Chapter 18: Mistakes
When Wang Han arrived at the hospital, he checked the relevant information of the hospitalization and once again determined that the leg amputation was Li Yue. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
She picked up the phone and began to dial, although she had picked up the phone and put it down many times in the past, because she felt that she had nothing to say to Li Yue.
Earlier, it was to turn off the phone, but later she felt that since Li Yue chose someone else, what was the point of fighting again, because she believed the fact that Jiang Ling said.
But at this moment, Wang Han didn't care about it at all, she was glad that she didn't delete Li Yue's number.
When dialing in, I saw Li Yue's smile in a military uniform again, and I still felt a warm feeling in my heart.
The ringtone on the other end of the phone was Eason Chan's song "Because of Love", and she was deeply attracted by this song while waiting.
"Your call is temporarily unanswered......
After Wang Han hung up, he thought to himself, he must be unwilling to answer my call, doesn't he want me to know all this? Is it because he's crippled that he doesn't want me anymore?
Wang Han sent him a text message: I really want to see you, is that okay?
Anxiously waiting at the entrance of the hospital, there was no reply.
After Li Yue came back from the army, he was still very idle at home, and at the moment he was cooking with his mother.
After hearing the ringtone of the mobile phone, I was going to pick it up, but I didn't have time to stir-fry, and this time I took the time to see the familiar phone number, Li Yue's heart set off a storm, and his expression became a little panicked.
Although he hated her in his heart, he still retained that deep reluctance, which would give him a glimmer of hope, that is, Wang Han would return to his side, but he knew that it was too impossible.
After seeing Wang Han's text message, he was about to pick it up and knock it out: Why do you want to see me?
But after a pause and then deleted, he suddenly thought of his own appearance, and thought that seeing me only added to her pity, or forget it, maybe soon she would forget me.
On the way back, Wang Han kept thinking about the things before and after, where Li Yue went, how could he be so seriously injured, why didn't he tell me, how did he survive? Thinking of the scene of Li Yue kissing with herself on the Ferris wheel, the appearance when she got on the train, thinking about it, she unconsciously cried, and finally she decided to go to the army to see him.
Li Yue has been in frequent contact with his friends for a few days, and has learned a lot of things, which also makes him have a lot of pressure, it is really difficult to start a new life, the military major he has learned is basically not used in the local area, and the management is almost not a model with the locality, friends of this age are not successful in their respective industries, and they are all veterans with rich experience, and everything is zero for him now.
Therefore, Li Yue had already bought several books on applying for the civil service examination before the training of demobilized military officers began, and he wanted to lay a foundation in advance.
Li Yue is well aware of his own conditions, and he also has the idea of going to the Disabled Persons' Federation, but he feels that he is not a disabled person, and he can do everything that a normal person can do, so he wants to choose a good unit with his own achievements.
Wang Han took a leave of absence and took the train to the city of Li Yue's troops, this was her first time in the army, and her previous impressions were all on TV, as well as Li Yue's narration. From the door, she could see the neat camp inside, her heart was both excited and worried, she was afraid that Li Yue would not see her, and she would be indifferent to her, and she was even more afraid that Li Yue really had a girlfriend......
After the registered doorman called, he told him that Li Yue had changed jobs a month ago.
Wang Han thought that he was so stupid, why didn't he go to his house first, and then come directly to the army, even if he didn't change jobs, he would definitely be recuperating at home if he was injured, how could he be here.
Wang Han was about to leave when a soldier ran over and stopped her.
"Sister-in-law, wait a minute!" It was Platoon Commander Zhu who came.
Wang Han looked around and pointed at himself, do you mean calling me?
"Yes, you should be Li Yue's target, right?"
Hearing this title, Wang Han still had a burst of joy, "Well, yes, what's wrong?" ”
"By the way, this is the box that Li Yue left with me, as well as the photos of us together when we left a while ago, you can just bring them back to him." Platoon Commander Zhu handed over the box after speaking.
"Okay." Wang Han took it.
"Okay, sister-in-law, I'll go back first, and I have an inspection today." Platoon Commander Zhu smiled and hurriedly ran back.
Wang Han opened the box in the car on the way back.
There was a half-written letter that hadn't been sent, and a dozen photos.
Wang Han:
It's getting colder,
I don't know if you're wearing thick or not,
Don't just care about the demeanor and ignore the temperature.
My thoughts of you are like snow drifting like this,
From heaven down to the earth to melt away,
created this silvery white and beautiful world,
My thoughts rose from my heart,
melted into this piece of love rain,
Weaving the dreams of each future of me and you......
I would love to ...... again."
The word "again" was only half written, which Wang Han guessed, but there must have been something left, so he didn't finish writing the following words.
Looking at those photos, he hugged his comrades-in-arms, some laughed, some tears, looking at the photos, she imagined the scene of Li Yue leaving the company that day, and her eyes slowly became rosy.
I thought to myself: he is so stupid, how can he bear such a big thing? He was afraid that I would be uncomfortable and didn't dare to tell me, he was so stupid.....
Wang Han lay on his arm and cried......
It happened to be raining outside the train, and it was the rainy season, and how much of this rain was made of tears.
One night, Li Yue was watching a ball game at home when suddenly the doorbell rang.
It was my sister who went to open the door, and when she saw that it was Wang Han, she was quite excited, so she hurriedly opened the door, because she didn't know what happened between them, and Li Yue never said it.
"Brother, someone is looking for you!" As he spoke, his eyebrows were raised.
"Who?" When he saw Wang Han, the whole person was stunned, and he paused for a long time, "Why are you ......?"
"Sit down, I'll make you tea." My sister was very attentive, and after saying that, she ran to the kitchen.
"I'd like to talk to you, okay?" Wang Han looked at Li Yue, his eyes were so gentle.
Li Yue hesitated for a moment, "Okay, you wait for me." ”
I went back to my room on crutches.
At that moment, although Wang Han knew that Li Yue was disabled, when he really saw the scene where he had no legs and picked up the prosthetic leg and pressed it, Wang Han's eyes were moist again, and he looked at Li Yue with distress.
Li Yue got dressed and went out with Wang Han.
Along the way, he was silent, and he was no longer the Li Yue who always loved to come and go.
In fact, both of them have too much to say, but they don't know where to start, or they are both thinking about each other, whether they should ask those questions.
In a secluded café, two people sat down.
"Is life still happy?" Li Yue said lightly. In fact, Li Yue wanted to ask if his married life was happy or not.
Wang Han didn't understand the deep meaning, he just felt strange, how could he ask like this, and calmed down again, "Not happy, but happier than you." Tell me, I want to hear your story. ”
Li Yue smiled lightly, feeling that Wang Han had always been a curious person, "Is there any point in talking about it?" ”
Wang Han couldn't stand it a little at the moment, "Say it, I want to hear whatever you think, do you know, how sad I am these days, why can you be like this?" I'm looking for you in the army, you know? ”
Li Yue was also a little uncontrollable at the moment, "Are you sad?" What do you have to be sad about, I admit, I don't want to tell you everything, why am I telling you? Does it make you sad with me? Soon Li Yue realized that he was a little excessive, and immediately calmly sighed.
"Li Yue! We are lovers, we are confidants, and we should bear it together! Because I love you!" Wang Han's eyes were full of tears at this time.
Li Yue's heart has long softened, once, only in his dreams could he hear Wang Han say that he loved him, but now that he heard it, he should be happy, but he was even more lost.
"Please respect yourself, you are now a family man......"
Wang Han felt inexplicable, "What are you talking about?" What family do I have, what nonsense are you talking about? ”
"Okay, I don't want to say anything, it's pointless to keep arguing, let's end it like this, life is still long, and I don't need you to pity me." Li Yue got up to leave.
"You stop for me, you tell me clearly, who has a family?" Wang Han had to figure out what was going on at this moment.
Li Yue felt that Wang Han was just trying to express sympathy for himself at the moment, he knew that she was kind and apologetic, and he didn't want her to feel guilty in his heart, so he said the words that allowed him to stab himself to death: "I have a family, and you are not a woman in the world!" Now we are all doing our own thing, and no one should interfere with anyone! With that, he got up and left.
Wang Han wanted to pull him, but when he thought of what Jiang Ling said, maybe he really had someone else, so he stopped.
Looking at Li Yue's figure, so resolute, she only had tears left at the moment, she lay on the table and cried.
Li Yue was outside the café, looking at Wang Han who was crying, his eyes were already rosy. He didn't expect the last meal to end like this.
At this moment, Li Yue's phone rang.
After adjusting his mood, he continued on the phone: "Oh, okay, I see." I'm sure I'll be on time. ”
It was a call from the military transfer office, and Li Yue just wanted to study hard and take the exam at this time......