Chapter 52: Sweet Dreams
Hurriedly ran from the outer courtyard into Qixia Courtyard, Shuang'er wanted to inform Tang Xin of the news she heard, but she didn't expect that as soon as she entered the courtyard, she saw Tang Xin's body swaying and fainting. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 While info was startled, Shuang'er hurriedly trotted a few steps forward to support Tang Xin, and looked at her with a worried face: "Miss, what's wrong with you, is there anything uncomfortable?" Do you want the slave to bring you Dr. He? ”
After soothing for a moment, Tang Xin shook his head gently: "No, I may have been sitting for too long just now, so I was a little dizzy, just walk with me." ”
Seeing that Tang Xin's face gradually improved after resting for a while, Shuang'er obediently obeyed Tang Xin's words although he was still a little worried in his heart.
Since Aunt Wen died, Shuang'er has never seen a smile on Tang Xin's face, and her previously lively and agile eyes are now even more empty as if they have no soul. She really wanted to open her mouth to comfort her, but she had been an orphan since she was a child, and she couldn't experience the feelings brought by that kind of family affection at all, so she couldn't open her mouth, so she could only watch Tang Xin **** her wounds alone.
"Miss, you really can't go on like this. My aunt gave up her life to save you in the hope that you could live a good life, but you look at your current appearance, your aunt will not feel at ease even if she is gone, do you want to waste your aunt's heart for you in vain? ”
The corners of Tang Xin's lips hooked slightly, revealing a smile that was both bitter and sarcastic: "Shuang'er, there are some things you don't understand. In fact, when there was a car accident that day, it was not my aunt who should have died the most, it was me who was right, and I was the one who deserved to die the most. ”
Reaching out to wipe it, Tang Xin quietly looked at the crystal clear tears in his palm.
said that she would never cry again, and thought that the tears had already flowed, but she didn't expect that it would still come, and being strong has never belonged to her.
Shuang'er looked at Tang Xin distressedly, and tears fell even more: "Miss, don't say that, it's not your fault, it's really not your fault." If you want to blame it, blame this God, so many bad people don't take it away, my aunt is so kind, how can he be ruthless. ”
Tang Xin's eyes were a little dull: "God is not wrong, the person he really wants to take away is me, not my aunt, my aunt is just dragged down by me." The real damn person is me, it's me, it's me. In the end, Tang Xin broke down and cried.
Shuang'er shook her head over and over again, wanting to tell Tang Xin that the events of the day were really not her fault, but at this time, her tears were like Tang Xin's rivers that broke the embankment, and she couldn't stop no matter how she stopped, and she couldn't even say a complete sentence.
Just when she was helpless, a sturdy and generous figure rushed straight towards them, and hugged Tang Xin into his arms.
Shuang'er's eyes widened suddenly, and he was so frightened that he even forgot to cry: "Fourth master? ”
Dou Yunxiao and Zhuo Ziao stepped forward to give Shuang'er a look, and then the three of them quietly left there, leaving Tang Hanfeng, who hurried back from the frontier, and Tang Xin, who was crying and almost fainting.
"Everything will be fine, I will protect you well on behalf of your aunt in the future, and I will not let you suffer any harm again." Tang Hanfeng hugged Tang Xin and said in a firm tone.
Tang Xin hugged Tang Hanfeng's waist tightly, and the whole person was already crying out of breath.
She would love to look up at her fourth uncle and say sorry to him. In the last life, she shouldn't have wronged him and insulted him without distinguishing between right and wrong, and she shouldn't have given him a good face again and again, but also let him stay on the frontier for the rest of his life and never appear in the capital again, and never appear in front of her again.
Wrong, she really knew it was wrong.
But what to do? knew that it was all her fault, but she didn't have the courage to speak to him, let alone look at him.
Hugging Tang Hanfeng tightly, Tang Xin wanted time to stay at this moment forever. Because she didn't dare to raise her head, let alone face Tang Hanfeng's concerned eyes.
"Fourth uncle, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Tang Xin cried bitterly, his emotions were too excited, and his mind gradually blurred again, and in the end, his voice gradually deepened: "Xin'er is wrong, Xin'er really knows that he is wrong." ”
Tang Xin's body had begun to slide down weakly, and the voice was so small that Tang Hanfeng sensed that something was wrong.
"Xin'er?" Tang Hanfeng frowned and shook lightly the villain who had fallen into a coma in his arms: "Xin'er? ”
Tang Xin had just had a dream, in which she dreamed of her aunt. She dreamed that her aunt had been reborn like her, and her aunt had changed back to what she was when she was a child. With her grandfather, grandmother, uncle and aunt by her side, her aunt had a very happy life every day. Then she also seemed to dream of the fourth uncle, she dreamed that the fourth uncle came back from the frontier, and he said that he was going to protect her instead of his aunt.
She was very happy, really happy.
I thought that if my aunt left, she would be alone in the future, but I didn't expect that the fourth uncle had traveled thousands of miles to rush back to the capital from the frontier for her. In this way, while her heart was warm, she also felt more and more guilty about the fourth uncle.
But fortunately, it was just a dream, a dream that made people feel regretful.
Putting on his coat, Tang Xin walked to the window step by step with his somewhat weak body, opened the window and looked at the scenery in the Qixia Courtyard in front of him, and his eyes were instantly overflowing with loneliness and loneliness.
Tang Hanfeng was originally playing chess with Dou Yunxiao in the courtyard, and inadvertently raised his head and noticed the awakened Tang Xin. And the sadness revealed in Tang Xin's eyes at this moment made Tang Hanfeng's heart tremble.
This is completely different from the rude and willful little girl in his memory, without that carefree and energetic eyes, and without the cheerful smile that always accompanies her every day. Now she is like a woman who has gone through vicissitudes, revealing a kind of exhaustion from the inside out. And this kind of exhaustion is no stranger to him, it is the kind of attitude that you have to get by, and you no longer have any hope in life.
If this kind of look was casually put on a deep house woman, he felt that he could accept it, after all, the struggle between the backyards was far more complicated than what they saw. But Tang Xin is only 10 years old, how can a little girl who doesn't understand anything and has never touched anything have such eyes? Moreover, the contradictory temperament that she exudes that is both young and mature always makes him feel a little out of place, but the integration makes people feel particularly harmonious inexplicably.
Could it be that Aunt Wen's death really made her change so much?
For a while, Tang Hanfeng was a little obsessed.