Chapter 220
"Dream Hunting", Dream Lang, Chapter 1, as the saying goes, people go to high places, water flows to low places, a person comes to this world, as long as the mind is basically normal, in the process of his growth, there will always be a variety of wishes, some people's wishes are easily realized, this is what people usually call ideals, and some people's wishes are unrealistic, it is impossible to realize, this is fantasy or fantasy, and there is a wish that is just between these two, say he can achieve it, It seems that it is unlikely, say that he can not achieve it, alas, under certain conditions, he has achieved it again, this is what we usually call a dream, otherwise some people's blessings say how to say that I hope you can dream come true, in fact, most of our wishes belong to this kind of dream, some people have worked hard for their dreams all their lives, and they still left this world with regrets, but their kind of positive and motivated spirit, it is really worth our deep thinking and learning, good, Today I will tell you a story about dreaming. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
Speaking of this dream, in fact, the prime ministers and ministers of the past and even the emperor Lao'er, until today's political dignitaries and celebrities have all the big names, but the content of this dream is different, but I have never been in contact with those big people, let alone experienced, how they find to realize their dreams, I don't know, if I tell you their stories today, it is inevitable that it will be a bit nonsense, so I will tell you a phrase often mentioned in a column of CCTV, called" Tell me my own story."
Okay, without further ado, let's get back to business, and our story is officially opened.
It is said that on the bank of the Huai River in Anhui Province, there is a famous town, called Haoliang, Jiangzhuang is a small village in Haoliang Town, said Haoliang, because there was an emperor Zhu Yuanzhang here, so there are all kinds of legends, but also made Haoliang Town famous for a while, said that Jiangzhuang here is more proud of the country, but it also brings too much sadness and bitterness, of course, this is a thing of the past.
On this day, Jiang Zhuang's deputy village chief Jiang was presiding over a propaganda and mobilization meeting on family planning, and when the day in July was hot and stuffy, and the people who were listening to the meeting were sweating more than the people who were attending the meeting, someone came to report that the wife of the deputy village chief Jiang was about to give birth, and when the deputy village chief Jiang rushed to the house in a hurry, it seemed that the dark clouds brought by the deputy village chief Jiang were pressed down without heaven and earth, and a dazzling lightning bolt and a thunderclap that shook the ear drums. Even the ridges on the ridge of the roof of the deputy village chief Jiang made a creaking sound, and in the panic of several midwives, the loud cry of the baby finally fell with the pouring rain.
When Aunt Qi came to report that she had given birth to a boy and asked Deputy Village Chief Jiang to name the child, Deputy Village Chief Jiang blurted out almost without thinking about it: "Just call it Ling, Ah Ling"
"Ridge, the material of the non-pillar is also the thing on the roof, this son can be earth-shattering as soon as he is born, I think he will not be a mortal in the future, my Jiang clan has to rely on this son to glorify the ancestors, a lintel." For the third uncle at the full moon banquet in Aleng, everyone agreed, happy, the third uncle gave Ah Ling a scientific name, called Jiang Renxing, for this third uncle who is also the third uncle of the family and the third uncle of his wife and sister-in-law, of course Deputy Village Chief Jiang is very happy.
But later, whenever the third uncle asked for affection in front of Ah Ling, he said: "Ah Ling, I helped you raise your big Jiang Renxing, this rise is good, one solution is happy, and the other solution is prosperous,"
Ah Ling always sneered disdainfully: "It can also be interpreted as stirring up trouble." "Of course, that's all for later.
Ah Ling's acquired growth is not different or otherworldly, but he gets a little bit of his father's preference, due to the difficulties of his family, the eldest brother did not finish junior high school, and was arranged by his father to learn carpenter, and his sister Lan has not even entered the school gate for a day, but Ah Ling finished high school and almost was able to go to college, it is because of his father's preference that Ah Ling was jealous of his brother and sister, and even his mother did not like him.
The reason why his mother didn't like him was because he heard the third uncle speak ill of him, Ah Ling thought.
So Ah Ling also dislikes the third uncle more and more, and even hates him later, whenever he sees the third uncle coming, Ah Ling always blocks the door and does not let him in, and the third uncle always threatens to break his leg or stab the bottom of his pot with a crutch.
Ah Ling was not afraid, but he still guarded the door and did not let him in until he was reprimanded by his mother, although Ah Ling was already in junior high school at that time.
Ah Ling originally liked the third uncle, but when he was a child, the third uncle told him a lot of stories, "Fengshen Bang." "Journey to the West" also has some little-known legends and allusions, it is through these stories that Ah Ling understands that the most powerful and blessed person in the world is the emperor, Ah Ling yearns for the day when he can be an emperor, like Zhu Yuanzhang, he does not have to worry about food, clothing and housing, the princes and ministers are obedient at any time, and there are seventy-two concubines in three palaces and six courtyards.
Once Ah Ling took four girls surnamed Jiang to play the game of being the emperor under the broken wall of the broken temple in Nazhuang, he sealed the four girls to be the East Palace Niangniang, the West Palace Niangniang, the Nangong Niangnian and the North Palace Niangniang, he let the four girls lie side by side on the dragon bed with grass, he rode on them, the four girls obeyed him for a fritter, and happened to be bumped into by the third uncle, the third uncle had a gloomy face, pointed his finger at Ah Ling's nose, and scolded: "Beast, there is a bad custom, corrupt the door, see if I don't tell you Lao Tzu, let him clean you up." ”
A few girls were scared away, Ah Ling sat on the ground blankly, looking at the back of the third uncle's menacing departure, a sense of cowardice surged into his heart, and his father's stern face seemed to appear in front of him.
"Kneel down against the wall, don't eat for a day" When the eldest brother did something wrong, his father punished him like this," Ah Ling had an idea of "running". Where to run, Ah Ling was scared again, and finally mustered up the courage to walk towards the house secretly, came to the back of his house, looked timidly at the door along the foot of the wall, the third uncle sat on a bench, smashed the ground with a stick, and told his parents loudly, and his mother listened with a cold face, and heard his father say fiercely: "This little brute, I have to find a rope to hang him up and beat him today, until he dies, and after saying that, my father went into the house angrily."
The second gang almost read all the manuscripts they had created one night to Peng Ying in one breath, and after reading them, they asked, "How is it, the writing is not bad." ”
"It's not good," Peng Ying said coldly: "It's like keeping a running account, and it's a story about rural countrymen, so there are definitely not many people who are interested." ”
"Then will you upload it for me?"
To tell the truth, the second gang also felt that they were empty-hearted, I don't know if it was because they didn't write for a long time, or because their minds were eaten up by a lawsuit, and the second gang also felt that what they wrote now was really bad, although they had discussed it with Peng Ying the night before, they were responsible for the evening creation, and Peng Ying was responsible for uploading the things created by the second gang to the website the next day, but after so many years, the second gang felt that they had mastered Peng Ying's character, even if it was a nail on the iron plate, then Peng Ying said that the hexagram would be changed. Now that Peng Ying thinks it's not good, it is possible to regret and refuse yesterday's promise.
Unexpectedly, Peng Ying didn't object too much this time, and only said lightly: "It's okay to help you upload, anyway, I don't have much to do, as long as you are happy to write, but people's requirements seem to be that the number of words uploaded must not be less than 4,000 words, I see that you have been busy all night now, maybe less than 2,000 words, and people also ask to upload a brief introduction to the work, which is probably the synopsis of the story, you have to prepare it together, I will start to help you apply for a writer account tomorrow, and when you come back in the evening, I will get it with you, Strive for first-time success tomorrow. “
So after getting off work the next day, the two gangs rushed back to the house, hurriedly cooked and cooked, and when the family of three had eaten dinner, they hurriedly brushed the pots and washed the dishes, and when everything was busy, they devoted themselves to their own creation.
The second gang continued to write: "Run, Ah Ling spread his legs and ran quickly into the field, and there was a faint anxious shout of his father behind him, so to speak, the more his father chased, the faster Ah Ling ran, and ran to the edge of the Huai River in one breath, looking at his father who was chasing after him, Ah Ling's mind was blank, and he ran forward along the river blankly, until he saw his father disappear, and Ah Ling sat on the beach. Looking at the sun gradually moving westward and the river flowing eastward, Ah Ling's tears fell in a flutter, where he was going to run, until he saw his father standing in front of him: 'Ah Ling is good, Ah Ling is still young, come, let Daddy hug"
"Wow." With a bang, Ah Ling threw himself into his father's arms and cried until he fell asleep.
Through this incident, as Ah Ling wrote in his autobiographical novel "Young Love", "This incident made me vaguely understand some things about men and women and beyond men and women, at least cousins of the same clan and clan cannot love."
The creation of "Young Love" can be said to have started with Ah Ling's first high school entrance examination failure, which can be said to be not only Ah Ling's loss of academics, but the first time he felt angry and incomprehensible about society, and what he lost was a kind of naïve self.
The creation of "Young Love" was inspired by a story "The Case of Quanmei", "The Case of Quanmei" is about Chen Shimei's friend who has a window friend, and because he failed in the exam, he turned to Chen Shimei, who had already been a colt, Chen Shimei wanted to use the method of agitation to motivate his friends to continue to work hard, and he was able to learn something, but he wanted to be misunderstood by his friends, and wrote the opera "The Case of Quanmei" to vent his anger against Chen Shimei.
The creation of "Young Love" was originally a vent for Ah Ling's resentment in his heart, but Ah Ling felt more and more that his creation was making him mature, as if a severe myopic patient had been slowly cured, and everything in front of him became clearer and clearer.
Ah Ling began to analyze the society, and the kind of love and hate for Fang also became lighter, saying Fang, I still quote Ah Ling's own description in "Young Love" "It seems to be a kind of destined fate, although I know that Sister Xiuhua and I have the same surname, you can't love, but whenever class or school, I can't help but run to the window of the third class, to peek at her a few times, it is at this time when I pass the second class, I found a pair of eyes, as if everything I was taken by these eyes, Since then, I have felt that Sister Xiuhua is just Sister Xiuhua.
In a kind of shyness and excitement, I found out that her name was Fang, and I always made more friends in the second class, consciously or unconsciously, so that I would have more opportunities to contact those eyes, and every contact made me feel hot all over my body, and my heart was more full of surprises.
Although we hardly said a word, it was every time we looked at each other silently, as if we had gained infinite strength, I went from an ordinary student to an excellent class leader, and on the podium again and again, I could almost see those eyes, and we could almost speak with our eyes'.
For the kind of mutual love between boys and girls or the kind of mutual admiration from the bottom of their hearts between Ah Ling and Fang, they have also been inspired by each other, and at the same time tasted the sweetness of love, but after all, it is naïve, naïve, and natural, when Ah Ling went to repeat later, and Fang was in the same class, Ah Ling had no passion for Fang, and the grief glance that Fang threw again and again, he could always look back boldly and calmly, and at this time Fang was like a thief with a warm heartbeat, hurriedly lowered his head, and even rolled tears in his eyes, Finally, two or three months later, in a night study class, Ah Ling tore up the note that Fang secretly handed over without looking at it, and Fang disappeared forever.
"Fang's disappearance didn't cause me a little fluctuation.,The so-called love affair with Fang just wants to watch a boring foreign film.,With the end of the movie.,It's all over.,Sometimes I wonder if I have no humanity.,But after a careful recollection, I'm also an amorous seed merry man.,Go to a Fang There will be flowers and plums.,There's no grass at the end of the world.,How can a big husband have no wife" This is Ah Ling's reaction to Fang's disappearance described in "Young Love", for Fang, Ah Ling's approach is ruthless and selfish, It will even affect Fang's life, in fact, Ah Ling's mentality at this time can be said to be abnormal.
Creation comes from life, but also the reprocessing of life, it can be seen how good the second gang is, yes, after the second gang was ready to build a pig farm and set up a prefabricated factory was opposed and rejected by his father, he once wanted to be a writer, and he also conceived the creative outline of "Young Love", at this time, it seems to be applied and described as almost the opposite of the facts in real life, if the prototype of Ah Ling is the second gang, that Fang is definitely not that Shi Junfang, the dead can be said to be alive, and the living can also be said to be dead, The positive can be said to be the opposite, and the negative can also be said to be positive, so the second gang does have the talent to create, and if the second gang can't become a writer in the future, it's really a pity.