Chapter 20: Toshiei Sato's Letter
Ah Wu drove desperately, the car was bumpy on the bumpy road, escaped, and the belief that he wanted to live made the three of them leave Zhongshan in danger, and stopped at the dock, Xiaoxue had been waiting there for a long time and ran to them happily when he saw them: "Miss, are you back?" ”
"Xiaoxue is not the time to catch up, I told you to pack up your things before leaving. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Have you cleaned it up? ”
"It's been packed up a long time ago. And it has already been loaded onto the ship. ”
"Very well, let's go immediately." ”
The four of them abandoned the car with their luggage and ran to the beach not far away, and the four of them boarded the yacht Awu Xunsheng started the motor, and the boat started slowly.
Driving on the vast sea, the four of them breathed a sigh of relief, Ying Ruo was holding the two jars of sake in a daze, Fu Yuheng lay on the bed without resting, and looked at Ying Ruo for a long time before he spoke: "Ying Ruo, Ying Ruo." ”
After calling twice, Ying Ruo woke up from her thoughts, she put down the sake and walked to Fu Yuheng's side: "What's the matter, is the wound painful?" ”
"It's just a flesh wound, it doesn't hurt, I want to talk to you." Fu Yuheng sat up, let Yingruo sit beside him, and hugged her into his arms. "If you have any suffering, you can tell me." ”
"I will never see my mother again, I never thought that she would leave me like this, I never thought about it, I really, really miss my mother, I have left my mother since I was ten years old, fifteen years, I have seen my mother less than ten times in total, but every time I see my mother, I will be very happy, it will bring incomparable warmth to my cold heart, my mother always calls me Michiko suffer, Michiko is tired outside is not tired and hard work, my mother can't help me anything, But every time I would fall asleep with her legs on my pillows, because I would wake up for a long time because I couldn't sleep for a long time, but only my mother's arms would make me feel warm, safe and grounded"
Ying Ruo's sadness and remorse, how could Fu Yuheng not know? He hugged Ying Ruo tightly, he had experienced life and death, experienced ups and downs, and it would be rare for people who love each other to be together at this time: "I know you are very sad, in your relatives, what you can't let go of is your mother, but Ying Ruo can't be resurrected after death, wait for us to settle down and set up a tablet for your mother, so that she can worship her old man, so that my mother-in-law can also supervise my son-in-law in the spirit of heaven." ”
"What a mother-in-law, what a son-in-law." Ying Ruo pushed Fu Yuheng away, and looked to the side with some embarrassment.
Fu Yuheng smiled and pulled Ying Ruo to make her look directly at herself: "What, regret it, now we are going to live our new life, away from war, away from right and wrong, only us, and besides, the money we brought is enough for us to live a lifetime, what's wrong?" And when I get to the new place, I'm going to start a business so that we can leave a considerable fortune for our children's later life. Besides, if you don't marry me, who can you marry, you don't want to leave me in this life, I will guard you for the rest of my life, love you for a lifetime, and I will only let you have children for me alone, if you bear to let me cut off my children and grandchildren, then you can do it. ”
"Bah, good luck, you, the more you talk, the more nonsense you get, don't talk nonsense." ”
"I didn't expect my Ying Ruo to become superstitious now. By the way, Toshiei Sato seems to have stuffed something for you, take it out and take a look. ”
Ying Ruo remembered that Toshiei Sato had given him a letter, and she hurriedly took it out of her pocket and opened it, taking out a page of paper and a bank deposit slip. Ying Ruo opened the letter and read it slowly.
"Michiko: Maybe I was still alive when you received this letter, or maybe I was no longer there. I don't know if I can send it to you in advance for you to see. Looking back on the days when we met, you were ten years old, I was fifteen years old, because I was older than you, you always called me brother, in fact, in my heart I have always regarded you as my little bride, although our two families are engaged, but I know that you have always been just when I am an older brother. It's just my brother, since you met Fu Yuheng, I knew that my dream was completely shattered, but I was unwilling, I was really unwilling, I wanted to have a duel with Fu Yuheng, but it seems that there is no hope, I hate, resent, and even want to understand that Fu Yuheng has made you miserable for a lifetime, and I have also thought about arresting you back to Japan, and you must marry me when you return to Japan, but I have endured it, I didn't do it, even if I caught Fu Yuheng, I didn't want his life, do you know why? Because I love you, I don't want to see you suffer, and I don't want you to live in regret for the rest of your life, maybe to fulfill you is to fulfill myself, and I will bless you, which has my savings. You always have to have money to live, and this money is given to you. Michiko, I can't protect you forever, I just want you to be happy, in fact, I want to get rid of the identity of an agent, who wants war, who wants to live in the dark all day long, who doesn't want to go home, who doesn't want to live a safe and stable life, but sometimes it's really involuntarily, lucky that the person I love can break away and live your happy life, I'm really happy, the journey is safe, I must go to a place where no one knows you to live, so that you won't be found. Michiko, it's best to call you Michiko, we hope to see you again in the next life. ”
Ying Ruo put down the sincere letter and seemed to be hollowed out in his heart, it turned out that he loved him so much, it turned out that he thought the same as her, and he was tired of that kind of life, in fact, he was not cold-blooded but just had to do it, now I think about it, what she doesn't want to do a lot of times is Jun Rongjun doing, she has always relied on him, and treated him like a big brother as a matter of course, but she never thought about marrying him, even if it was just the emotion that gave him hope, she didn't give him anything, In exchange for his life, she owes him a debt that she can't repay him in this life.
I don't know if she was thinking too sad or the toxicity in her body was attacking, her whole body was in unbearable pain, and she couldn't help but fall down and curl up on the deck, Fu Yuheng hugged her into his arms in distress: "What's wrong, it was fine just now, why did it suddenly hurt like this?" ”
Ying Ruo opened her eyes and endured the severe pain and said to Fu Yuheng: "Sake, sake can, it can detoxify, give it to me quickly." ”
Fu Yuheng immediately took the sake and said a glass for Ying Ruo to take, and Fu Yuheng poured another cup for her: "Let's have another glass." ”
Ying Ruo took it and drank it in one gulp, and then handed the cup to Fu Yuheng: "No need, don't drink it." ”
Fu Yuheng also shouted tears in his eyes at this time, he couldn't share her pain for Yingruo, whether it was physical or mental, he said that men don't flick when they have tears, but he really couldn't hold back, Yingruo reached out for Fu Yuheng to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, but she herself was already in tears, Fu Yuheng took Yingruo into her arms, Yingruo snuggled in the arms of the person she loved: "Yuheng, we won't cry in the future, okay?" In the future, we don't have to cry, no one will cry, my mother is gone, Jun Rongjun may also suffer misfortune, they are all people who love me, but it's okay, God finally treats me well, the person I love is still there, Yuheng, I can't live without you, I just want to live our life with you, let's live happily, the previous Yamaguchi Michiko has died with her mother, only An Yingruo in front of you, An Yingruo who loves you, okay? If we don't cry, I think we will be very happy and happy in the future. It's too late to laugh. ”
"This should be what I say to you, from now on I will only bring you love and laughter by your side, and those unhappiness and misfortune will never bring you." ”
Ying Ruo also hugged Fu Yuheng tightly, the hearts of the two people were tired and needed to find a harbor to dock, they had experienced life and death, and they had also experienced love and hate, they had lost a lot but also gained a lot, Fu Yuheng understood that if you love someone, you should love persistently, and you should not give up for the opposition of the family, and Ying Ruo will definitely get more, although she has lost her mother, but she can get rid of the spy work can completely get rid of the work of the agent who can only be in the dark forever, the job and identity that must always be in danger, She can really open her heart to accept a love, a family, a person she loves, she can truly be a free person again, she can love, she can not worry, no need to kill, she is just her.