Chapter 166: A Different Path
The summer night in the mountains is quiet, the moonlight is extraordinarily bright, and the branches and leaves of the towering ancient trees rustle in the breeze outside the window. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info fireflies flickering silently in the forest, like elves.
The voice of the bamboo song is so soft, so soft, but so bitter. After she finished speaking, she fell silent, and focused on helping Gillian disassemble her bun, and her black hair fell down like a waterfall.
Gillian stood up and looked at the leak in the room. smiled briskly: "Zhuge, it's still early, accompany me to the lake for a walk." ”
She deliberately wanted to break the bitterness in Zhu Ge's heart, why didn't Zhu Ge know? I took the gown from the hanger at the moment. "Even though it's a bitter summer, it's still a little cool at night by the lake."
Gillian obediently followed the gauze-thin gown on the bed, pulled through the bamboo song and pushed the door to the lake.
The cicada noise forest is quiet, and the birdsong mountain is more secluded.
At night, the frogs and insects by the lake are mixed together, but it makes people feel a deep seclusion. Under the corridor, there is a round bench to enjoy the scenery under the tree during the day, and Gillian sits down with Zhuge in the moonlight on this summer night.
Gillian wanted to talk to Zhuge, but she also saw the dull atmosphere in the house. As soon as I arrived at the lake, I was drunk in the moonlight all over the ground, and I only felt suddenly bright.
A large area of lotus flowers in the lake is in full bloom, squeezing and squeezing brilliantly in the silver-white moonlight like quicksand.
The lotus flower is very simple, and under the palm-sized petals is a disc-like green leaf, but it is so beautiful and beautiful. Slim and elegant, if there is a wind passing, the fragrance overflows.
The trees by the lake were darker, and the dappled black shadows fell in the moonlight, and the sound of cicadas in the trees and frogs in the water was so lively that it only made people feel bored and gone.
No one spoke, just sat quietly by the lake.
Zhu Ge may not have sat quietly in the moonlit night for a while without distractions like this for a long time, only to feel that the bitterness and darkness in his heart slowly dispersed gently and gently.
She never talks about herself to anyone, and she is more used to burying everything in her heart. Wait until sleepless nights to tell yourself over and over again that they will pass, and then force yourself to sleep.
But the ghost said to Gillian by surprise, "The first time I met him was a winter dusk, he stepped on the water to cross the river, and he was handsome. Just one glance, I can't forget him. ”
"Why don't you say it?" During the Qin and Han dynasties, the atmosphere was free, and there was a description of women's euphemistic and bold courtship in the Book of Poetry. Zhuo Wenjun's night run is known as a good story, and the woman's confession is nothing.
These people in the hands of the Empress Dowager can't help but get married, and Zhuge is such a character, can anyone look down on it?
Zhu Ge shook his head slightly, "He is a ranger, and I am a person in the palace, and I am born with an opposite." What's more, his nephew died because of me, and their family would not agree to me and him. ”
The moonlight is like water, and her voice has nothing to do with joy or anger, just calmly telling stories like others. "Actually, from the beginning to the end, I didn't say a few words to him. He doesn't know my mind, and I don't know his mind. ”
She stood up, tears streaming down her cheeks, but smiled, "Ma'am, I sometimes think that this is actually my own business. It doesn't matter if he likes me or not, whether he wants to be with me or not. As long as I like him, it can be for life, right? ”
The bamboo song stood in the moonlight, and all kinds of customs turned into pity for me. Gillian's heart was sour, and she nodded slightly.
She swallowed back her tears and said with a wry smile, "So, I can't hurt him." ”
What Zhu Ge is talking about now is Zhang Boda, she understands that she can't forget the ranger who made her worry, and she can't accept Zhang Boda.
Gillian got up, held her hand, and said softly: "Bamboo song, it will pass." The love between men and women is not the whole of life, there are those who can live better, and those who do not will not die. We can always find new sustenance, right? ”
Zhuge nodded tearfully.
And Zhang Liang in the main courtyard heard Gillian's words clearly, he had no intention of eavesdropping, but his cultivation had been perfected, and his hearing was not a little more sensitive than ordinary people. I heard Zhu Ge say that there was already someone in my heart, but I smiled faintly, thinking that it was indeed time to persuade Boda one or two.
When I heard Gillian say that the private relationship between men and women is not the whole of life, I didn't feel a little chilled.
She also said this.
Ordinary women, all she wants in her life is the happiness and stability of her husband and children. She is different in the end, when love is extinguished, she can stand up and go higher and higher.
High enough to overlook the world, high enough to be able to repay it, and so high that the people in the world don't tremble for her.
He also asked her if she was happy?
She had delicate eyebrows and eyes, and answered him with a faint smile as if she had heard a joke, does it matter if she is unhappy?
He knew that she still cared, and she hated from love. She didn't put it down as dashing as she faced, she walked away step by step.
Zhang Liang closed his eyes gently, and the emotions in his heart were stirring repeatedly.
She is Dou Yatou's granddaughter in the end, and she is stubborn and stubborn. You saw your own shadow on Dou Yatou at the beginning, but you didn't expect this trace to be heavier on her descendants?
It's just that in the end, it's just a shadow, and no one can look at the world like her.
On a summer morning, the lake is covered with light mist. The green lotus leaves, the large pure white lotus flowers, and the verdant bamboo forest are swaying in the wind.
The leaves of the trees, which had been turned white by the scorching sun, became more and more verdant and black after being watered by the torrential rain.
Gillian was picked up in the early hours of the morning, facing the morning breeze and listening to Zhang Liang say Qimen Dunjia. She was a little confused, but the old man naturally cooperated on a whim.
After hastily finishing breakfast, I learned to use dinner, and there was hardly a moment of leisure in between. After dinner, it is even more late at night.
One day can be said to be a temporary idea, but after a few days of tossing like this, everyone knows that Zhang Liang has changed his plan again.
As for what the original plan looked like, what the current plan looks like. He didn't have to explain to anyone, only Zhang Boda felt a little nostalgic when he saw such a familiar scene happening in front of him.
But these days he has been depressed, and he can't wait to sweat all the twelve hours a day in the fields. In this way, I will not toss and turn at night, so that I can not dream of her, and I will not be heartbroken.
As for why the royal father took out the posture he taught him when he was a child to face the middle palace, he didn't understand. I only thought in my heart that the fate of the middle palace was so difficult to solve, and I had to pass more than three points myself.
Gillian knows that she only needs to get started with a little bit of it, but she doesn't have a standard for judgment in her heart. Don't know what exactly is to get started? Seeing that the study tasks are getting heavier and heavier day by day, they all have the appearance of the college entrance examination that year.
I only feel normal in my heart, and I don't want to be sorry for waiting for some painstaking work. It is even more hard work day and night, and he is a human being in two lives, not to mention how much he is better than others. But after being educated by later generations, she has a broader mind. It made Zhang Liang feel a little unexpected, originally to teach her well to avoid trouble in the future, but found that the qualifications were not bad.
After going back and forth, Gillian finally gradually touched the way, and gradually had her own understanding on Qimen Dunjia.
And when Gillian was concentrating on learning Qimen Dunjia under Zhang Liang's teaching, the palace was very uneasy, and a storm was about to rise. (To be continued.) )