On the occasion of the 30th Teacher's Day, I would like to dedicate this to all rural teachers who are working the front line!

The garrison of the heart

Author: Tudu

1. Failed gift-giving

Another summer vacation is like a sunset swallowed on the western mountain, leaving only a crimson eyebrow about to fall, and the inexplicable fear is like a sword in a storm, and the raindrops are smashing towards Du Xiaoming with teeth and claws. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoA friend of the official fortune said radiantly that life lies in sports, and promotion lies in activities; The road is long, and the big and small officials are seeking up and down; Spiders can sit back and enjoy their success by relying on that web of relationships. Under the grafting of the consciousness of this gall-loving friend, Du Xiaoming felt that there was a kind of pressure in the breath that was about to leave every day, so that the whole summer vacation was not a calm self-cultivation, but like a lost lamb with a troubled heart.

Du Xiaoming sometimes feels that it doesn't matter where he teaches and educates, it doesn't matter if the wind and rain on the road are bumpy and bumpy, and it doesn't matter if the school bumps and bumps, but Du Xiaoming feels that the days have passed for a long time, but he can't put his face down. Relatives and friends and neighbors always ask with concern where you teach, oops, how can you run far? Pay attention to your body. Oh, it's too biased, the activity is closer, like a lot of care, like a lot of comfort, but it's sour, every time it makes people feel dry, after all, people are dignified.

Du Xiaoming has been stationed in the most remote place of Jixiang Town for three years, Du Xiaoming was 30 years old when he was sent from junior high school to be the principal for exercise, young and promising, but this is the most remote and backward school in the town, character determines fate, Du Xiaoming is still full of enthusiasm and really soaked his whole heart in the school. In the first year, the school's foundation was too thin, and the grades did not improve much, Du Xiaoming felt that it was a loss of his style to find a leader to change a good place, and the overall results of the school in the second year were the second in the town, but the director of the central school was replaced, and the new director was not familiar with the situation, and all the personnel did not move, and in the third year, the school achieved the first place in the town, and Du Xiaoming was even more unconfident. It's been three years, and a brand new Jialing is basically sick and disabled on the bumpy Shijian Road. It's been three years, and the hair has quietly turned white. Sometimes the road is under your feet, but sometimes the road is in the leader's thinking, and the butt decides the head in officialdom after all. It's time for him to change places, but he doesn't know where to go next, even if he continues to let him go back to his original junior high school or work as a general teacher closer to home, Du Xiaoming feels involuntary and helpless.

This summer vacation is as slow as a century, patiently sharpening Du Xiaoming's heart.

In the early morning of August 20th, the weather was still hot like a steamer, sweat was constantly surging out like mushrooms after rain, and the blue clothes were frosty and white into several irregular maps, sticky. When Du Xiaoming got off the bus, he felt hotter and drier in his heart than in the car, and Du Xiaoming felt that he had really entered the "barbecue" mode.

"Have you eaten?" The mother-in-law was pouring laundry detergent into the washing machine, glanced at Du Xiaoming, and stirred the water inside with her hands while greeting.

"I ate, and I drank a bowl of egg tea at home at five o'clock." Du Xiaoming put a bag of apples on the coffee table in the living room and went up to the second floor.

Liu Cancan was wearing wide pajamas and leaning on the bed leisurely, staring intently at the flickering screen, Lao Bi and the audience shouted three, two, and one in unison, the atmosphere seemed high and intense, but suddenly a non-painful, non-itchy, salty and non-light advertisement flashed, her daughter Liu Xiaomi was lying on the one-meter-high desk writing homework, the air conditioner was breathing evenly, and goosebumps instantly covered Du Xiaoming's bare arm.

Liu Xiaomi's arrow jumped up and climbed on Du Xiaoming's neck, and called Dad, his black eyes were drowned in two tidal tears, and the chair behind him was facing the sky with a noisy voice.

"I'm being criticized again." Du Xiaoming wiped away Liu Xiaomi's tears that he was about to glide.

"My mom watches TV, she doesn't let me watch it, she has to do my homework." Liu Xiaomi's voice sobbed, and her tears were like fried peas.

"Don't cry, school will start in ten days, and if you don't do your homework, it's even more embarrassing to start school." Du Xiaoming put down Liu Xiaomi and picked up the chair. Liu Can was still watching the TV absentmindedly, pulling a narrow face, which was quite worrying.

Liu Can led Liu Xiaomi back ten days early, because he was born in his mother's house, worked in his mother's house, and shouted that he was uncomfortable after living in his mother-in-law's house for a few days, and the weather was hot, he used work as a quarrel and Du Xiaoming had a few words, and he should have returned to his parents' house.

Du Xiaoming carefully and softly spoke to Liu Xiaomi, while glancing at the expressionless Liu Can with his residual eyes, Liu Can's face was still like an unfermented dead dough, without saying a word, Du Xiaoming's words were held in his throat and bulging.

"There's a meeting the day after tomorrow, and you don't want to know where you're going this year? No heart at all! So many people have been exercising in the distance for a year and then coming back, and you have been there for a few years. The mother-in-law pushed open the door and the sound exploded loudly, and Du Xiaoming's nerves immediately tensed.

"I'll go to the director tomorrow." After Du Xiaoming finished speaking, he felt as if he had done something wrong. "Maybe it's okay this year."

"You go and talk about it, just go to the school close to the house to teach, run so far all year round, you can't eat well, you can't sleep well, what's the sin? You see so many teachers teaching at the door, how good it is for the family to be together. The mother-in-law sat in front of Liu Can's bedside and prepared for the political class.

Although the mother-in-law said coldly, Du Xiaoming knew that the mother-in-law felt sorry for herself, but she felt very helpless, Du Xiaoming said: "I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

"It's really not good, don't be a principal, it's better to be an ordinary teacher, and worry less about dim sum." The mother-in-law turned off the TV, and Liu Xiaomi saw that the atmosphere was not right, so she sneaked out to play with friends of the same age.

Liu Can kicked and pulled the slippers, opened the drawer, took out the salary book, threw it in front of Du Xiaoming's eyes and said: "You are all thirty cornered people, you have no brains at all, you have to be promoted to the title, it is a matter of a lifetime, the family is anxious for you, you are really angry." ”

"Resign yourself to fate, find the leader to take it, I really haven't given a gift." Du Xiaoming blushed with embarrassment, he felt that the eyes of his mother-in-law and Liu Can were like arrows, and ten thousand arrows pierced his heart.

"You're really dependent on the sky for food. I heard that this year, the principal of our school has become the deputy director of the central school, so you can talk about it, maybe it will be a good opportunity. Liu Can is obviously a lot less angry.

"To the central primary school, there are more than 1,000 students, which requires qualifications and experience, and I really don't have that ability." Du Xiaoming said self-deprecatingly.

"If you don't try, you don't know if you can't, you have to find a leader, just move you closer." The mother-in-law still spoke very quickly, and her voice was still very bright.

Before the mother-in-law's voice fell, Liu Can continued: "You have made so much effort in the school in the past few years, the school has gone from the first to the first in the town to the first in the town now, the leaders of the central school, the teachers of the town and the local people are obvious to all, you can do well in such a remote place, but you have no confidence in a good place." ”

Du Xiaoming rubbed his temples, started to sit in the car at 6 o'clock in the morning, more than three hours, dizzy, tired and squirmed all over his body, just got off the car and returned to his mother-in-law's house, and was educated by splitting his head and covering his face, not to mention that he still has thoughts and consciousness, he just wants to end this embarrassing situation as soon as possible, he took a deep breath, shook his head, pretended to go to the toilet, walked out of the door, and felt relieved.

At night, the moon outside the window is as bright as losing high pressure, the continuous mountain peaks loom like a giant python lurking, occasionally a gust of wind, the applause of the leaves rises and falls, Du Xiaoming's heart is as bright as the moon, although the room is still a little hot, but the wind is very suitable for the itching of wisps of itching, and the comfort will be extinguished. Liu Can snorted sweetly beside him, his seductive body was concave and convex in his wide pajamas, he hadn't been together for half a month, Du Xiaoming's whole body was itchy, and he had a feeling of compatibility and unfulfilled responsibility. Du Xiaoming couldn't bear it, and tried to swim away on Liu Can's body, Liu Can kicked a few feet in a daze: "You are a donkey, can you still let people sleep?" Turning over, his half-bent bare shoulders extinguished Du Xiaoming's idea of happiness. Du Xiaoming felt that the important parts of his body were sealed, as if his mouth was covered, and he was so suffocated that his limbs were kicked and kicked, turning over and over, and a messy mood was crowded in his mind, the twists and turns of life, the ups and downs of the road ahead, and the ups and downs of the road were chaotic in his mind.

Ten years ago, came to Jixiang Town to teach, more than 80 kilometers away from home, rarely went home, at that time and Liu Can a school, a total of 6 people in the school, the others are in their forties, Liu Can is from this village, a year earlier than Du Xiaoming came to school, two young people in a remote school where there are few people in the light of trees, there is no love with multiple choice questions. But when it came to talking about marriage, Liu Can had two sisters, and his parents were willing to take over his son-in-law, and Du Xiaoming was an only child, Liu Can told Du Xiaoming, my mother gave birth to two daughters, and she was very faceless in the countryside, and she always felt inferior. When the child's surname is Liu, Du Xiaoming said okay without hesitation. So he found a matchmaker to go to Liu Can's house to talk about matchmaking, and found a few matchmakers who didn't publicize Liu Can's parents, so Du Xiaoming had to lead Liu Can to negotiate in person. That night, I remembered that Liu Cancan's parents kept a straight face and kept silent, Liu Can said a lot of words without any improvement at all, Liu Can knelt in front of his parents, and in the end it was to no avail. Du Xiaoming cried, he said, Dad, Mom, Liu Can and I are so good, Liu Can is a good girl, when we fell in love, Liu Can told me not to leave you for the rest of my life, to feed you for a lifetime, I will do it, really. Liu Can's father finally spoke, we are not unsympathetic people, you are still young, many things are not considered in the long term, the key is for you to think about it in the future, you will have to support four old people in the future, and they are all rural people, and when the time comes, you will suffer from the old and the young. Du Xiaoming covered his tears and said, no matter how difficult it is in the future, we will be good to the two old parties, and I will be even more good to Liu Can and will not let her suffer. Liu Can's father sighed and said, let's watch the day tomorrow! That night, Du Xiaoming felt that he was the bravest and the most manly, and he married a daughter-in-law single-handedly. Later, Du Xiaoming and Liu Can were transferred to the town's middle school to teach due to their outstanding teaching performance, and then they had a daughter, and they built a house near the school, Liu Can's parents also moved to the town. Du Xiaoming always feels satisfied, Liu Can is beautiful and virtuous, his daughter is smart and naughty, and the family is happy. It's just that the work is a bit sad, in recent years, the principal team has become younger, Du Xiaoming has also been downgraded and exercised, the principals of the 16 primary schools in the town are all from the town, and it seems that they can all climb invisible relatives, only Du Xiaoming is from other towns, and he feels a little ostracized. Director Yang and Du Xiaoming's fellow villagers were just transferred last year, as long as the director praised Du Xiaoming at the meeting, there were always people who scolded the leader in front of Du Xiaoming after the meeting, saying that Du Xiaoming was not a good person. In addition, Liu Can's sister set up a factory in Zhejiang, saying that she lacked reliable management, with an annual salary of more than 50,000 yuan, and she has been following Du Xiaoming. Ten days ago, Liu Can had a quarrel with Du Xiaoming over whether to leave his post without pay, and Liu Can led Liu Xiaomi back to Jixiang Town in a fit of anger......

When Liu Xiaomi pinched Du Xiaoming's nose, Du Xiaoming's eyelids were glued together, and a dream of five 100,000 yuan in body rehearsal was stuck, and Du Xiaoming rose into flames.

"Pinch hard, pinch your dad's mouth and nose." When Du Xiaoming opened his eyes, Liu Can's mouth was on Liu Xiaomi's ear, Liu Xiaomi smiled evilly, and his other hand was attacking Du Xiaoming's mouth.

Du Xiaoming rolled to the side of the bed, his mind suddenly woke up, and repeatedly figured out the five numbers in the dream, which seemed to be vague and vague, and each number from 0 to 9 seemed to be, and it seemed to be neither.

"Dad, the sun is shining on my buttocks, and my milk rice has already been prepared." Liu Xiaomi said while scratching the soles of Du Xiaoming's feet.

Du Xiaoming's stomach was on fire, but looking at Liu Xiaomi's sunflower's face, Du Xiaoming was excited to cooperate with this harmonious atmosphere and raised his hand: "I surrender, baby, spare Dad." ”

Liu Xiaomi giggled, the sun shined through the window, whitewashing Liu Can's face full of smiles, Liu Can was in a much better mood today.

"Sleep in the dark, when is it, if there is no priority, hurry up and do your business today." Liu Can quickly put the dirty clothes in his arms.

Du Xiaoming hurriedly took a few bites of food, rode a motorcycle, ran to the post office, gritted his teeth, took out all the 8,000 yuan he had saved in half a year's salary book, wrapped it tightly in an envelope, put it in his trouser pocket, held it tightly with his left hand, and rode a motorcycle with his right hand. When the motorcycle entered the central school yard, Du Xiaoming felt his palms sweaty.

The courtyard of the central school is messy with several motorcycles, due to the gradual heat of the weather, the whole yard seems empty and dazzling, the sun shines on a Xinyi tree leaves, reflecting a little bit of golden light, and the thin fluff on the back of the curly leaves looks lifeless. In the flower pond, the buds were blooming and bright, red, yellow, and white were smiling in the green leaves, Du Xiaoming flashed into the director's office as if he was doing a crime, and several people stood up and left.

The director warmly beckoned Du Xiaoming to sit down and poured tea noisily.

"Director Yang, when did you come up?" Du Xiaoming took the initiative to talk.

"It's been a week since I came up, and the start of school is very serious, and you see that just now a few ordinary people came to complain, saying that the principal of Tavern Village is incapable of doing his job, and he asked for a resolute change."

Du Xiaoming smiled sourly, he understood the tavern, it was separated from his original school by a ridge, the principal was an old fritter, plus he had been sick in the past two years, and the geographical location of the school was particularly complicated, most of them were old teachers over 40 years old, and there was only one young teacher, who was uneasy about the status quo, was admitted to graduate school, asked for leave today, and had something to do tomorrow, and the school was helpless. The principal and the director of education fought with each other and complained to each other, and the school could cause an uproar in the society, and the teaching performance has always been the first in the town, and the people complained constantly.

"Now people are very sensitive to school work." Du Xiaoming sympathized with the tavern principal's helpless situation.

"You know this best about working at the grassroots level for a long time, what do you think of Tavern Elementary School?" After pouring the tea, the director sat on the office chair with a calm expression, and asked Du Xiaoming coldly.

Du Xiaoming hesitated. "I thought that the principals there were not enough quality awareness and the management was not detailed."

Du Xiaoming deliberately dealt with it hastily, in fact, he knew everything about that school, but in the past, many principals predicted that Du Xiaoming might go to the tavern in casual conversations, because on the one hand, Du Xiaoming is the youngest principal in the town, and he has a bit of momentum, and he is quite powerful to turn the tide and turn the tide, on the other hand, the other schools are calm, and the leaders have some deep or shallow backgrounds. In fact, Du Xiaoming is afraid of which school to go to, he needs to be promoted, and the local promotion depends on the five-year results, he used to be in the top two in junior high school teaching, and then now the school is the first to last in the first year, and the situation has finally been reversed in the past two years.

The director lifted his glasses, took out his notebook, and began to memorize it very seriously. The director is Du Xiaoming's most serious leader since teaching, more than 40 years old, used to be the principal of a middle school in another town, and the school management is always in the top three in the county, and the teaching quality of the town has been lagging behind in the county.

Du Xiaoming didn't want to let the tavern topic go any further, he felt that the temperature in the room was 35 degrees Celsius, and despite the whirring movement of the electric fan, sweat kept squirming out of his hair.

The brief silence froze the director's expectant eyes.

"Who do you think is the right person for our headmaster's team to go to the tavern?" The director looked at Du Xiaoming with a smile.

"I think I have to be transferred to an experienced principal, and it needs to be rectified there."

"Yes, I think you still have ideas in your work, most of our principals still lack pragmatism, and many of them are a little impetuous, eager for quick success." The director's words pierced Du Xiaoming's heart like a needle. After all, modern people are becoming more and more practical, too heavily polluted by unhealthy social tendencies, worshipping bureaucratic habits, submissively submissive, pointing fingers at subordinates, concentrating on foreign affairs, forming gangs, and teaching and management. Du Xiaoming feels that he has gradually become a person struggling in this pathology.

"Yes, yes." Du Xiaoming stiffened the smile on his face and nodded programmatically, Du Xiaoming didn't like this way of communication very much, in the face of the leader, he always gave people the feeling of walking on thin ice, which gradually made people a little cramped and uneasy, listening carefully with his ears on his ears, nodding nervously, and the dense sweat had been connected, as if there were ants crawling around uncomfortably. Du Xiaoming has always warned himself in his heart to have calm when he comes to major events, but when he arrives in front of the leader, he feels that his thoughts and even his body are like popsicles.

"Loyalty is not a sacrifice." Du Xiaoming's mobile phone rang very appropriately, and he knew that it was Liu Can calling.

Du Xiaoming pretended to answer the phone and told Liu Can that I would go back in a while.

After hanging up the phone, Du Xiaoming took out the envelope and pressed it under the director's desk calendar: "Director Yang, there is still something going on at home, you are busy, take the time to sit at home." ”

"What are you doing here, what opinions do you have to say directly, and you have written a letter." Director Yang opened the envelope neatly, and a bunch of red sheep babies poked out half of their waists from the envelope.

The red banknotes seemed to make the whole topic taste better, and Du Xiaoming's blood instantly rose and soaked his entire cheeks and even his neck, feeling like a crime.

"It's quite generous, it costs a few months' salary." The director pinched the red sheep baby. "Thousands?"

"Director, you see I've been in Shanghe Primary School for three years, and it's too far away from home." Du Duo Minnuo said.

"It's a good thing for young people to have ideas, but they can't engage in crooked ways, in Lao Mao's words, this is called sugar-coated cannonballs. Educational work needs real guns and ammunition, and it needs to be done in real work, and it is very useful to get back a few thousand yuan. The director stood up and stuffed it into the pocket of Du Xiaoming's chest. In the past few years, the school has done a good job, and the organization will consider it. ”

Du Xiaoming wanted to block the director's hand, but the thick envelope was already standing straight in the pocket of his chest.

"Director, if you don't catch me, I'm a little unsure, and my family is complaining." Du Xiaoming pulled out the envelope, but felt that there was nowhere to put it.

The director motioned for Du Xiaoming to sit down, and then sat on the sofa opposite. "Don't think nonsense, do a good job, where do you need to get there, you see that I am forty or fifty people, not one or two hundred miles away from home, I have never worked at home from a grassroots teacher to the present. You are still young, accumulating experience is your top priority, especially no experience in education management, not only smashing your own future, but also delaying the future of students, children can not withstand the toss, and the school can not be used as a test field. Youth is your capital, don't be ambitious, there are still heavy burdens to pick in the future, you have to learn to exercise yourself, just like a strong body needs to be built by yourself. Director Yang's natural smile like a sunflower moistened Du Xiaoming's heart, and at the same time, Du Xiaoming had an epiphany of many life philosophies.

The well-proportioned wind of the electric fan whined in his ears, and Du Xiaoming's heart calmed down a lot.

"I sometimes feel like a fly without a head, and I don't know where to fly or where to fly."

"It is normal for young people to be confused in life occasionally, but don't think about the society too complicated, don't let the crooked trends pollute themselves, as a teacher's main task is to teach and educate people, so that students can learn something, and establish a correct outlook on life and values, just like farmers planting crops so that every season of crops are harvested. As a principal, you must make the service radius stable, first to ensure the safety of students, and secondly, to improve the quality of teaching. Quality is the most powerful persuasive weapon for teachers and schools, just like a few parents reported that the tavern has been the last in the town in recent years, and if the principal and teachers are not changed, the children will be transferred en masse. People don't have high goals, but they just hope that the gap between their children's grades and the grades of children in other schools is not too big, especially in primary schools, where children lose at the starting line, and it will be difficult to run side by side with children of the same age in the future, so you have to be clear about the responsibilities and obligations of a rural teacher and principal, and don't have any distractions at work. ”

Director Yang's words popped out like a guitar with a very rhythmic grain, and Du Xiaoming felt very useful, and nodded in admiration naturally.

"As a principal, we should serve the development of students wholeheartedly, and be sincerely proud of the progress of students, which should become the value orientation of contemporary principals, so that ......"

A figure came in to interrupt the director's words, Du Xiaoming instinctively quickly transferred the envelope to his trouser pocket, and looked up to see that it was Xu Guoliang, the principal of the tavern elementary school.

"Guoliang, you're here." Du Xiaoming greeted Xu Guoliang with a smile, and then turned to Director Yang, "Director Yang, I still have something at home, so I'll go back first." He shifted his body outward.

"Okay, come back and sit when you have time." The director stood up and went all the way to the gate.

The sun outside was scorching, Du Xiaoming looked up at the sun and felt like an electric welding light, and many colorful halos suddenly swirled in front of him.

Du Xiaoming touched the thick pile in his pocket, and let out a deep breath, the gift failed, but Du Xiaoming felt relaxed and calm in his heart, he rarely chatted with the director before, although he chatted for less than half an hour today, he felt that he benefited a lot, at least the director's words made him convinced. In a good word, you should deal with people who are better than you. He turned into a nearby lottery spot and bought a five, pedaled the motorcycle, and the car ran with a hint of coolness.

Liu Can was on tiptoe, stretching his waist and putting on clothes, and his belly of half a plate of white flowers jumped playfully. Du Xiaoming wanted to poke his finger over, but saw Liu Xiaomi handing over the clothes on the side.

Du Xiaoming withdrew his finger. "Xiaomi, you see your mother belly dancing."

Liu Xiaomi put her little finger on her mouth and pierced it to Liu Can's navel. "Mom, look at my magic skills."

Liu Can retracted his body, picked up his wet clothes and threw them away. "your dad, your dad is really cheeky, look at the clothes he bought with me and the face of the joke mom."

The clothes crackled, and the cold water spread on the face, and Liu Xiaomi immediately picked up a wet suit and attacked it.

Du Xiaoming grabbed Liu Xiaomi. "You little traitor, little traitor."

The wet clothes were cold and sticky to Du Xiaoming's face.

"Daddy is the worst, knock down Daddy." Liu Xiaomi giggled, and her small fists beat rhythmlessly outside her clothes.

"You see your dad has money in his pocket, hurry up and pick it up." Liu Can exclaimed.

Du Xiaoming's mind was shocked, put down Liu Xiaomi, pulled off his clothes, and a few red dolls were scattered on the ground in a dazzling mess.

Liu Can leaned down and picked it up quickly.

"What, didn't go?"

"I went, but I didn't get a drop of oil." Du Xiaoming pressed the red doll with its head poking out of the envelope into his pocket.

"Then you have to find your relatives and find someone in the bureau or town."

Liu Can's smile completely faded, and he threw the money he picked up towards Du Xiaoming with a dark face.

"Dad, I want to buy popsicles, my mom never lets me eat popsicles." Liu Xiaomi shook a banknote she picked up and showed off.

"You dare." Liu Can pulled Liu Xiaomi's money over, "You dare to spend such a big amount of money, it's just lawless." ”

Liu Xiaomi squatted on the ground, covered her face with her hands, and played a whining sound.

Du Xiaoming hurriedly took out his wallet, took out a piece of money, and stuffed it to Liu Xiaomi.

"Baby, don't cry, hurry up and buy it, and bring one to your mother."

"Dad, that's good." Liu Xiaomi touched her tears, and the smoke disappeared.

"What a good actor, cry when he says, laugh when he laughs." Du Xiaoming grinned happily.

"And I still have a smile, if I go to the river again this year, don't come back at all, lead my daughter to serve, and try the taste of pulling the child with a handful of and urine, the child is in the second grade, when will you pick her up, send her, and give her homework."

"Serving the girl, how happy, I can't wait to revolve around the girl every day, no matter where I go this year, I will lead her, to ensure that the girl eats slowly and fragrantly, and the study is twice as good, I don't believe that she can't be led well, not to mention whether to go to the river or not is not up to me, and I can't dominate myself, you are blind to command."

"You have the ability to play tricks with me at home, and you have the ability to play prestige in front of the leader."

"It doesn't matter where you work, it's not all the same, it's up to fate."

Du Xiaoming felt that a war of words was imminent, so he put down a sentence, locked the motorcycle, and went upstairs to the bedroom.

"You will get used to children, you will slip away as soon as you talk about things, I am not for your good, I am afraid that you will not eat well far from home, sleep badly, and suffer from the wind and sun on the road, I am really kind to be a donkey's liver and lungs." Liu Can muttered while throwing his clothes with a snapping sound, and the feeling of cruelty seemed to be not throwing clothes, but Du Xiaoming.

Du Xiaoming opened the drawer, threw the money in and locked it, threw it on the bed, and filtered every detail before and after this morning's gift-giving, like a mouse in a sealed box, suffering at both ends, only feeling like laughing and crying without tears.