Is Qu Huizhi a person who can be easily moved? Qu Xiaofei is his own son, he knows his father's temper and personality thoroughly, since Qu Huizhi was released from prison, it has been a long time now, Qu Xiaofei has thought of no less salt than Qu Huizhi has eaten, but what is the use of this?

Qu Xiaofei tried his best, Qu Huizhi should still eat, sleep, gamble, gamble, and gamble instead of coming out and being the high-spirited Director Qu again, he now wants to escape from the past that he can't face. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

If you didn't have the deep love back then, wouldn't you be sad now?

Qu Xiaofei didn't know the answer, Xiao Liangjing didn't know the answer, Gao Ban didn't know the answer, and even the former Qu Huizhi didn't know if his wife hadn't left him at that time, would he really be able to treat him affectionately as before, until he was old until he died.

But all assumptions are meaningless, she died, and died for herself, the dignity of a man and all the machismo were broken at this time, and she would always be the woman she loved the most, even if she killed someone to avenge her, and even if she committed suicide several times, she wanted to accompany her.

Qu Hui is now very sure that even if she does not leave, she will still love her, because this woman who she loves and loves herself is already an inseparable part of her life, combined with her soul, once she is stripped away, she will suffer for the rest of her life.

He can't forgive the young girl who killed the woman he loves for her own selfish desires, and he can't forgive himself for not handling those things well, putting his wife in danger and finally dying. Now like this, everyone is sympathizing with his decadence and desperately trying to pull himself back, but who can know that he will never be able to forgive himself, and it is impossible for him to become the man who "attracted bees and butterflies" like he did at the beginning, or even ...... Hurt other people......

Xiao Liangjing dug the pit with his own hands, but Qu Huizhi didn't jump in the end.

Qu Huizhi put Xiao Liangjing and Gao Ban aside, left the room by himself, and waited for Gao Ban and Xiao Liangjing to follow Qu Huizhi out, and went to the hall on the first floor together, and saw Qu Huizhi mixed in the circle of those gamblers, with a paralyzed face and no expression, betting and gambling.

When the two of them sat in the car in silence, no one broke the loneliness.

failed to persuade success, which means that they have no way to explain to Qu Xiaofei, and it may make the movie unable to start filming in the future, in short, all the bad things are coming.

Xiao Liangjing hugged a few large bags of food, looked at the chocolate cake that had been half bitten by himself, and muttered, "I always feel that it shouldn't be like this...... He obviously wants to make a movie, why ......"

I'm still too young.

Gao Ban turned sideways, put the food that was in the way in the back seat, and then looked at Xiao Liangjing in the passenger seat and said: "Liangjing, you have heard of many couples who love each other, because their parents oppose or the family has no money and other reasons to break up, just like in "The Cat Who Can Fulfill Wishes", two good friends who have been together for more than 20 years will also turn against each other because of the conflict of interests between them, this world is not as simple as black and white, you can do whatever you want, especially like Mr. Qu, The things he has experienced are destined for him to always think about more things than others, much more......"

He looked at Xiao Liangjing carefully, cupped her face, and said seriously: "Liangjing, you have done a good job, really good, but what he hasn't figured out for more than ten years, he hasn't come out, we can't persuade him at once, it's not a failure, it's just that we still need to do more." ”

Xiao Liangjing nodded at Gao Ban's gaze.

Gao Ban smiled: "Let's go back, find a time to come back tomorrow, I'll send you home in a while, and I'll go to the performing arts company to set up a group performance in the afternoon...... Liangjing, you don't have too much psychological pressure, it will be successful, no matter what, this movie will start shooting, and I will definitely make this movie successful. ”

Xiao Liangjing lowered her head, making it impossible to see her expression clearly, and after a long time, she said sullenly, "En." ”

She believes in high forbiddenness, but she doesn't believe in herself.

I don't believe that I can persuade Qu Huizhi, I don't believe that I can help Gao Ban make a good movie that can win awards, and even ...... I don't believe that I can really be a good actor.

After Gao Ban sent Xiao Liangjing home, he repeatedly confirmed that he didn't need to call Ji Yuan or Jing Qiran to take care of her, Xiao Liangjing's mood was low, he could see it, but now that time was pressing, he couldn't afford to spend too much time on Xiao Liangjing. In the past, he has been protecting Xiao Liangjing, so that Xiao Liangjing has been very simple in this circle for so many years, and he is a little cautious that people can see through at a glance.

But...... I can't always protect her, I want to make her more visible, I want her to stand in a more brilliant place, I want her to realize bigger dreams, sooner or later, she will become a person who is in charge, even if she doesn't have herself, but she can still be dazzling.

Gao Ban got into the car and drove in the direction of the performing arts company. When she had to give Xiao Liangjing a little thought for herself, she believed that sooner or later she would understand what she wanted and what she should do. Qu Huizhi's matter is just a trivial matter, I don't know what else I will encounter in the future, there are a hundred times more difficult than this, she will always learn to solve it by herself.

After sending Gao Ban away, Xiao Liangjing returned to his practice room with a cane, and then put the cane at the door, then kicked off his slippers and walked in.

Her house is an old house, but the house in the early years did not have such a large shared area, a structure of one hundred and twenty square three-rooms, the actual area is very large, her grandfather and grandmother usually only lived in one master bedroom, she lived in the second bedroom, a small study room was separated, and the remaining two old people were converted into their own practice room - but at that time, it was specially renovated to practice music for Xiao Liangjing, so the walls and the like were specially thickened.

Now she is more accustomed to practicing in the company's special music room, and this small practice room at home has been transformed into a place for leisure purposes such as watching discs.

Xiao Liangjing stepped on the carpet and walked slowly forward holding on to the wall. She has done a good job of rehabilitating her legs, and now she can walk slowly in other places even without crutches, but she is not able to stand for long periods of time or move significantly. She slowly walked to the big screen, found an old saucer, and put it in the DVD player.

Then she walked slowly to the window, drew all the curtains, closed the door of the room, and the whole room was suddenly dark, except for the faint light on the big screen.

This is a film that Qu Huizhi shot many years ago, and it has been about thirteen or fourteen years now, and the disc she has in hand has been re-burned, but the effect of the screening is still limited, after all, the time is too long. Xiao Liangjing sat on the carpet and hugged his legs not far away, looking up at the story on the big screen.

Qu Huizhi's movies and goddess's movies are completely two styles, and there are natural differences between men and women in terms of thinking. Qu Huizhi's portrayal is realistic and down-to-earth, while the portrayal of the goddess is delicate and beautiful. She can't comment on which genre is better, but both of their own films have been a huge success.

She remembered that when Qu Huizhi first watched her first performance, she didn't say that she didn't act well, nor did she criticize her for various details after the second performance, but said-"Don't you try so hard to play Tang Lina's appearance, okay?" Acting is not something that is acted. ”

Acting is not acted?

How did that come about?

She doesn't understand.

She carefully figured out what kind of performance a young girl who was betrayed by her most trusted and dear best friend should be, and then tried her best to show it, she was praised and appreciated by Qu Huizhi, but she couldn't win Qu Huizhi's recognition of her.

I don't know why, she just knows that Qu Huizhi is because she hasn't shown the kind of power that is enough to attract him, so she is reluctant to leave and start making movies again. A director's greatest pride is to shoot perfect works, and Qu Huizhi is because he is not able to interpret the perfection in his mind......

But where is the difference between you?

Whether it's Qu Huizhi or the goddess, they all say that they are talented and have aura, but why have they figured out the psychological state of the character for a long time, and then desperately showed that the things are always unsatisfactory, what is the place that I haven't grasped yet?

The movie "Actor" is about a young man from a small place, Gangzi, who became a dragon actor in order to be able to eat a free box lunch, and stayed on the set for three years, he dutifully played the dead corpse, played the passerby A, played the soldier B, until he slowly had the opportunity to play the male N who said a few words...... But he has never been able to earn the money to realize his wish - he wants to earn 100,000 yuan, spend 50,000 yuan to build a small building, spend 10,000 yuan to buy furniture, spend 20,000 yuan to marry the girl he likes Yufen, and the remaining 20,000 yuan he wants to start a small business with Yufen.

But he failed to realize his wish, Yufen married ********'s son, left the town and went to the county seat, she brought a letter to Gangzi, saying that she was married, let him stop waiting for himself, don't suffer on the set, and go home to marry his daughter-in-law...... At that time, Gangzi had earned enough 100,000 yuan to go home, and when he received the news, he happened to be injured because he played the guard next to the male No. 3 in the movie......

The guard in the movie appeared for only a minute and a half, his beloved girl got married in his hometown, and when the master he protected, that is, the male No. 3, was in danger, the guard came from the grief and died for the male No. 3 to block the arrow.

It's a portrayal of life.

Gangzi's performance is perfect - a bodyguard swears to protect the loyalty of his master, the sorrow of his lover's departure, and the helplessness and chagrin when death comes...... Zhai Yugang, who has become famous and became an actor many years later, said: "From that time on, I knew what a real actor is. ”

End of story.

Xiao Liangjing buried her head in her legs, she cried, cried very badly, she always knew that Qu Huizhi was a good director, but compared the two, he knew that a good director made a good actor, and a good actor didn't make a good director? The actor who played Gangzi was not an actor in the first place, but really just a young man from the countryside, and the girl he liked was really married to someone else, but not the son of the ********, but the son of the village chief. The actor didn't continue to be an actor after filming the movie, but went to do business on his own.

Many years later, he also became famous, the actor was already more than 100 million yuan, after Qu Huizhi was imprisoned, a reporter interviewed him, he only said that Qu Huizhi was a good director and a good person, and nothing else was mentioned.

Each has started a new life, and life is not a movie after all.

Xiao Liangjing looked up at Gangzi on the big screen, and remembered Qu Huizhi's words - "Don't try so hard to perform Tang Lina's appearance, okay?" Acting is not something that is acted. ”

In a trance, she felt as if she understood something, but as if something was missing......