Chapter 35: Losing You
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Sorghum is concentrating on grading homework.
Pang Xiaoya called and said, "What are you busy with?" ”
"Change your homework."
"Do you have time?"
"Yes."
"Is it convenient?"
"There's no one around, it's convenient."
"I'm pregnant."
"When did you find out?"
"I went to the hospital yesterday for a check-up, and I thought about it all night and told you."
There is a lively, cute, smart and clever child swimming happily in Sorghum's mind, the sun outside the house is very bright, Sorghum can't say excited, he likes children.
"It's not yours." The voice on the other end was small and timid, but it was like a bombshell destroying the self-righteous pride and brightness in Sorghum's heart.
The sound waves on both ends of the mobile phone stopped abruptly, Sorghum's heart was blank except for calm, and the popular song "Silence" was playing on the computer - I was sentenced to lifelong loneliness by love, I didn't fight back, I didn't let go, I couldn't finish the circle under the pen, and the fate of dissatisfaction in my heart was you. Why does love sentence sentient beings to scruples, they can't break free, they can't escape, the knot that can't be untied on their brows, and the calamity that can't be untied by fate, it's you, ah, lose you! Ah, lose you!
That was in August 2013.
Looking forward to the flow of perfume river in the surrounding colorful lights, like a graceful girl gently squirming soft body, amorous broken gold-like skin, flashing fish-scale-like halo, tender, elegant, graceful, quiet, seductive.
In summer, there is no night in the Perfume River, several skyscrapers on the opposite bank of the opposite bank are spraying powerful lights into the sky, and the dense neon lights around are blooming with a charming halo, and the bustling flow of people by the river, and the noisy and annoying music sound comes and goes.
Gao Liang gently held Pang Xiaoya's soft and boneless body, strolling along the perfume river, where there are also couples walking one after another, making people feel that the whole riverside is active, moist and intimate, this is a holy place for romance, there are dense trees and lawns. Like many couples, Sorghum and Pang Xiaoya hugged each other tightly, exchanging each other's body temperatures, and the wind on the riverside was unhurried, sweeping cool and refreshing on their faces.
In addition to happiness, sorghum is more of the commotion and heat that emerges in the whole body, in this wonderful night, the beauty is in his arms, he can't help but want to get into trouble, he laughed self-deprecatingly, broke the silence and kissed Pang Xiaoya's fragrant hair sweetly and said: "Duck, the perfume river is so beautiful." ”
Pang Xiaoya smiled brightly, then restrained her charming expression, and said calmly: "It's so beautiful, it's a pity that we will all leave here." ”
"Leaving to be better to come back because there are our little bits and pieces of wonderful memories here, every tree here, I watched them sprout in the spring, grow wildly in the summer, shed leaves in the fall, and hibernate in the winter. Everything is so familiar, so kind, and the warm and fresh smell of the perfume river fills my nose at this moment, just like yours. Sorghum involuntarily clasped Pang Xiaoya, for fear that she would be blown away by the wind by the river.
Pang Xiaoya took advantage of the situation to completely curl up in Gao Liang's arms, stopped, pursed her ruddy lips and said, "Liangzi, you are leaving, we don't know when we will be able to meet?" ”
"It's not easy to meet, in this world with developed transportation, you can meet at any time, as long as I miss you or you miss me, even if we don't have to be in the same country, we can meet twenty-four hours a day." Sorghum said firmly and confidently.
Pang Xiaoya smiled bitterly, she tried her best to repair her sour mood, but she still couldn't be happy. As a girl from the countryside, teaching and educating people is the expectation of her parents, on the one hand, she is respected, and on the other hand, she has a stable job to ensure a good harvest in drought and flood. In order to reflect the greatness of love, give her confidence and courage, Sorghum decided to accompany the exam, from the registration, study, training, examination has been inseparable, the result is that the flowers are not blooming, and the willows are not planted unintentionally. One point or another, allowing yourself to indulge in a feeling of self-shame all day long.
Sorghum is a reliable boy, for three years = to come, because of his poor family, Sorghum always told all kinds of lies to the family, to help her, in Sorghum's words, whoever made me fall in love with you, the two of them should share weal and woe. After graduating, Sorghum's dream is to go to the city to do business, because he has many key relatives in the big city, and their business is booming. Before the exam, Sorghum encouraged Xiaoya and said, you take the exam well, and in the future, you will stay by the cradle of the school to raise children, and I will go to the big city to do business and earn money to buy a house and a car.
Pang Xiaoya was still worried, and the clouds were not gone, and Gao Liang said: "Duck, don't worry about this, it's okay, I am with you, I didn't get admitted this year, and next year, we just graduated from college, we have time and stamina, and I won't go back to teach in Xicheng County, I'm here to accompany you." ”
"Don't, don't, Liangzi, the point is, the point is that we have to separate. I don't know exactly when you'll meet. ”
"Next month, not next week, when I'm settled, we'll get married." Sorghum swears.
As soon as the breeze was blowing, Pang Xiaoya's sorrow had just dispersed, and a woman in her fifties wearing a blue floral gown on a white background came over with a few rolls of mattresses under her arm, and whispered: "Handsome guy, beauty, do you want to rent a mat?" ”
Sorghum looked at Pang Xiaoya, Pang Xiaoya's eyes were blurred and she looked at the Perfume River, looking empty, Sorghum smiled embarrassedly and said to the woman: "No need." ”
"Handsome guy, it's very cheap to rent a mat, 5 yuan for the big one, 3 yuan for the small one, 10 yuan for the deposit, sleeping by the river has a different flavor, you see how many people are enjoying the shade under the trees, I took dozens of them, and now there are three or four left." Women's Road.
Although the academy is close at hand, there is no going back, they have graduated, like an arrow from the string that can never go back. Sorghum hesitated for a moment, and said to Pang Xiaoya: "Duck, you are so beautiful tonight, let's really feel the beautiful scenery of Perfume River tonight, how about it?"
Pang Xiaoya didn't say anything, a playful smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and her eyes were still looking at the river in a daze.
Sorghum knew that Pang Xiaoya didn't shake her head, which meant that she had agreed in her heart, this was the consistent style of the girl still holding the pipa and half-covering her face, so she happily took out 20 yuan from her pocket and said, "Rent a big one." ”
The woman looked for change and said, "This young man has good facial features and neat work, and at first glance he is not a mortal, but he must be developed." Then he walked away happily.
Under a dragon claw tree, the light of the street lamp passes through the gaps in the branches and leaves, dim and hazy, this is a parting night, parting makes people feel confused, parting makes people more passionate, the sweat of two people is mixed together, there is courage, passion, mind, and responsibility. They have said goodbye to school completely, they will be people who will start a family together, and all their actions will also step to new heights. Occasionally, a few pedestrians walked leisurely by, seemingly noticing the couple under the tree, who were numb to the sight.
A KTV by the river is singing melodiously - I am like a fish in your lotus pond, just to wait for the white moonlight with you, swimming through the four seasons, the lotus flowers are still fragrant, waiting for you to be in the middle of the water......