Chapter 15: Meeting the Benefactor Again (5)

Feng Li recalled the whole thing in her mind, she remembered that her senior brother had said that those corpse wolf beasts attacked outsiders, and the girls who were taken away were all the same age as her. The more she thought about it www.biquge.info the paler her face became, but she still didn't understand, "Why didn't they attack Meishan County?" I haven't had time to go to the Dragon Pond since I came down the mountain. She stood there helplessly looking at Fu Fei, who had his back to her, and he got the answer.

"Did you send a letter home before you got home?"

Fengli nodded, "I knew that I could go down the mountain, so I wrote a letter to Aunt Fan as soon as possible." Tell her I'm going back..."She paused in the middle of her speech, and suddenly understood. It was her letter, it was her letter that leaked her whereabouts.

Fu Fei snorted coldly and said, "I should have inquired about you after the demon beast recovered its vitality back then, but then you have already gone to Shu Mountain." He naturally didn't have the courage to go to Shushan, so he lurked in Longchi for many years. That day, Mu Xunfeng was fighting with the two of them, Feng Fan should have noticed that something was wrong, so he went to look through the letter between you and her, and found that the letter you told her that you were going down the mountain was missing, and she knew that something was wrong, so she ran out of the door to inform Mu Xunfeng. He pondered as he spoke, in fact, he had just sorted out the whole thing. Before Fengli entered Shushan, he had been secretly following her to protect her, but he didn't show up because he thought she was noisy. He naturally knew about her saving the red-haired beast, but at that time he thought it was okay, so he didn't show up to stop it. Before coming to find her this time, he went to see Feng Fan, and Feng Fan roughly explained what happened, so he had the above inference.

Fu Fei's words made Feng Li feel like a lightning strike, and her blood seemed to freeze and there was a chill, and she felt that she was standing in the ice and snow, and her whole body was trembling. She didn't expect that everything that happened in Longchi was really caused by her. So many people died because of her unintentional actions, and she also killed Aunt Fan. Why? Why is this happening, she obviously had good intentions back then. Fu Fei said that it was because of greed, could this be the reason why the people of Shushan wanted to kill the monster when they saw it? Is it only greed in their nature? Was she wrong? Shouldn't she save it? She has always believed that every life that can be born in this world has the right to try to live. But she never thought that some lives would have to kill more lives in order to live a better life. The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, for the lives that were saved by mistake, for those innocent people, and for Fengfan and Mu Xunfeng, who still didn't know their whereabouts.

One by one, tears rolled down silently from the severity of the wind glass, and she felt deeply at a loss while listening to Fu Fei's analysis. Growing up, she had never carried such a heavy burden, except for crying, she didn't know what she should do, how to make up for all this caused by her. When she heard him mention Feng Fan, she sobbed and asked, "How do you know about Aunt Fan?" ”

Fu Fei turned to look at her pear blossom and rainy face, and said, "Feng Fan, let me come to find you." Since she went to Shushan, he no longer followed her, and Shushan would save her in time because the red fluorite that coagulated from her blood back then could sense her danger.

When Feng Li heard this, she stopped crying and asked hurriedly, "Have you seen Aunt Fan?" Where are they now? Is she hurt? Is Uncle Mu with her? ”

Fu Fei looked at her little face that was still with teardrops, and frowned, "Feng Fan is fine, Mu Xunfeng is injured, but his life is worry-free." ”

When Fengli heard this, she just restrained her tears and fell again. She grabbed the hem of his garment and begged earnestly, "Take me to them." Please, I want to see Aunt Fan, I want to see Uncle Mu. "She's like a child who has done something wrong and wants to find a wing to shelter in. A helpless heart only longs to see the people closest to you and wants to get some warmth from them.

"What are you crying about?" He didn't respond to Fengli's plea. He was very puzzled by how sad she was, at first he thought that she was just worried about Feng Fan and Mu Xunfeng, but now that he knew that the two of them were fine, why did he cry non-stop.

"I don't know... I... I've hurt a lot of people. Uncle Mu was also injured, they... They're all because of me—" Feng Li let go of Fu Fei and muttered as she looked at her hands blankly.

"Mu Xunfeng was injured by his own carelessness, as for the others, were you killed?" Feng Li's answer made Fu Fei even more puzzled, Mu Xunfeng is a person from Shushan, and it is the responsibility of those bull-nosed veterans to eliminate demons, what does the person killed by the corpse wolf beast have to do with her?

Feng Li was stunned and shook her head, how could she possibly kill someone.

"Since you didn't kill you, why do you take the blame on yourself?"

"I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me." If she hadn't saved the demon rabbit, how could he have harmed those innocent people because he coveted her blood?

"So you regret saving his life?"

Fengli was stunned, did she regret it? She was so happy at the moment she saved him, but she really regretted it at the moment.

"When you saved him, how did you know that he would kill so many people today? How do you know if it will be good or bad to meet the life that asks you for help in the future? If you don't know, the same thing will be in front of you in the future, will you save it or not? Fu Fei said, slowly approaching her, he lifted her face and looked into her red eyes.

She was forced to look at his cold eyes, and was looked at by him so seriously, her heart involuntarily skipped a beat, and she hurriedly lowered her head.

After stabilizing her mind, she thought carefully about his problem, people are good and bad, and so are demons. If she really encountered a life that asked her for help, would she be able to see death or not save her? She couldn't predict what kind of life she was saving, and if it were today, would she save it? The answer is, of course, yes, she will save, she really can't predict, but as long as there is flesh and blood, as long as it is a life, she can't sit idly by.

"If you can't save it, don't regret the life you saved afterwards, after all, you just did what you had to do. As for other things, there is a debtor and a debtor, and you don't need to take it all on yourself, and no one will thank you. Fu Fei didn't get her answer, but he already knew in his heart that her attachment to life was her nature, and how could she be shaken by one thing. He lifted Fengli's face again, and his fingers ran over her delicate face, touching the tear stains one by one.

Fengli was so startled by his actions that she forgot to cry, his gentle touch melted the coldness in her heart, the frequency of her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and the red tide flashed out of her face and gradually spread throughout her body. He... He... He... What's he doing? Wipe yourself from tears? It's not the first time she's cried in front of him, he didn't dump himself before, but today did he take the wrong medicine?

Just when Feng Li was stunned and didn't know how to react, there was a knock on the door, "Miss Feng, Master Fu, my young lady invites you to Meiyuan for lunch." ”

Bixia's voice woke up Feng Li, she hurriedly pushed away Fu Fei, who was close at hand, turned her head to the door and said, "Know... Got it. ”

Fu Fei raised his eyebrows and looked at the little hands that pushed him, no one had dared to do this to him since he could remember. It was rare that he had the patience to appease her, if it was someone else, it would have been long gone.

When Fengli looked at Fu Fei again, he had already regained his old expression. She blushed and said to him, "Thank you for telling me about Aunt Fan and Elder Mu, and thank you for your explanation just now. Since you're looking for me as my cousin right now, you shouldn't be leaving for the time being, right? ”

Fu Fei didn't answer, he said several times more today than in the past, he basically said what he shouldn't say and shouldn't say, and now he just wants to be quiet.

Seeing that he didn't speak again, Fengli turned around and was about to walk out, thinking that he was angry because he had just pushed him away. He asked again, "You... Are you angry? Won't you go to dinner with me? ”

Fu Peng, who was about to open the door, stopped, turned back to Fengli and said, "The person who changed your clothes is me," and then raised his feet and went back to his room.

Fu Yanran's changed topic made Feng Li stunned, and when he reacted, there was no one in front of him. She stretched out a trembling finger and pointed to the place where he had just stood, and said in a breath, "You... You... You... Lecher! Beast! "Her innocence. She was moved just now, and felt that he was so gentle today, and he didn't seem to be ruthless. Who would have thought that he was not only arrogant and indifferent, but also a disciple. She had been thinking about repaying her kindness before, but now that she was taken advantage of, did she really want to make a promise.

Fei Zi sat alone at the dinner table and was distracted, and after a while, she saw Feng Li coming alone, so she asked, "Where is Fu Gongzi?" Don't you come to eat? ”

Fengli gritted his teeth and said, "He's not hungry." "But I want to starve you to death, forget it, what kind of food will the disciples eat.

She said "oh" and stopped talking. Today, her grandmother told her that the day after tomorrow her father will bring her favorite person to the villa to see her, she was anxious at this time, the original plan was disrupted by this change, she didn't know what to do, but she had a brainstorm about her fiancé and never gave her an explanation, and she didn't want to take the initiative to speak, only bowed her head and ate the things in the bowl without a bite.

Feng Li didn't speak, although she felt that what Fu Peng said just now was very reasonable, but after all, there were so many lives, and she was still very sad in her heart. The two of them just sat with their own hearts and minds.

After a long time, Fengli finally realized that the atmosphere was a little wrong, and looked at the silent Concubine Zi, she asked, "Xiao Zi?" What happened to you? Why is it so quiet today? Are you still worried about getting married? ”

Fei Zi pouted, a little aggrieved, and said, "Aren't you going to explain to me what is going on with the finger belly marriage?" I've told you everything, and you've never mentioned anything so big to me. "If Senior Brother Bai Qian had known that Fengli had a fiancé earlier, would he have paid more attention to her? If he has affection for her, she can tell her father that she already has someone with whom she is in love.

Fengli was embarrassed, her brain was a mess before, and she didn't know what to say. In fact, he is not his fiancé, but her savior, or a demon person? Although she knew that Fu Fei dared to come to her in such a grand manner because she was not afraid of her identity being revealed, she didn't want to make a fuss. So you have to come up with a reasonable argument to not arouse suspicion.

After thinking for a moment, she said, "Xiaozi, it's not that I don't want to tell you. Actually, I forgot about it. When I was a child, Aunt Fan mentioned it to me once, but you know that Aunt Fan and I have been wandering around for many years after the family had a hard time. At that time, the parents' best friends also cut off contact, and we all thought that we would not come to the door in the vast sea of people, so we forgot about it. I only remembered this when he showed up today. ”

This explanation seems to be more reasonable, seeing that Fei Zi nodded as if to believe it, Feng Li breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his head and continued to eat. But I heard her ask again, "Then do you want to go back to marry him?" ”

"Poof" sound, Feng Lizu's rice squirted out, she was startled by this question, she was almost choked to death by herself, patted her chest, Feng Li said smoothly, "Ahem.... cough..., this matter is not in a hurry, wait for Uncle Mu and Aunt Fan to come back. "Anyway, Mu Xunfeng is still recuperating from his injuries and can't come back for a while, so let's talk about the marriage when the time comes.