Thinking far away on the way back, timid. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Yu Bai, who stepped on the shuttle bus home, no longer had pins and needles in Cheongsam City, looking at the scenery swept back from the window, he seemed very excited, some things are like this, before they arrived or did not do it, there were always some messy conjectures, but when you did what you thought in your heart, you will find that the world is so beautiful.

From being forced into a desperate situation, to the support of the eight parties behind, to the last book to seal the pen, Yu Bai was forced, but he chose to do so after careful consideration.

As he was in a relaxed state now, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with this decision.

Because he understands that he is not Han Han or Guo Jingming after all, and it is impossible for him to keep copying like this. From the very beginning of the new concept, to the submission of magazines, and the subsequent publication of books have different coincidences. In Yu Bai's own words, the regrets of the previous life have been made up, and there will be no regrets. As for the result of sealing the pen, although it is likely to cause an uproar at this juncture, it is quite a correct result for him himself. After all, in his opinion, everything is not as important as the person he loves in his heart.

In fact, just as Yu Bai thought, after the news of his pen closure came out, the media who were clamoring were silent, and the fans who were crazy about supporting him were quietly silent, and even those senior friends who had just issued a statement in support of him were silent.

But the apparent calm does not mean that it is actually quiet.

For example, when Lin Fangqing learned the news, when he dialed Yu Bai's phone, he couldn't wait to open his mouth and scolded him for being a bloody dog.

Because he really can't figure out how a writer with such a great prospect should close his pen, and he can't understand how a person who is born to eat the writing profession thinks, is it threatened by others? Or is there something unspeakable?

With these doubts, Lin Fangqing contacted Yu Bai, but the result surprised him greatly, because Yu Bai's state was neither decadent nor lost, but quite stable.

"Yu Bai, are you sure you want to do this?" Smart people always don't talk nonsense, after learning about Yu Bai's state, Lin Fangqing gave up his original plan, and also gave up the idea of preparing to wake him up and let him continue writing, but asked very puzzled.

"I'm not sure, I just think I should do it."

"What do you mean by should? Don't you know how talented you are at writing! ”

In fact, Yu Bai really wanted to tell his secret, because in this way he could see the other faces of those who praised him, of course, this could only be Yu Bai's own imagination.

After pondering for a while, Yu Bai replied, "I don't know how to thank you for what you did for me, but there is no room for recovery now, besides...... Besides, even if I don't quit today, sooner or later I will be forced to quit, and it is better to retreat bravely than then. ”

"You! If there is anything, we can discuss it, and there will be problems for young people to ignore it like this. ”

"Yu Bai is dead, I mean, my Yu Bai's literature is dead."

“……”

After that, most of the old-timers who looked at each other in the new concept composition contacted Yu Bai in twos and threes, but only Lin Fangqing knew the news that literature was dead.

As for the reason, it is also very simple, just judging from Lin Lao's shocked reaction at the time, and the performance of Yu Bai who said that he was crazy, how huge the shock of this sentence was, so it is better to find a suitable opportunity to detonate this bomb again, and now, it is enough to maintain the current state.

In addition to these people who are very concerned about Yu Bai's sealing pen, the other people who are more concerned are none other than Yu Bai's long-time book lovers, and people who have just learned about and liked Yu Bai.

Many things will always make people sad, such as a love affair that ends before it begins, such as liking an author, but just getting acquainted with him but finding that he has closed his pen, the two are in a certain state.

And for all of these, Yu Bai is also very open, because from the identity of the person who came over, what he did today is about to be covered by the era of the Internet information explosion, and when the time comes, in a few years, I am afraid that there will be no one who is as fanatical as today, crazy like himself, everything will pass with time.

When he got off the station, Yu Bai looked around for something, although Qiaoping County was not an important town, but at this time, the station was already full of people, and cars were coming and going. The front of the station was full of customers in a hurry, and the tricycles parked there soliciting business had clearly become an inherent sight today.

Of course, there is also a group of drivers who are very enthusiastic and enthusiastic to "help".

After rejecting their kindness, Yu Bai searched anxiously, and finally found the person who worried him under a stop sign a few steps away.

Regardless of the image, he strode over, and at this moment he seemed a little restrained, and the excitement that was originally overflowing was forcibly put away.

Zhao Xueman naturally felt the changes before and after him, and Zhao Xueman, who was still a little worried that the two would be rusty when they met again, couldn't help but laugh stupidly.

"I'll get you a bag."

"It's okay, it's not heavy......" Yu Bai said, and at a glance he could see that Zhao Xueman was deliberately dressed up.

Since the station was in the middle of the county, it was not far to go anywhere, so the two walked side by side.

After not taking a few steps, Yu Bai couldn't help but speak, "Xueman, you are so beautiful today." ”

Originally, Yu Bai said this before, which would definitely make her happy for a long time, at least she would smile shyly, but this time Zhao Xueman not only showed these performances, but instead seemed to be preoccupied, she asked casually, "Huh?" What did you just say? ”

"I mean...... Ahem, nothing, what's wrong with you today, absent-minded. ”

"No, I just think you've been busy over there for the past few days, and then you're in the car or something, you should be very tired."

"And then?"

For a while, Yu Bai was a little surprised, surprised by Zhao Xueman's state today, it stands to reason that the two of them can't be regarded as not seeing each other these days, Xiao Biesheng is newly married, but at least they should be happy with each other. It's so wrong like she is now.

Zhao Xueman smiled reluctantly, "Then I'll send you home in a hurry and let you, a great writer, have a good rest." ”

Yuanbi, who was walking slowly, suddenly stood in place, and then stretched out his hand and grabbed Zhao Xueman's two shoulders, the two of them were almost the same height, so they could only look into each other's eyes.

But Zhao Xueman was trying to break free, Xu was embarrassed, Xu was embarrassed, and Yu Bai saw that she didn't insist like this, so she let go.

It's just that in this way, the already salty atmosphere of the two has changed even more.

"Do you have something to tell me?" After thinking about it for a long time, Yu Bai didn't come up with a reason, and couldn't figure out what caused her at all, so she could only ask.

Yu Bai is not a stunned young man, and he will not play petty, Zhao Xueman gave him a face, and he was also tense. This is not good for anyone, and the relationship needs to be carefully maintained, otherwise any seeds that have just sprouted will be destroyed.

"I ......"

Zhao Xue opened her mouth, and a car happened to pass by on the side of the road, interrupting her words.

After looking at her appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Yu Bai looked around and found that there was a chair in front of him, so he reached out and pulled her over.

This time, Yu Bai didn't let her break away, and sat there, far away from the road, so as not to be disturbed by the traffic coming and going.

"I don't think I'm dead."

"What do you say, aren't you good?"

"That's right, I'm not good, but how do I look at your expression and state, it doesn't look like you're here to pick me up, it's like you're here to see me off." Yu Bai, a joke that is not a joke, finally played a role and made the atmosphere not so dry.

Zhao Xueman seemed to be brewing something in her heart, but she refused to speak for a long time.

Yu Bai suddenly wanted to capture something from her expression, but it was not very accurate, so he spoke again, "You know who I am, and I also know who you are, neither of us is someone who can hide it, so if you have something to say, just say it." ”

This time, Zhao Xueman didn't tense up anymore, but slowly spoke.

"Yu Bai, do you feel ......?"

As if he was wandering around what words to use, Zhao Xue tilted her head and thought about it, "I don't think we have both changed." ”

"Changed? What are you referring to? ”

"That's it...... It's just changed, you see you, you're a writer and a book. What about me? It's still that kind of girl, she doesn't understand anything, she doesn't know anything, I really can't think of it, how the two of us should get along, and when will we go like this, Yu Bai, I'm really a little scared. ”

At this moment, Yu Bai could empathize with Zhao Xueman's mood from the brilliance that flashed in her eyes.

Pursing his lips and frowning, Yu Bai didn't know how she came up with this idea, but he knew it was necessary to explain.

So he replied quite seriously, "It won't change, everything won't change, it won't change anytime, I like you not for a day or two, so how can you deny yourself and our feelings because of the thoughts of these two days." ”

Although Zhao Xueman did not say the word breakup, Yu Bai was sensitive to the fact that if she continued to develop like this, it was very likely to come to this point.

"But ......"

Seeing her so vigorously expounding her worries, Yu Bai suddenly cracked her mouth and laughed, looking at her cute appearance, she couldn't help but reach out and touch her hair, "Isn't it stupid, if I tell you that I have closed my pen and no longer write novels, let alone a writer." In this way, you will not feel better. ”

"Huh?"

Seeing Zhao Xueman's surprised reaction, Yu Bai just nodded again calmly as if he was sure of what he had just said.

"Don't worry, I'm still me, my studies are so bad that I can only go to a tertiary college. And also...... I only love you alone. ”