Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Mourning of the Empty Mound
On the second day, Yingruo drove her two children to the cemetery area, she set up an empty mound for her mother Yamaguchi Apricot, the tombstone did not write the mother's name but wrote the mother's tomb, the mother and son walked to the tomb and put down three bouquets of flowers, the three of them were dressed in black and black pants, looking dignified and quiet. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info Yingruo took out a handkerchief and gently wiped the dust from her mother's tombstone.
"Mother, Michiko came to see you, I waited so long and waited for so long, that person came back, but fate made people, we became the most familiar strangers, he forgot me, completely forgot me, I have thought many times why he didn't come back, but I didn't think that he was because of amnesia, and now he not only has amnesia but also has a brain tumor. Mother, what should I do, what should I do? Is it to forgive him? Or do you think you haven't seen him and haven't seen him? What exactly should I do? ”
Ying Ruo knelt in front of her mother's empty grave and meditated silently, An Chen and An Qi just stood on both sides and looked at their grandmother's tomb. Every year today, rain or shine, they come to worship their grandmother. And Ying Ruo would kneel in front of her grandmother's grave for a long, long time before she got up to leave. This time was no exception, and it took a long time for Ying Ruo to get up. The mother and son bowed to the tombstone again before leaving.
Driving home, Xiaoxue was already waiting at Yingruo's door. She and Sister-in-law Li prepared a sumptuous lunch and bath water for the mother and son, so that the three of them could wash up and eat a delicious meal when they returned home. Looking at Ying Ruo's tired face, she brought a cup of bird's nest for Ying Ruo: "Miss, in fact, I have endured it for a long time, my brother-in-law is back this time, what do you think." ”
Ying Ruo smiled faintly and tasted a mouthful of bird's nest first: "Then in your opinion, what should I do?" ”
"It's been more than 20 years, it should be over, either get back together with my brother-in-law, or separate completely, anyway, it's been so many years, I think Long Sanshao is good, why don't you think about it?" Besides, it's been a few years since the third young master's wife passed away, hasn't he been waiting for you? Give him a chance. ”
"Xiaoxue, Xiao Yu and I can only be good friends and confidants. You can say everything, but in fact, I don't understand what he is doing to me? But he had already hurt his dead wife in order to be with me, and I couldn't hurt him anymore. Over the years, he has taken care of me and given me too much, but he and I will never be able to get together, you know? Don't say that again. ”
"Miss, what do you think? Long Sanshao, you don't want it, I'm afraid of hurting him, what about my brother-in-law? ”
"In this life, I have loved Yuheng, I have also experienced life and death, and I have also experienced hatred, in fact, nothing matters, I don't want to affect his life, and I am used to being alone, now as long as Chenchen and Qiqi are good, it doesn't matter." If there is anything involved, it is Yu Heng's illness, since I know and I have seen Yu Heng, I will not care, no matter what, he is still the biological father of Chen Chen and Qiqi, after all, we were once husband and wife. ”
Xiaoxue listened to Ying Ruo say these words so easily. She understands how bitter Yingruo is in her heart, after so many years, she has gone from expectation to disappointment, from disappointment to despair. She can only use work to numb her hurt feelings, and she has given all her love to Anchen and Anqi for so many years. This time Yu Heng came back suddenly, or amnesia and brain tumor, how can this make her own lady embarrassed?
"Miss, Xiaoxue can't speak, if you make Miss sad, Xiaoxue apologizes." ”
"No, I don't blame you, you're also doing it for my good." What about Moon Bin? Why haven't you come back yet? ”
"He has a case to go to court today. I'll be back in the afternoon. ”
"Let Ah Wu and Wen Bin come to my place for dinner tonight, it's time for our family to have a good family meal." And I want to have something to say. Ying Ruo said.
"Yes. Xiao Xuedao, she heard Ying Ruo explain that she had made up her mind. But I don't know what the decision was, so I look forward to the evening.
It was getting dark, and in the Fu family's restaurant, Long Xiaoyu and Long Fei'er, father and daughter, also joined in, and Wu Xiaoxue, as well as Wen Bin and An Qi, sat together. Ying Ruo sat on the main seat, and next to it was An Chen. She substituted juice for wine and said: "I invited everyone to dinner today because I think everyone should get together more." Second, I have something to say to you.
Long Xiaoyu's heart sank, and he glanced up at Ying Ruo: "Ying Ruo, no matter what decision you make, I will always stand behind you and support you, I said that I can't be husband and wife with you in this life, but it's good to be able to be a confidant, we are still relatives." I will love you forever. ”
Long Xiaoyu's direct confession, everyone here is no longer surprised, everyone knows that Long Xiaoyu likes Yingruo, and he always likes to say what is in his heart to his face. So what should they do, but Ying Ruo was moved this time, and she nodded: "Thank you." Thank you for taking care of me and loving me for so many years, and I also thank you for treating Chenchen and Kiki as your own for so many years. Actually, I mean to say. I am determined to help Fu Yuheng heal, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I want him to live well. That's it. ”
A simple sentence made everyone have mixed feelings, An Chen stroked Yingruo: "Mommy, I support you, I will also work hard to learn to manage the company well, don't let you work so hard anymore, I am the man of the Fu family, and I should take responsibility." Daddy's thing, I think it's better to go with the flow, Daddy is always Daddy, no matter when and where he is, forget or don't forget is our Daddy. Kiki and I understood what to do. ”
"Although it is a very simple decision, but after so many years, there are several twenty years of life that can be wasted, but year after year, when you are old, you shouldn't care so much, I just hope that Fu Yuheng can get better, I hope he can get better." ”
"Mommy. Can my brother and I invite Daddy for my birthday next month? Angel asked.
"What can you not do?" Yingruo looked at Angel with a smile. "That's your father's land, and you should love your father well." ”
The meal ends in a warm and relaxed atmosphere. Long Fei'er and An Chen, An Qi and Wen Bin were watching the video, and Ying Ruo and Long Xiaoyu were walking in the yard for a walk.
"Yingruo. Are you still in love with Fu Yuheng? Long Xiaoyu still asked the question he had always wanted to ask.
Ying Ruo didn't answer, and the silence lasted between the two of them for a while. Ying Ruo stopped: "It's hard for me to answer your question, really, because I don't even know the answer myself." ”
"What about me? Do you love me? Or is there me in your heart for so many years? ”
"Yes, I have you in my heart. But I also have Yuheng in my heart. ”
Long Xiaoyu stood with his hands behind his back and smiled bitterly: "Actually, you have me in your heart, I should be content, there are two people in your heart, me and your husband, but I understand that I can never replace Yu Heng, because your love has gone through the test of life and death, and I am just the person who has accompanied you for twenty years." ”
"But you and Yu Heng are both very important to me. You are like my relative, but Yuheng is someone I will never forget in my heart. ”
"If Fu Yuheng remembered the past between you one day, would you choose to stay with him for the rest of your life?" Long Xiaoyu asked.
"Xiao Yu, I can't answer your questions, I won't know until then." It is impossible for me to judge what is going to happen in the future. ”
"I'm sorry, Yingruo, I'm just a little uncomfortable. I'm very selfish, if Fu Yuheng doesn't come back, I can always look at you like this, protect you, and love you, but he just came back, I know that I can't treat you without scruples like before, after all, you and Fu Yuheng are husband and wife. But my heart tells me that Fu Yuheng should come back, because you have him in your heart. But tonight you can tell me that I have me in your heart, and I'm already very happy. ”
"In short, in my opinion, many times we can't control our future, it's better to face our future calmly, whether it's good or bad, after hard work, there will be gains, I just hope to have a clear conscience." ”
"Yes, you have to have a clear conscience. ”
However, a wave of dizziness hit, Ying Ruo's whole person seemed to be shrouded in darkness, she only heard Long Xiaoyu call her, and she lost consciousness with a "Ying Ruo".