Chapter Eighty-Seven: The Cafe
"Do you dare to shoot?" Sasaki said calmly. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Don't dare!" Jiang Yushan replied directly, "But just because you are a Japanese officer, now if I shoot you and kill you, you Japanese will have to find an excuse." ”
The corners of Sasaki's mouth lifted and he smiled, "You don't have to make this excuse, I know you can't bear to do anything to me, it's like I can't bear to let you be hurt in any way." ”
Jiang Yushan didn't say anything, just put down the hand holding the gun, and then sat down, she knew that if she didn't sit down and explain some things clearly today, and cut off Sasaki's thoughts, Sasaki would not let her go.
Sasaki saw that Jiang Yushan had sat down, so he also sat down, and his eyes did not leave Jiang Yushan for half a second.
"My Chinese name is Jiang Yushan." Jiang Yushan picked up a cup of coffee and said while drinking it, she didn't look at Sasaki, she didn't know how to face him, she didn't know whether her eyes should be full of hatred when she looked at him, or at this time, at least at this moment, there was some friendship and warmth.
"It doesn't matter what your name is, your name is just a code name, I only know that you are Susan, and you will always be the Susan in my heart." Sasaki looked at Jiang Yushan and said, his eyes were as gentle as water.
Jiang Yushan didn't speak, she thought about how to tell him about herself and Liu Ziyu, how to tell him - tell him - they will never be, because of the impossibility of emotion, but also because of the impossibility of the national position.
Without waiting for Jiang Yushan to speak, Sasaki continued: "Susan, do you remember, when I was in the United States, in the café on the corner of Philadelphia, those beautiful things - I always remember them - the taste of coffee there is always full of my consciousness, I don't know why, I always feel that the coffee there is the best, I really want to go there to drink coffee again." ”
When she was in the United States, Ms. Jiang always liked to go to a café on a cross street in Philadelphia for coffee. She always sat by the window by the street, drinking her coffee, watching the crowd of people, and then she fell into deep thought, and then she began to daz, forgetting the sorrows of the troubled and good people, and forgetting all the unpleasantness that was blocked in her heart.
People sometimes have some Lin Daiyu-style sentimentality, which can only be calmly resolved when they are alone when they think calmly and relax calmly.
Sasaki discovered Jiang Yushan's habit, so he often sat in that café, in another place where Jiang Yushan often sat in another place, a corner position.
Whenever he met Jiang Yushan at that café, Sasaki would feel infinite happiness in his heart.
Every time Jiang Yushan raised her cup to drink coffee, Sasaki also raised her cup to drink coffee: when Jiang Yushan tilted his head sideways and looked at the crowd passing by the street outside the glass window, Sasaki looked at Jiang Yushan intently, and the corners of his mouth often inadvertently raised a smile.
Sasaki sometimes found that Jiang Yushan's eyes were full of melancholy, and doubts and worries were always entangled in Sasaki's heart, like pressing a stone. He really wanted to walk over, sit down on Jiang Yushan's table, and ask her gently-"Is there anything unhappy about you?" ”