Chapter 5 Doubts about Yourself

After sorting everything out, I climbed into bed, then picked up Master's picture and looked at it silently for a long time. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

It's been almost two months since Master left, and my life has changed dramatically, I don't know if it's the right thing to do, but I believe that Master has chosen the right path for me.

I didn't have parents when I was a child, and Master didn't want to reveal anything about my parents except for knowing my name. But this didn't make me feel uncomfortable, because Master and Senior Brother treated me very well, and I felt very satisfied with having them.

However, this satisfying life was shattered two months ago, and Master's death was really me, and I gave up my peaceful life in a distant mountain village to come to this strange city and start the path Master had chosen for me.

Just as my thoughts drifted away, my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID before answering the phone with a smile: "Brother Nanfei!" ”

"How? It's time for school! Still adapting? A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, and it warmed my heart.

After more than a month of getting along, the relationship between me and Qin Nanfei has also grown by leaps and bounds, and we get along as if the two of us have grown up together since childhood. He is a very handsome and careful person, occasionally likes to joke, and his personality is very similar to his appearance, that is, cheerful.

Ever since I helped him get a needle in the mall that day to relieve his pain, he has been much more enthusiastic about me, and I had suspected that it was just his polite enthusiasm, but then I slowly realized that it was a kind of concern from his heart. Of course, I am also very grateful to him, because I can improve my English so quickly, it is all due to him. Although this progress is a bit embarrassing, I really don't know how I can't learn English when I have such a good memory. And after being with him for a long time, my personality doesn't seem to be so cold, at least I can make some jokes with him.

"Hmmm! Everything is fine, you can rest assured! Are you filming again now? ”

"yes, it's only been a few days since I joined the crew. Did you know that now there are fans coming to visit the class! Ha ha! Looks like I've become famous! In the future, brother, I can't go out with you, otherwise there will be a scandal! "He's talking about himself over there, and I'm glad to hear it.

Since the TV series he starred in was broadcast a month ago, his fame has risen a lot, and people can recognize him when he goes out shopping, and they ask him for autographs. Of course, he would happily sign autographs, and he never refused to take a group photo or anything. According to his own words, he will definitely enjoy the happiness of becoming famous and become the focus of the crowd, that is his goal!

"Look at your beauty! But no matter what, you still have to remember to eat on time, otherwise the stomach problem will recur, and I won't care about it then! I replied with a smile.

"Hey, hey! You can rest assured! By the way, do you have any beautiful women in your bedroom? Brother, I'm of marriageable age, so I'll introduce you if there's anything good! ”

Listening to his smiling words, I couldn't help but feel a little depressed, although it was just a joke, I was still a little dissatisfied with his somewhat indulgent words: "If you have, I won't introduce you, lest you waste other people's beautiful youth!" ”

"Xiaomi, what's wrong with you? You okay? Before I heard the answer on the other side of the phone, Li Yang's anxious voice came into my ears.

I looked at the lower bunk opposite, and saw Su Mi holding her stomach in pain, her face was a little pale, her lips were bloodless, and large beads of sweat were pouring out on her forehead.

"Brother Nanfei, I have an emergency here, hang up first!"

"Oh! Then you get busy first! ”

After listening to the response from the other side, I hurriedly hung up the phone. Then he got out of bed and came to Li Yang's side: "I'll take a look!" After saying that, I grabbed Xiaomi's hand and probed her pulse, touched her arm, and then said to her, "Is it menstrual cramps?" ”

She opened her eyes in pain and looked at me for a moment, then nodded, her face full of tears and her expression in extreme pain.

"Whatever your opinion of me before, but as a healer, I can't look at you like this and ignore it. Listen, I can help you with your pain, will you trust me? I looked at her and said seriously.

She thought about it a little and didn't seem to believe me very much and didn't answer. However, her pain seemed to have intensified a lot, the expression on her face began to grow hideous, her face and lips became even paler, and cold sweat had already soaked her clothes.

I got up and took my needle bag from the bed, and then said to Li Yang: "I can't care so much, if she continues like this, she may faint, you help me hold her!" ”

Li Yang hesitated a little, then looked at Su Xiaomi, who was in pain on the bed, as if he had made a decision, and then pressed her along with several other girls as I said.

With their cooperation, I began to observe her condition while administering the needle. At first, Xiaomi struggled a little, but then she seemed to feel that her pain was relieving, so she slowly gave up struggling, and the previous pain also consumed a lot of her energy.

Seeing that her complexion had recovered a lot, I took the needle, then picked up the quilt to help her cover it, and said to Li Yang: "There should be nothing wrong!" She's sweating a lot, so you can wipe her down and change into dry clothes! Brew her some brown sugar ginger tea and get a good night's sleep. ”

"Oh!" Li Yangmu nodded, and there was some emotion in his eyes. I said to Su Xiaomi, who was lying on the bed with her eyes closed: "These days, you should pay attention to rest, don't get cold from the wind, the most important thing is to relax and try to make your mood happy." The body is your own, and there's only so much I can do! ”

With that, and whether she heard it or not, I put my pin bag on the bed, picked up my phone and went out the door under their shocked eyes. Everything has been sorted out, I should call Grandpa Qin to report that I am safe. After making the call, I went to the bench in the school woods alone and sat down, looking at the faintly yellowing leaves in a daze.

Master has warned me since I was a child that when a person who practices medicine sees a patient in pain, he will do his best to help him, and put saving someone's life and relieving their suffering first, no matter whether that person is a friend or foe, whether you like it or dislike it, you must treat everyone equally, and never fail to save them or use medicine to hurt or even kill people.

All along, I have been following Master's teachings and have never doubted it. But today, I hesitated for a moment in front of Xiaomi, and it was just that moment that made me a little scared. Does this mean that I am slowly beginning to lose the calmness and benevolence I should have when dealing with patients, and will I not save the enemy in the future, or even use medicine to kill people? I don't dare to think about it anymore, it's not what I want, it's too scary for me!