26. The pain of losing a father
Since Yu Chengming talked back to him, he rarely communicated with Yu Chengming anymore, the two of them smiled awkwardly when they met, like strangers, he was like a vanguard who charged into battle, and he personally grasped the business, fortunately, this is not a big school, there is no need to use the doppelganger technique, and all the work is carried out in an orderly manner as usual. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ info
At the end of March, the school organized an earthquake escape safety drill and fire safety drill to improve students' safety precautions and self-rescue capabilities.
Huang Chaoyang received a call from his father Huang Yucheng, and said in a relaxed tone: "Chaoyang, the doctor asked you to lie down." β
As soon as he heard about the doctor, Huang Chaoyang's heart tightened, it must be that his father was serious, otherwise he would not have gone to the hospital easily.
Huang Chaoyang hurriedly asked Du Xiaoming for leave and rode a motorcycle to Xicheng County.
Huang Yucheng's face was yellow, and he was cupping and doing acupuncture in a small hospital, when the doctor saw Huang Chaoyang standing next to Huang Yucheng and whispered, "You are Huang Yucheng's son." β
Huang Chaoyang nodded.
"Your father had scapular pain when he came, he has been doing physiotherapy for a week, but it has not improved, yesterday I asked him to take a chest X-ray, there are shadows in it, I suspect it is a tumor, you go to the provincial hospital for further examination."
"It won't be too serious, the provincial hospital is so far away, it will take three or four days to go back and forth."
"Our county First People's Hospital can also do a biopsy, you go there to have a look, but this aspect of the operation is not too professional."
Huang Chaoyang felt that things were a little complicated, and hurriedly called his mother and said, It is estimated that my father will have surgery, and you should hurry down and take care of it for two days.
In the First People's Hospital, when the lung biopsy was done, his father, who had always been strong and majestic, slept on the bed and had sobbing at the beginning to crying in the back, which made Huang Chaoyang at a loss, thinking that it must be too painful and scared, so he comforted him: "Dad, it's okay, it's okay, these pains are temporary, temporary." β
Huang Yucheng's crying did not completely stop until his mother Hu Xiangru appeared in front of him.
Because the biopsy needs to be identified in the provincial capital, it takes two days, Huang Chaoyang asked the doctor if he was hospitalized, and the doctor said that the identification has not come out yet, and it is not easy to take medicine if he is hospitalized, so he should go home and wait for two days to wait for the identification results to come out.
Huang Chaoyang asked his parents to move in the new house, Huang Yucheng had to go back to the cottage he rented, seeing his father so stubborn, Huang Chaoyang was helpless, he knew that his father was living in the new house was an invisible depression, and it was already three o'clock in the afternoon to arrange his parents, because there were still two days of waiting for nothing, Huang Chaoyang rode a motorcycle back to the tavern primary school.
Early the next morning, Hu Xiangru called and said anxiously: "Come down quickly, when your father got up last night to go to the toilet, he fell off the bed and said that his two legs did not obey the call, I said that he would not let you call, and said don't bother you, I said let him go to the hospital, he said that it would cost a lot of money to go to the hospital for a day, and the doctors said that they would wait for two days and wait for two days, and this morning I helped him up like a dizzy duck, what do you say?" β
"I'll go down now." Huang Chaoyang hurriedly gave a lesson to the students, assigned homework, and asked Du Xiaoming for leave.
Du Xiaoming asked with concern: "Is my uncle's condition serious?" β
"It's not too serious, the doctor said it was a lung tumor, and it is estimated that surgery is good, and now medicine is so developed."
"The old man is sick, you will change classes these days, go all out to take care of the elderly, raise children to prevent old age, the elderly need their children by their side most when they are sick."
Huang Chaoyang nodded, and rode the motorcycle to Xicheng County.
In the rental house, Huang Yucheng's bed was a little messy, and he was lying on the bed, his eyes were red and swollen and hollow from tears.
Huang Chaoyang helped Huang Yucheng get up, Huang Yucheng's body trembled, walking staggeringly, giving people a feeling of being frightened and extremely frightened, Huang Chaoyang couldn't help crying and said: "Dad, don't be afraid, let's go to the hospital now, let's go to the hospital now." β
Huang Yucheng spoke as if he had been drained, and said in a weak voice: "Chaoyang, I know that I can't escape this time, so don't spend that unjust money, it's not easy for you to make money, just that salary a month, the old and the young, let's not go to the hospital." β
"Dad, it's okay, let's earn it again when the money is gone, and besides, don't we have a house, and we will treat you if the house is sold."
"Silly son, the house is this, and it is still kept for my grandson to use as a daughter-in-law, I am old enough to save it, and it is worthless, and I have nothing left for him, if I sell the house for me, can I live in peace if I leave?"
Huang Chaoyang's tears jumped out again, but in the face of his father at this time, he had to be strong and said, "Dad, let's not talk about this, okay?" We have a disease to treat, and besides, your illness doesn't cost much, and my mother is still waiting for you to grow old together. β
Hu Xiangru wiped her tears on the side, and Huang Chaoyang said, "Mom, you go and pack your clothes, let's go to the hospital now." β
Huang Yucheng still refused to move his legs to the hospital, Huang Chaoyang knelt down: "Dad, you don't often say, put filial piety first, leave you alone, others will poke your backbone, I am still a teacher, you give your son some dignity." β
Huang Yucheng finally moved his legs tremblingly.
After arranging the hospitalization procedures, the doctor in charge conducted a comprehensive examination of Huang Yucheng and said, "He is a little nervous, you go to have a brain CT." β
The results of the CT examination came back after half an hour, and the doctor sighed and said: "This old man is estimated to be advanced lung cancer according to the preliminary signs, the cancer cells have metastasized to the brain, and there are at least four tumors in the brain, this old man is too strong, and there were signs of this situation at least a year ago, such as shoulder blade pain, headache, he came too late." β
"Cancer" is a symbol of death in the countryside, once thought that "cancer" was far away from him, but today it is so fast, so close, it is his most beloved and dear father, Huang Chaoyang only felt that the world was spinning, and his brain was "buzzing" roaring, he had been thinking that his father was timid and cowardly in the past two days, and he was afraid in the face of a tumor, and γγγγγγ Huang Chaoyang asked the doctor hoarsely: "How should he be treated now." β
"He needs surgery, our level here is not good, only to the provincial capital, but in view of his current physical condition, it is not possible to go to the provincial capital, we can make an appointment with a provincial city expert to perform the operation."
Huang Chaoyang gritted his teeth and said firmly: "Make an appointment with an expert from the provincial capital." β
Huang Chaoyang, who has always been strong, was like a heavy blow, all the nerves in his body were trembling, he called his sister Huang Jing, his hands and voice were trembling: "Jingjing, Dad has lung cancer, you should take leave to go home, you should go home quickly." After saying that, the crying could not stop flooding.
Lu Xiaohe is much more rational than Huang Chaoyang, as soon as he heard his sobbing cry after his introduction, Lu Xiaohe said: "Can crying solve the problem, you are now the only man in the family, many things need you to solve, men should be calm and strong when encountering problems." β
Huang Chaoyang quickly adjusted his mentality and discussed the best treatment plan with a doctor.
Huang Yucheng slept on the hospital bed, as quiet as a portrait, only occasionally getting up to go to the toilet, or "cough cough" painful cough after nauseous spitting, his urine gradually got a little out of control, sometimes unconscious urinated on his pants or feet, his phlegm was yellow and slightly bloodshot, Huang Yucheng would pay attention to the changes in his phlegm and then be stunned.
After Huang Jing came back, Huang Chaoyang specially instructed: "Don't cry with a sad face, your dignified expression can easily touch his fragile mood, and your expression should be natural." β
Huang Yucheng saw Huang Jing, smiled slightly, and said, "Your study is important, see that my illness has delayed your study." Then he coughed up.
Huang Jing's expression was very rich, and he hurriedly slapped him on the back and said, "Dad, we will start the internship now, and we will graduate in two months, I can join the work, and I can earn money to honor you and my mother." β
Huang Yucheng sighed and said: "It's good to graduate, after graduation, you will be a teacher in Kautegang, like your brother, being a teacher in our rural area is a profession that accumulates virtue and doing good, and I am relieved that I will not be able to wait for that day." β
"It's okay, Dad, I listen to you, don't think so much, my brother said to ask the doctor in the provincial city to operate in two days, and everything will be fine after the operation."
Huang Yucheng just nodded, Huang Chaoyang didn't know why, tears only swirled in his eyes.
Experts from the provincial capital came to Xicheng County in two days, and after a comprehensive consultation, shook their heads and said: "It's too late, he is not only transferred to the brain now, but also to the bone marrow, even to the provincial capital is helpless and powerless, his symptoms are now infusion all day can only make hydrocephalus more serious and aggravate his pain." β
All hope is dashed in disappointment, and the family is like a deflated ball.
In the corridor of the hospital, her mother Hu Xiangru said: "Your father actually expected him to die this time, and on the night of the lung biopsy, he repeatedly told him not to operate on him, he wanted to leave a body to spare, and he said that he didn't leave you anything?" He didn't want his illness to cost him both money and money. β
Huang Jing shook Huang Chaoyang's arm painfully, and said heartbreakingly: "Brother, we must save Dad, we must save Dad, I know that you will definitely be able to save him, right." β
Hu Xiangru cried, pulled Huang Jing's arm and said: "Silly child, you are destined to die when you are born, your father leaves early for a day and suffers less for a day, you see that your father is calm on the surface, but his body and heart are painful, and many people suffer from this disease to death." β
"The key is that my dad has never enjoyed a day in his life, he has been on the construction site all day long, and he has slept in the open air for us to go to school, and he has not been idle at home for a day." The sister's words pierced Huang Chaoyang's heart like a needle.
"Your father is happy in his heart, and it is worth his life to be able to provide for two college students in the countryside, which is the capital that he is proud of in front of the people in the village."
Huang Jing was still crying, and the nurse on duty was anxiously shouting inside: "Who is Huang Yucheng's family, who is Huang Yucheng's family." β
Several people hurriedly walked to Huang Yucheng's bed, Huang Yucheng's eyes were like dizzy fish eyes, and his white eyes moved to the left one by one, the doctor pinched his philtrum, looked at his eyes with a flashlight, and then rubbed his head, and it took Huang Yucheng to wake up after a while.
After the doctor left, Huang Yucheng said weakly: "Chaoyang, I know I don't have a few days, I hope you can fulfill my two wishes." β
Huang Chaoyang couldn't help crying, nodded and said, "Dad, you say, you say." β
"I want to see my grandson Huang Kai again, I want to go home, I want to go home and take a good look at the place where I was born and I raised me, I don't want to die in the hospital, okay?" After speaking, tears flowed down his face, tears of pain, and a circle of people were immersed in crying.
"You won't survive more than five days like this, so you better go home and get ready for the future." The doctor's words made the family completely desperate, and under the threat of Huang Yucheng to pull out the infusion needle and the strong request of his mother Hu Xiangru, Huang Yucheng lay calmly and peacefully in the ambulance and walked home.
After Huang Yucheng went home, his complexion gradually improved, and as soon as he got home, he instructed Huang Chaoyang to get some toads and wood lingzhi to boil and drink, because in the countryside this is a good cure for cancer, Huang Chaoyang knew that his father did not want to stay in the hospital for one more day to reduce his son's financial burden, but he was eager for life, and he was unwilling to admit defeat to life.
Huang Yucheng stubbornly drank all the bowls of bitter medicine, but he still vomited out of his mouth and nose, and there were blood streaks in it.
For two days, a large pot of Chinese medicine was not filtered in Huang Yucheng's stomach and vomited, Huang Yucheng was completely deflated and lay quietly on the bed.
At home, Huang Yucheng is not as miserable as many patients, sometimes he talks and laughs to make the family happy, and sometimes calls to urge him to pay for his serious illness, but the pain does not let go of this strong person, the pain is stormy, Huang Yucheng is better than dead, he hit his head desperately with his hands, twisted his body over and over again, and couldn't help but say weakly: "Medicine, medicine, medicineγγγγγγ"
When Huang Jing brought the medicine, regardless of the pain in her throat, she grabbed it and swallowed it hungrily, and struggled in pain until the power of the medicine attacked, and then fell asleep groggyly.
Waiting for death is painful, and waiting for the death of a loved one is even more of an ordeal. Everyone knows that the medicine Huang Yucheng took is nothing more than pain relief and stability, and it has no effect on the disease, but will make him gradually blurred, but what can be done?
The only thing Huang Chaoyang could do was to stay by his father's side and hold his hand tightly so that he would be less afraid and less afraid in the face of death. Father's hands are covered with calluses, like criss-crossing rivers, which are also mixed with mud that is difficult to wash off, and the protruding blood vessels on the back of his hands are like gray-black earthworms breaking out of the cocoon, it is such a pair of hands carrying a great home, he gently kissed his father's hand, and burst into tears.
Huang Yucheng's life is strong, and he didn't live for five days as the doctor said, and on the fifth day, his body couldn't move at all, and he couldn't say a word, as if the pain had completely left him.
Son Huang Kai has not come back, the mobile phone has been turned off, and all relatives and friends have not been found as if they are missing, and the family is even more worried.
Du Xiaoming called, asked Huang Yucheng about his condition, and then said that the town finance office informed him that he must report the account before this afternoon, and asked if he had time, Huang Chaoyang looked at his father and said that he would go back now.
The account was reported in the morning, Huang Chaoyang went back to school, he didn't teach students for a week, once his father died, he had to delay for a few days, and the students' learning was the top priority, so he had to make up a few classes quickly, and assigned study tasks for the students, thinking that he would hurry home the next day.
At five o'clock in the morning, it was crackling outside, and it was raining lightly, Huang Jing called, crying and saying that Dad was gone, Dad was gone.
Huang Chaoyang was unusually calm, his father's pain could finally be relieved, he called Lu Xiaohe and asked her to explain that Liu Yinfeng would cook for a few days first, and then explain to Du Xiaoming, rent a car, and the two went home.
Du Xiaoming, on behalf of the organization, sent a wreath to Huang Yucheng to show his respect, and just in time to go out of the spirit, he saw Huang Chaoyang knocking three times on the ground in front of his father's coffin, tears and snot watering on his face, grinning in pain but no crying.