Chapter 81: When I Was Young
"How are you feeling right now?" Gu Yiling asked. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"The sky is blue, the wilderness is vast, and the wind blows the grass and the cattle and sheep appear. My heart is like this prairie...... "Lu Xiaoruo and Gu Yiling secretly hid in a ward, and secretly took the quilt cover, they didn't dare to turn on the light, and there was no heating equipment in the room, except for the quilt, the surroundings were really wet and cold.
"Looks like you're calm." Gu Yiling smiled and sat side by side with her on the ground, what he meant just now was that he wanted to ask her if she was still cold, but she answered, a question that accounted for a large proportion of her heart.
"No, ......" Lu Xiaoruo buried her head in the quilt, and suddenly thought that it was like this, she didn't want to go out, it was warm, "My heart, just like this prairie, there are 10,000 cattle and sheep running over, dadada, I really want to scold." ”
"Hahaha!" Gu Yiling laughed, she really felt that nothing was right with her, seeing Gu Yiling laughing, Lu Xiaoruo was also overjoyed, put her head on her arched knees, and looked at Gu Yiling, his face was still full of energy, and his thick eyebrows seemed to be outlined with a brush, in fact, since a long time ago, Gu Yiling laughed at Lu Xiaoruo, he frowned and she didn't show it, he was sad and she was lost, that feeling was very obvious, but she herself was very helpless and confused.
"Ah Ling, what did you do when you went out before? See if Zhaoyue is here? The narrow room seemed to be a little ambiguous, Lu Xiaoruo didn't want to be so cranky and talked about a topic, before and Gu Yiling just learned that this might be the scene where Lu Xiaoruo was born, the two of them looked for a room together, ready to stay first, but after that, Gu Yiling went out for an hour, what he did not know, and came back with a slightly heavy expression.
"No, it's just, find something to eat." Gu Yiling said calmly, but the calmer he was, the more certain Lu Xiaoruo was about some things.
"Speaking of eating, I'm really hungry." Lu Xiaoruo touched his stomach, they haven't rested since last night, and they haven't eaten, the impermanence world does make people empty and tired, and they don't know when they can leave, hey, it's a real headache.
"Then in this case, we will divide our troops into two ways, I will go to find food, and you can go and see where we can hide, it is best not to be discovered, so that we can rest a little longer." After Gu Yiling finished speaking, he got up first, Lu Xiaoruo was greedy for the warm quilt, rubbed it for two seconds, and finally rolled up the quilt and put it on the hospital bed, and followed Gu Yiling out of the ward secretly.
It was just past five o'clock in the morning, and the entire hospital corridor seemed empty, except for the crying of babies from time to time and the grief and cry of eternal separation, the world was still exceptionally quiet and peaceful at this moment.
The nurse on duty at the front desk sat at the service desk and dozed off, Lu Xiaoruo and Gu Yiling lowered their bodies and sneaked over, passing the most dangerous area, and the two high-fived and then left and right.
The two walked a few steps with their backs to each other, Lu Xiaoruo stopped, looking at Gu Yiling's back, he wanted to act separately, maybe he wanted to see other people who could not be seen by Lu Xiaoruo, such as Zhaoyue, but ...... Lu Xiaoruo pursed her lips, a little unhappy with herself, why should she keep caring about Gu Yiling's thoughts and practices, this is just possible, I really think too much today.
This hospital has only four floors, and the operating room is also very simple, Lu Xiaoruo has this hospital in his impression, this is a small hospital in the town, or known as a health center, ten years ago the town was reformed, and the hospital was also demolished.
She walked around the third floor aimlessly, because it was really small, so it was not difficult to go back and forth at all, but relatively, the people of the town are concentrated here to see a doctor, especially in this cold winter, there are more children with colds and fevers, Lu Xiaoruo has not seen any empty ones all the way except for the ward just now, why don't you go to the power distribution room? Lu Xiaoruo suddenly thought in his heart.
"Hey, Xiaomei, why don't you wake up when you see the child, it's been sleeping for a few hours, is it sick, should I call a doctor." Outside the door of a ward, Lu Xiaoruo heard a familiar voice, the surroundings were very quiet, the door of the ward was a little dilapidated and loose and could not be closed, so the movement inside was also extremely clear.
"No, the child is sleeping, he just cried so much, he is tired." The young Wang Xiaomei was very beautiful, she touched the baby's head, kissed it, the child was wrapped in a cotton jacket, the pink little mouth gently closed, and continued to sleep.
"Ah, that's right." Lu Daren has just become a father, and the hair on his forehead has not fallen out, he doesn't understand anything, he is careful and uneasy, especially before he hugged the baby who had just come out of the delivery room to look outside to see the snow, and was scolded by a group of doctors for being bloody. I don't understand, you can all say it, he retorted in his heart.
"Hey, Xiaomei." Lu Daren couldn't sleep excitedly, which made Lu's mother, who had just given birth, quite tired, "Why do you say that this child is so ugly, he can't open his eyes, and he is like this, is there a problem, I'll find a doctor to take a look." ”
"It's okay, the doctor said, it's not a problem, it's on fire." Lu's mother was helpless, but Lu Daren was still restless, "No, I want the doctor to take a look." After saying that, he rushed out of the door, Lu's mother shouted in the back, but she couldn't call Lu's father, the ward returned to calm, but Lu's mother's face was full of happy smiles.
Lu Xiaoruo was entangled outside the door, she actually wanted to see her past self and her parents, but she was a little worried, I don't know if her parents would recognize her at a glance at this moment.
Lu's mother teased the child in the ward, scratching the baby with her fingers, and the little baby grinned when she held it, and it seemed that there were beautiful things in her dreams...... Mother Lu watched everything with tears in her eyes, she kissed the baby's head lightly, every time she was extremely careful, Lu Xiaoruo was particularly moved, pushed open the door, and stood lightly on the side, she just wanted to comfort her mother.
Lu's mother soon noticed that Lu Xiaoruo fell into the water again because of the previous battle with the centipede, and was still smoked, and her whole body was dirty, and she looked no different from Xiao Huazi, especially her face, which had no advantage in being white and tender.
"I ......" Lu Xiaoruo took a few steps closer, but Lu's mother was not nervous or surprised at all, she felt that this girl was very familiar, and she should have known someone a long time ago.
"You are?" Lu's mother asked, Lu Xiaoruo was nervous, and saw the two apples on the bedside table, which should be the most precious thing in that era, she swallowed her saliva, and her stomach screamed.
"Hehe, are you hungry?" Lu's mother sat down, took an apple from the side and handed it to her, Lu Xiaoruo definitely didn't want to, even if she knew that this was a memory, changing a little bit would have no impact on reality, but she didn't want to rob her mother's things.
Mother Lu saw that she was standing still, and she was not reluctant, there was some light outside the house, but it was still very dark, Mother Lu brightened the bedside and so on, wanting to see the girl in front of her clearly.
"That's where you came from." Lu's mother asked.
"Well, Dream City."
"Is there water at home, I heard that the part of the river has been flooded, it is more serious, where are you?" Seeing that Lu Xiaoruo's clothes were thinly dressed, Lu's mother also asked with concern, her voice was soft and very good, her mother was like this, thinking that she had been out for too long, leaving her parents at home alone, Lu Xiaoruo's heart was empty.
"My house is around here, it's okay......" Lu Xiaoruo choked up a little, "Child, has the child got a good name?" ”
The origin of her name has been asked many times, because it is too simple and meaningless, Lu Xiaoruo still wants to replace it, but her mother keeps saying that she has forgotten, forgotten the scene, so she can't remember it anyway.
"It's really hard to have a name." Lu's mother was also a little difficult, and asked Lu Xiaoruo instead, "What about you, what do you think is good?" ”
"I think ......" Lu Xiaoruo couldn't think of the word that replaced her name for a while, so she asked in a different way, "What kind of person do you want your child to become?" ”
Lu's mother looked out the window, because of the heavy snow, the house was always bright, "I hope that my child can become an ordinary person, safe and stable, live a peaceful life, not seeking great wealth and wealth, only seeking stability and happiness, she can grow up happily, find someone she loves, and love her, as long as there is hope in life, even if it is a stupid child, it doesn't matter, ah, it is better to call it 'if', 'if you can be free and empty', it will be called 'Xiao Ruo'." Mother Lu seemed to be very satisfied with the name and emphasized it repeatedly.
"Why are you so casual, Bai Juyi didn't agree...... Lu Xiaoruo lowered his head, tears rolled to the back of his hand, "Only you think so, the world wants her to be superhuman, only you want her to be an ordinary person, but your children are destined to be not ordinary, and they are very annoying, they get into trouble all day long, they don't like to follow the rules, they are noisy, confused, and they are afraid of trouble and always talk back...... Woo woo...... "Lu Xiaoruo wiped her tears and cried at the same time, she felt that memories were memories anyway, and she didn't remember them in reality, it didn't matter."
"What's wrong with you?!" Mother Lu was a little surprised and panicked, she felt a little sorry for the girl in front of her, and she didn't know why.
"I'm hungry, why don't you go out, I'm so hungry!" The crying was comparable to that of a born baby, and sadness and helplessness filled Lu Xiaoruo's heart.