Lu Xiaoruo has been different from ordinary people since she was a child, she knows a lot, she understands a lot, and it is almost impossible to forget something, so when she has a sign, it is like the moment when the embankment bursts, everything can be washed away, and she is always panicked by the sudden waves under this calm, so she is also tired and afraid of this impact. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Why never thought of confessing? Want to go on like this, don't want to give each other a chance?

This question that Lu Xiaoruo had never thought about suddenly had an answer in her heart, this answer was something she didn't want to admit, maybe she understood, but she felt so incredible......

Because--Lu Xiaoruo knows that Gu Yiling has no intentions, she can't see his sincerity, she is like most people in Gu Yiling's life, she can save her, but she can't give you anything, because she understands that she is not special enough, so it is even more difficult, if she likes to say it, she may not even have a reason to stay by his side, it doesn't matter if she likes it, but she likes it for too long, and cares too much about everything about him.

"The thing I'm most afraid of is myself." Why the mind and consciousness always have to be separated.

Lu Xiaoruo hid her face, her whole body was trembling, she felt a little aggrieved, Gu Yiling secretly kissed her, but she still felt hopeless and scared, what she was most afraid of was her own reason and understanding, she really wanted to fight hard, when everything was sober, for the first time, she wanted to simply fish to death, if she was not sensible, how good it should be, just tell him how good it should be to like him, she was impulsive, but why should the heart and consciousness be separated.

"What's wrong with you?!" Gu Yiling saw that she was a little depressed, and immediately squatted down, cautious but didn't dare to touch her, Lu Xiaoruo suddenly fell for some reason and made him helpless, what was she thinking, and what did she think, Gu Yiling frowned, put his palm on the ground, it is better to leave here, his thoughts were relaxed for a moment, it doesn't matter if he leaves here, he will talk about it later.

"It's in the water, it's really cold." After a long time, Lu Xiaoruo suddenly said this.

"Huh?!" Gu Yiling noticed her wet at this time, his thoughts were elsewhere before, and at this moment Lu Xiaoruo said this, he noticed that she was also afraid of water, and she couldn't swim for so many years, so he quickly took off the yellowed white coat to help her wipe the water from her hair.

"It's me who neglected."

Lu Xiaoruo raised his head and faced Gu Yiling's face, he felt a little annoyed, maybe because of the distraction just now, he cherished his white coat, he would wear it as long as he could, wash and wear it for a few years, that's why Huang Cheng is like this, sometimes there are some holes in it, Lu Xiaoruo also helped him mend it, he liked it, so he was reluctant to throw it away, but now he is using it to wipe her hair......

"I don't understand you." Lu Xiaoruo whispered, saying that Gu Yiling thought that he had heard it wrong.

It was because of his casual and occasional concern that Lu Xiaoruo would be more confused and delusional.

"Let's talk about the impermanence world, I don't know about it either." , Lu Xiaoruo held down Gu Yiling's hand that had been wiping, took the clothes from his hand, and the clothes were also wet, she shook lightly, as usual, her ability to adjust her mood has always made Gu Yiling admire, and Gu Yiling, who suddenly fell short at this moment, also didn't know what to do, after thinking about it, he stood up, "My husband lit the fire." ”

The matter of making a fire is quite simple for Gu Yiling, as long as he finds wood, he can start a fire with a snap of his fingers, but he doesn't have any common sense, and the wet wood catches fire and smokes, and in the end, Lu Xiaoruo and he were smoked for more than an hour, and they almost didn't lose their breath.

"Ahem, I just want to dry it, why are there so many things." Gu Yiling stood at the entrance of the cave with a disgraced face, looking at the sky, there were two big birds in the sky, which he was very familiar with.

"I didn't expect it, ahem, you're so uncommon-sense." Lu Xiaoruo is now physically and mentally exhausted, busy for more than an hour, her clothes are blackened and dried, she wipes her face, her hands are black, and finally the two look at each other, both speechless.

"Is the impermanence world real?" After calming down, Lu Xiaoruo asked while adding fuel to the fire.

"Almost, anyway, everything you have experienced here is your memory, even if it is not what you remember, it may be imprinted on your heart, and there is a chance that you can see your future in 10,000, and all the other feelings are real, and the bumps and bumps are also real. If you die, it's unlikely, after all, you can remember this, even if you haven't died yet, plus the impermanence world is not accessible to everyone, the chance of dying is even lower. Lu Xiaoruo added to the fire, wiped his face a few times to make his face darker, Gu Yiling shook his head, stepped forward to help her wipe it, and when she saw Gu Yiling coming, Lu Xiaoruo suddenly stretched out her foot, held him against him, and shook her fingers, "Don't come here, now I want to sit alone." ”

"What? Did I mess with you? Gu Yiling stretched out her hand, and the harmless look on her face gave Lu Xiaoruo a headache.

"Only the state officials are allowed to set fires and the people are not allowed to light the lamps, the full man does not know that the hungry man is hungry, and he doesn't have a backache when he stands and talks, you sit down, young master." Lu Xiaoruo muttered inexplicably again, but the last "young master" made Gu Yiling sure that she was unhappy with him in her heart, although Lu Xiaoruo would be a little restrained, but unfortunately, she couldn't hide her thoughts, and she would soon show flaws in her speech and demeanor.

"Okay." She didn't say it, and Gu Yiling rarely asked, sometimes it was a tacit understanding, sometimes it was to protect her self-esteem, but sometimes she didn't know where her self-esteem was put there, which made people angry and funny.

"That's right, Ah Ling!" You see, self-esteem only lasts for a second.

"What?"

"You said before that you spent a year in the world of impermanence, what about us, how long will we stay, and what about the time between reality and the world of impermanence?" Entering this world, the memories of coming and going will not make Lu Xiaoruo feel too frightened, after all, the two of them are here, but how long can they stay before they can go out? What about Mom and Dad? Ah, no, what about her game? Will definitely be worried, ah no, the game will be lonely, Lu Xiaoruo bit his fingers, and his face showed worry.

"Don't worry." Gu Yiling touched her head, Lu Xiaoruo panicked, and acquiesced, "If you find an opportunity, you can leave, I will stay for so long when I enter the world of impermanence before, purely to see the future, the chance is very small, I also want to know." I'm used to seeing other people's lives and deaths, my own, a little curious, but here, what I have been repeating over and over again is the memory of myself falling into the sea, although I can't die, but I'm tired of it later, and to this day, I want to vomit when I see water. ”

No wonder Gu Yiling never goes into the water, even the rain is very annoying, Lu Xiaoruo was silent, and then asked, "So, what is that opportunity?" ”

"The opportunity is the intersection of two memories, where there is a hole to escape."

"It's not very simple, just be prepared before the next memory appears!"

Gu Yiling smiled, "How is it possible, we are two people now, we don't know what the other party is thinking, how can we know what the next memory is and when it will come, plus ......" Gu Yiling paused, leaned against the cave wall, and seemed to be smiling, "The subject of memories is, in the final analysis, the person who remembers." ”

Does this mean that memories are not controlled by the mind? Wait, it's a little strange for Ah Ling to laugh like this, the main body of memories is the person who recalls, does it mean that the character should only be the person who remembers and the person he remembers, and in the memory, there will be no second self?

Lu Xiaoruo raised his eyes to look at him, silently stretched out two fingers, then shook his head, and finally stretched out three to ask, Gu Yiling nodded.

Lu Xiaoruo's eyes widened in surprise instantly, what he meant was that it was impossible for Gu Yiling to appear at the same time as himself thousands of years ago, and Lu Xiaoruo's memories would not have him thousands of years ago, that is, there was a third person here?!