man can't sustain such a day. In those days, they often ate vegetable leaves picked up from the vegetable market, but she was still very happy at that time. Because no matter how hard life is, her grandmother always covers her under herself.

But even such days will be consumed. Grandma was finally gone, and it wasn't peaceful when she left. She was pleased. Because she had heard that heaven was a good place to live, with big houses to live in and good food to eat. She thought that grandma was usually reluctant to eat vegetables, so she could eat enough when she went to heaven.

After her grandmother died, she went to an orphanage.

The environment in the orphanage is not good.

There are too many children.

A lot of times you have to work hard to get enough to eat.

She was not in good health, so she was always hungry at first.

Later, with Li Ming, she finally didn't have to go hungry.

Li Ming is a little fat man, two years older than her. It is actually a miraculous thing to be able to grow fat in a place like an orphanage, so Zhao Weilan often looks at Li Ming with admiration. Especially when she was hungry, she would look at the swimming ring on his stomach without blinking, so that she could hypnotize herself that she was full.

Probably because her eyes were too explicit, it didn't take long for Li Ming to notice her.

"What do you see?" Li Ming glared at Zhao Weilan viciously, Li Ming is already ten years old, and children at this age already know how to be beautiful and ugly. He knew that those children were always scolding him behind his back. He thought to himself, such a beautiful little sister didn't expect to be so annoying! But he was embarrassed to bully girls, especially such beautiful girls, so he could only glare at him viciously.

"You're amazing!" Zhao Weilan didn't expect that she was caught, her face flushed, but she still told the truth. As for Li Ming's vicious appearance, she is not afraid. In the past, when her grandmother took her to the vegetable market, there was also an uncle who sold meat who looked so fierce, and every time she spoke, she felt that her ears were going to be deaf. But every time he killed them, he would always give them a lot of meat. Sometimes he would give them some pig bones and skins. Grandma said that the uncle just looked fierce, but in fact, he was a very good person. So she was not afraid to see Li Ming like this, she felt that Li Ming didn't really hate her.

"Are you hungry?" Li Ming was stunned, in the past, when he stared at him like this, the little girl was scared and cried on the spot, even the little boy was not like this, as if he was not afraid of himself at all. "Don't think that if you say that, I'll give you buns!"

But then he would always sneak her some food.

Friendship with little ones is always so easy.

She had her first friend.

A friend who would tell her jokes when she was sick and bring her good food.

Li Ming is the little bully of the orphanage, and he can't climb trees and climb walls. After staying with him for a long time, she can also climb trees and climb low walls very neatly. Probably because she has exercised more, her body is much better than when she was a child, and she no longer needs to take medicine as a meal every day. She's happy, no one likes the hospital and likes to take medicine.

Li Ming's grades were not good, so he began to look for work in junior high school. Her grades were also average, but Li Ming didn't let her come down and insisted on her studying.

But she really didn't have a talent for this, and she never figured out what a binary equation was, let alone a bunch of symbols in physics. But she can't memorize it, her memory is very poor, and it takes her twice as long to barely recite what others can memorize a few times. Everyone in the class said she was a straw bale beauty.

She didn't care, anyway, she had already made up her mind that she would go to work after graduating from high school. If you can't pass the test, you won't be able to pass the test! She doesn't have the money to go to college anyway!

Li Ming went to the factory early, he was sweet-mouthed, fast in his hands and feet, and he became a team leader after a few years of hard work, and he managed several people below. The salary is also getting higher and higher, and I often buy her beautiful clothes.

Orphans are precocious. She understood Li Ming's thoughts. Nor is it opposed.

Maybe she doesn't have love for Li Ming, she is still young and doesn't understand what love is. But she didn't want to lose this only friend and family. So she acquiesced to Li Ming's increasingly intimate attitude.

Li Ming looks very ordinary, and the fat body will disappear a little when he first entered the factory, and now it has long since grown back. When the two of them went out together, passers-by looked at them with a clear look in their eyes and wrote "A rose is planted on the pig's head".

The female classmates in the class all said that she had a boyfriend, and the boys all had a "you are lame" expression.

It's not that she doesn't know that there are many boys who like her, and there are many who have better family conditions than Li Ming, look more handsome than Li Ming, and study better than Li Ming. But she also understands that what they value is nothing more than their looks.

She's pretty, she knows. In this society, being beautiful can do a lot of things, and there are many girls in the orphanage who are doing well because of this, and occasionally wear beautiful dresses and ride back to the orphanage to see them.

But she just wants to have a home, a home of her own. There are family members who love themselves and are good to themselves.

And Li Ming is the one who can give her a home.