Chapter Ninety-Seven: Red Dust Refines the Heart and Asks for Gains and Losses (continued)

Watching Lin Youhu, Yu Yutong, Ah Zuo and Qiuqiu leave the balcony, Du Xiaoxiao turned around, looked at the comfortable campus under the night sky, and said calmly:

"Since my coming-of-age ceremony, although there have been some minor setbacks, it has been more smooth, and I have unconsciously drifted away, forgetting the foundation of my life. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Since the last time the starship lost contact, too many things have happened, and finally made me wake up: I am just an ordinary woman, even if I have some talent, I still can't change my civilian background, in the face of danger, in the face of life and death, in front of the interests of the alliance, in this vast interstellar, how small I am, as small as a piece of gravel, insignificant. ”

"So, I know that I don't have the right to be proud, I don't have the right to think that I can transcend reality. In the past year or so, I have calmed down the temptation of fame and fortune, I have tried to blend in with the crowd, and I have tried to see things with a normal heart. To return to peace, be willing to be ordinary, recognize your identity, be a woman from a civilian family, don't go to the flames, don't go to gangs, study down-to-earth, and be a man in peace, I live a very fulfilling and real life. Finally, I found my heart and realized that self-improvement is not pride, self-esteem cannot be inferior, it is mine, I don't give up, it's not mine, I don't force ......"

"Really, if it weren't for the precipitation of more than a year, I wouldn't have been able to find my Dao and find the direction of my martial arts so quickly. Of course, I still have to thank you, Brother Yong. Du Xiaoxiao turned around and bowed to Ge Mingyong. It was you who made me have no worries, so that I don't have to worry about credits and money, I can study when I want, practice when I want, and be free and free. This year, I only got it, I didn't pay, I didn't take on the responsibility of the head of the family, so Brother Yong, you were tired. ”

For Du Xiaoxiao's gratitude, Ge Mingyong was caught off guard and hurriedly waved his hand in return.

Du Xiaoxiao smiled, the twenty-year-old Du Xiaoxiao smiled no longer simple, at this time Du Xiaoxiao's face has opened, not like a hibiscus, flowers and moons, but also like a plum, handsome and fragrant, not graceful and luxurious but tranquil and leisurely.

Although the style of laughter is not charming, it is so hearty that it makes people feel like a spring breeze. Ge Mingyong, who couldn't fall in love with her, couldn't help but tremble and be in a trance.

Du Xiaoxiao waved his hand to stop Ge Mingyong's cramped salute, and then said:

"Huzi and I gave up the holiday task, causing Brother Yong and Yutong to team up with outsiders, resulting in poor task evaluation. Brother Yong's reminder in a hurry is right, I can understand your anxiety. Failing to communicate with you in a timely manner is my dereliction of duty, causing you to be uneasy, and it is my failure as the head of the family. However, although the vacation task evaluation will affect the assignment of internships, it cannot really affect the assignment of graduation, as long as we combine book knowledge and practice, exercise our skills, and do not relax at any time, one day we will be able to get ahead, as the saying goes: gold will always shine. ”

"Brother Yong, you don't have to be anxious, no matter what, when the graduation is assigned, I will apply to assign everyone to a fleet as much as possible. It's just that, Brother Yong, you need to work hard, not only must you have a strong professional level, but you can't relax your martial arts cultivation, if you really want to go to the battlefield, logistics will also be dangerous. You are the head of our family, if you don't want to leave, I don't think anyone will want you to leave, but cultivation is your own, and your skills are your own, if you don't work hard, you will fall behind, and you don't want to see the results of backwardness! ”

"Brother Yong, in the future, I will definitely take on the responsibility of the head of the family, not only to find the way forward myself, but also to lead you to find the way forward, so that everyone will not be lost in the fork in the road. I hope that in the future, Brother Yong will remind him to criticize and correct in time. ”

Du Xiaoxiao's attitude was extremely sincere, which made Ge Mingyong a little ashamed, yes, his mentality was indeed unbalanced during this time, just because of the slim future.

Ah Zuo is right, this year is not only his own pay, the real contact settlement matters will not take too much time, it is his own mentality is not right, he wants to climb the members of the family, he drills too much, forgets his heart, loses his righteousness, and makes the martial arts state of mind dusty, which delays the cultivation of martial arts and stagnates his cultivation.

"It's my own thought, and I don't deserve your apology and thanks. Your loss of contact made me realize that the crisis of the family lies, so I actively looked for foreign help, and gradually lost my heart in the search for contact again and again, and actually forgot that my own strength is really strong. Saying that, Ge Mingyong smiled, with bitterness in his smile, and relief in his bitterness, "Don't worry!" Don't give me a good breath, everyone's head drink today has made me sober. Since we know where the mistake is, correction is inevitable, as Ah Zuo said, everyone is equally important, remind each other, hand in hand to travel far is our original goal, and it must be our goal. There's no way I'm willing to let myself be left behind, don't worry! Your cultivation has made a breakthrough, hurry up and consolidate it! I'll go first. ”

After speaking, Ge Mingyong bowed deeply and turned to leave, without giving Du Xiaoxiao time to react.

Yes, Du Xiaoxiao is still in a daze, in a daze for Ge Mingyong's reply, Du Xiaoxiao's thinking has not yet woken up from Ge Mingyong's sentence of looking for foreign aid. When she repeated Ge Mingyong's words in her mind, all that Ge Mingyong left her was a vanishing back.

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Lin Youhu's room.

"Looking for foreign help, this is the first time that Ge Mingyong has taken the initiative to raise his own concerns, and the strategy he has adopted to worry about him." Lin Youhu listened to Du Xiaoxiao's retelling and said with emotion.

After speaking, he looked at Du Xiaoxiao, shook his head and said: "This time, you proposed to gather if you cooperate, and disperse if you don't, although it is a little unacceptable, but it is indeed necessary to put the rules and dignity in the first place." The previous followers said that everyone had serious thoughts, but it was more like a group of poor people hugging each other for warmth, although there were leaders, but more of them were thinking and doing their own things, but they did not communicate with each other and acted separately. Xiaoxiao, you and I are not people who like to be tied up in trivial matters. I only have two things on my mind: you and medicine. So, you also need a strong husband who can take charge of the whole situation. But until you find it, even if you don't want to be a strong girl, you have to hold on. A home can only have one goal, one voice. Ming Yong's pattern is still small. ”

"yes, if only Jinzhong was still alive!" Du Xiao said faintly, indescribably melancholy.

"Forget it, even if Jinzhong is still alive, he can't take charge of the overall situation for you, don't forget, he is the third husband of Shen Shi's girl." Lin Youhu was laughed at by Du Xiaoxiao, looking at Du Xiaoxiao's dejected appearance, he had to comfort: "Xiaoxiao, don't be childish, don't forget, you are the head of the family, and it is what you must do to take charge of the overall situation, don't tell me, you want to be a man's vassal." ”

"No, I want freedom." Du Xiaoxiao jumped up, Du Xiaoxiao in front of Lin Youhu is always strong and easy to become angry.

"Freedom comes at a price, and only if you take your responsibility can you get the freedom you want to have. Don't forget, freedom is always relative. Lin Youhu continued to persuade, "Take out your courage, you have always been the best." ”

Du Xiaoxiao stopped talking and sat quietly.

Lin Youhu didn't bother, sometimes, some things, other people's admonitions are always just exhortations, and in the end, you have to figure it out yourself in order to solve the problem fundamentally.

After a long time, Du Xiaoxiao stood up and smiled at Lin Youhu, smiling like a breeze, like floating clouds, without a trace of melancholy.

"I know what to do. You sleep, see you tomorrow. ”

After speaking, Du Xiaoxiao left Lin Youhu's room without a trace of stay.