When I was helped back to the pavilion by Long Yang, the colorful clear mouse had disappeared without a trace. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

When Bai Feng saw me sitting down, he asked, "Is there something wrong with this colorful clear rat coming to you on such a large scale?" ”

"Yes, Sister Xiaoxiao, I listened to what you said just now, is there anything they need your help with?" Long Yang also asked.

"They do need my help, but I can't help with it right now."

"What can they do? And I just heard that there is a pay? What's the pay? The Colorful Bright Mouse is also a creature of the God Realm, and the reward for this will definitely not be bad! Long Yang looked at me with some excitement.

"This one...... Secret! Looking at Long Yang's somewhat aggrieved expression, I was amused in my heart, sure enough, he still has a childlike heart, and maybe he can't change it when he grows up.

"By the way, is there something wrong with Brother Bai Feng coming over today? It doesn't feel like it's just looking at me. "When I saw Bai Feng today, I always saw that he was a little worried, and he didn't talk as much as usual, and he always felt that he had something to say to me.

He looked at me and hesitated: "Actually, I haven't decided whether I want to tell you or not, but since you asked yourself, I'll say it." Owen came to me this morning and said he was looking for you! After saying that, he also observed my expression: "You can decide for yourself whether you want to see him or not." ”

The other two seemed to know who Bai Feng was talking about, and they sat quietly on the side without disturbing me, and the quiet atmosphere was just right for me to think about it.

After listening, I picked up the teacup and took a sip of the slightly cold tea, but did not speak. In fact, I haven't thought about this matter since the last time we were separated at the airport, and even if I think about it occasionally late at night, I force myself to try not to think about it anymore, after all, this matter is also painful for me and a little difficult to face. It's just that what should be faced now is still to be faced, and it just so happens that he is recuperating from his injury now, and there is nothing to do, so it is good to meet him. Take advantage of this time to make it clear that although time may make him forget me, it is time for me to try it myself.

"See you!" I said lightly: "It just so happens that I have nothing to do at this time because of my injuries, so let's go out of bounds, and it's good to recuperate in the outside world." I feel that I have been in the Jiuli Realm for a long time, and I miss those people and things in the outside world! ”

"Well, then I'll go and make arrangements, when do you want to leave?"

I thought about it for a while, and decided that it would be okay to leave whenever I wanted, so I said, "I want to contact him for me, I want to meet him." As for when to leave, I will leave when he comes to see me. ”

"Okay, I'll let Owen do it."

"Thanks, but I might have to trouble you again when the time comes!"

Bai Feng looked at me and chuckled: "Be on call!" ”

The next day, Owen brought the news that he had made an appointment to meet at the villa in the afternoon. White Wind and I set off early in the morning to Owen's villa, and Ashley was also there, saying that she would take care of me while I was recuperating from my injuries in the outside world. Of course I'm happy with this arrangement, the so-called recuperation is always boring, and having Ashley with you is not so boring, at least it's much better than Owen.

When Qin Nan flew in, I was still lying on the bed, and it was Bai Feng who carried me to the back garden to see him. Looking at the white back of the chair in the distance, he seems to have lost a lot of weight, which makes people look a little sad.

When Bai Feng carried me to him, I felt his burning gaze, which made me a little afraid to look at him. The more ruthless I was, the more guilty I felt in my heart, so I could only be put on the chair next to him by Bai Feng without saying a word, and then covered my legs with a blanket and helped me cut my hair. This series of movements seemed to sting his eyes, and he turned his head slightly to drink the tea in his hand with some evasion, and no longer looked at us.

I pressed the blanket on my legs, smiled at Bai Feng and said, "You go back first!" ”

"Okay, you can just call me if you have something in a while."

I nodded at him, and then watched his figure disappear before I turned back to look at the brother Nanfei in front of me who hadn't been seen for a long time. The sunny boy of the past is no longer there, and his once ruddy and shiny face is now a sickly white, and his eyes are not as bright as before. He made me feel a little distressed, but I could only endure not to care about it, even though I knew that maybe all this had changed because of my cruelty.

The atmosphere was not silent for long, he got up and walked to me and squatted down, held my hand and said, "Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with your body?" Sick? I don't know how to take care of myself! The tone of concern is all too familiar.

I smiled and shook my head: "It's nothing, I had an illness before, and I've been recuperating here, and now I'm much better, but I don't have any strength." ”

"Did you keep not contacting me because you were sick and didn't want me to worry?"

Looking at his expectant eyes, I was a little confused, and I wanted to give him the answer he wanted, but I couldn't do it for him. This time, I'm here to tie the knot, and I can't give him any more hope.

I withdrew my hand from his warm palm: "Brother Nanfei, you know, so don't lie to yourself anymore!" Let it go, I have always regarded you as a brother, and I have always hoped that you can be well, as before, or the sunny and happy brother of Nanfei. ”

His frustrated hand withdrew with some embarrassment, and his eyes kept staring at my face, as if trying to find a flaw in my lie, even the slightest flaw was a reason for him not to give up. Finally, he gave up looking with a wry smile: "I know, but I'm still unwilling." It's clear that I met you first, and it's clear that you're still so dependent on me, and you can laugh a lot every time you're with me! All this time I wondered why it was all about, what I had missed to get to this point. Maybe you should have been prevented from coming here then, and then maybe everything would have been different! ”

I listened quietly and did not answer him. I don't know how to answer, maybe every word I want to say will be like a pair of invisible hands, tearing his heart apart little by little, leaving him bruised all over his body. I really couldn't do it, so I chose to remain silent, hoping that he would figure it all out on his own.

Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, he was also silent, bowing his head slightly, and his expression became more and more lonely. Looking at him like this, I felt as if the air around me had frozen, making it a little difficult for me to breathe. I tried to adjust my breathing to make myself look calmer: "Brother Nanfei." Seeing him look up at me, I continued, "I love him! ”

He was stunned for a moment, and then a wry smile spread across his face, and his eyes seemed to become hollow. After a long time, his eyes focused on my face, and his voice was a little hoarse: "He, is he good for you?" ”

"Yes." I nodded at him, "It's always been good!"

He suddenly got up and hugged me, as if he wanted to imprison me in his arms forever, a little domineering but full of tenderness.

"Brother Nanfei!"

I struggled to no avail, then gave up and let him hold me, as I felt the hot tears drip onto the clothes on my shoulders, seeping into the clothes and touching my skin. Somewhere in my mind, that wall of ice was slowly melting, slowly crumbling.

It was the first time I had seen him cry.

In my impression, he has always been a sunny teenager, and his smile is synonymous with him. Most of those memories with him are his sunny and warm smile, so much so that I forget that he also cries sometimes. The first time I saw him cry, and the first time I saw him cry like this, and I was the culprit of the tears that he hugged tightly.

Of course, I was relieved when he cried, which means that he may have really figured it out and really knew to give up.

"Laugh." After a long time, he let go of me, wiped his tears, and then smiled and reached out to touch my hair: "Remember to take good care of yourself, remember to be happy!" ”

Looking at the tears on his face, I wanted to help him wipe them away, but the hand that I just wanted to stretch out suddenly stopped, and I smiled and gently responded, "I will!" ”

He nodded at me, then got up and left without saying another word. In fact, I was still looking forward to listening to him in my heart, even if it was a goodbye word, but I never did.

Watching his lonely back disappear into the back garden, I raised my hand and touched the wet piece on my shoulder, which was no longer the scorching temperature, only a piece of coldness, seeping into my skin and my heart. My tense emotions finally stopped holding back, and tears began to pour out, falling on the blanket one by one, soaking most of the blanket, until the white wind came out and carried me into the house, and my emotions gradually calmed down.

I have forgotten how I fell asleep that day, except that I leaned on Ashley's body for a long time after crying, and I didn't answer anyone who called me.

The reason why love hurts people so deeply is only because they are reluctant to let go but want to let go!