CHAPTER 382, RUTHLESS OR RATIONAL?
"Huh? How so? Auntie, let's enter Beijing immediately! Jiang Jingxuan was taken aback when he heard this, he twisted his eyebrows and thought for a moment, then raised his eyes to look at Xiao Nan and spoke. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
The city gate was blocked, and the palace was besieged by a large army, it was not a problem for him and Xiao Nan, with his and Xiao Nan's kung fu, even if the palace was surrounded, it was not difficult for them to sneak in to find out the situation.
"What are we going to do in Beijing? This is a matter for the court and the royal family, and we are both ordinary people, so can we interfere in this kind of thing? Xiao Nan raised his eyebrows when he heard this, and asked lightly in the face of Jiang Jingxuan's gaze.
"You, aren't you worried?" Jiang Jingxuan looked at Xiao Nan with a stunned expression.
"Worried about what? Xiaozhen is the crown prince, the first emperor died, he is the current king of Ming Zhengyan, as for the changes in Kyoto, he has been the prince for more than three years, and has more than a year of experience in supervising the country, and there are also Jiang Ge Lao and Kou Zhun and other virtuous ministers around him to assist, if you can't even deal with this crisis, this throne, he doesn't want it, otherwise, even if he gets it, he will inevitably be robbed in the future. Xiao Nan pursed his lips and spoke disapprovingly.
Jiang Jingxuan was stunned when he heard this, he looked at Xiao Nan with a stunned face, and suddenly found that he never seemed to really understand his wife, he always thought that Xiao Nan was an extremely affectionate person, whether it was from the colorful death or her performance when Lin Xiucai died, you can get a glimpse of it, but today's Xiao Nan's performance made Jiang Jingxuan find that he never seemed to understand her.
Jiang Jingxuan is not an ignorant and stupid person, of course he understands the meaning of Xiao Nan's words, and intellectually he also knows that Xiao Nan's choice is undoubtedly correct from a certain perspective of impartiality, but people are not gods, and it is impossible to measure everything from an objective and fair perspective, otherwise, there will not be so many entangled loves, hatreds, hatreds and grievances in the world, right?
Xiao Nan's feelings for Zhao Zhen Jiang Jingxuan know, Zhao Zhen is eight years younger than Xiao Nan, he was only three years old when he was taken home by Xiao Nan, he studied and practiced martial arts, all taught by Xiao Nan, in Xiao Nan's heart, Zhao Zhen is both a younger brother and a son, she spent a lot more effort on Zhao Zhen than Zi Xiu, before Zhao Zhen entered Beijing, Xiao Nan spared no effort to help him pave the way.
After Zhao Zhen Rujing, Xiao Nan still paid attention to everything about him, during the battle of Yanyun, Xiao Nan heard that Zhao Zhen and his life and death were unknown, and immediately left his son who was only a few months old, and did not hesitate to travel thousands of miles to rush to the land of Yanyun to rescue, although there was also his own reason for this, but Jiang Jingxuan believed that there was no himself, Xiao Nan would still rush to Yanyun without hesitation......
All of the above performances, Xiao Nan's feelings for Zhao Zhen are unquestionable, she is sincere, and loves Zhao Zhen like her own child, but now there are changes in Beijing, Zhao Zhen and Zixiu are besieged in the palace, life and death are unknown, Xiao Nan is only because Zhao Zhen is already the prince, and thinks that all these crises should be faced by himself, she said that she doesn't care......
Intellectually, he knew that Xiao Nan's choice was not wrong, but emotionally, he really couldn't accept it for a while, Xiao Nan could treat Zhao Zhen like this today, if he and his son encountered the same thing in the future, would she also ignore it?
"Jing Xuan, do you think I'm ruthless doing this?" Xiao Nan has been a husband and wife with him for so many years, where do you not understand his thoughts, she looked at the look on Jiang Jingxuan's face, sighed slightly, and said, Jiang Jingxuan nodded subconsciously.
"So, what do you think I should do to make sense? As soon as he heard that they were in danger, he immediately didn't say a word, went to Bianjing, and turned into the Nine Heavens Divine Envoy to remove all obstacles for them? Xiao Nan raised his eyebrows and asked, Jiang Jingxuan frowned slightly when he heard this, he naturally didn't mean that, but like Xiao Nan was so calm and ignored, it was not right?
"Look, you think that's uncomfortable to listen to, doesn't it feel reasonable? Why do you listen uncomfortable, the reason is very simple, everyone has their own responsibilities and obligations, if a person always wants to transfer their responsibilities and obligations to others, not to mention the person who is entrusted, even outsiders will not be pleasing to the eye, you think we should enter Beijing, it is emotional, but if we really unconditionally help them solve all the difficulties, you feel intellectually wrong. ”
"When emotion and reason conflict, some people will choose emotion, and some people will choose reason, as for who is right and who is wrong in these two choices, I can't say, I can only say, no matter which choice you make, as long as you can ultimately take responsibility for your choice, outsiders have nothing to say."
"And I, a very contradictory person, most of the time, I am very emotional, that is, the kind of person who is accustomed to personal preferences to determine personal behavior, regardless of good and evil, only by heart, but in the emotional side, there is an insurmountable rational bottom line, that is, I think everyone has their own responsibilities, and I only need to complete the part that belongs to my own responsibilities."
"After all, I am a human being, not a god, I have no ability, nor the qualification to interfere at will, arrange and control other people's lives, I carefully raised and took care of Xiaozhen when I was young, just because he was picked up by me, the moment I brought him home, I have the responsibility to teach him well, this is my duty, of course, there is also my love for him, but no matter how much I love a person, I will not help deal with all the troubles without bottom line and principles."
"I don't go to the capital, first, my responsibilities have been completed, Xiaozhen has grown up, and I have enough confidence in him; The second is that I think that since he has chosen this road, he should face everything on this road by himself, if he can't pass this hurdle, it means that he is not a qualified prince and emperor, since he is not a qualified king, then, it is okay not to sit in this position......"
"Not only Zhao Zhen, but also our children in the future, when they are minors, I will do my best to take care of them, love them, teach them, let them understand what responsibility and responsibility are, but when they grow up, their lives will only be created by themselves, if they grow up when they encounter difficulties, they will not say anything, but also expect us to deal with the aftermath, in the face of such children, I will either kill them directly, or expel them from the house."
"Except, of course, if the child has a problem with his or her brain, he or she does not have the ability to survive on his own." Xiao Nan glanced at him, and continued with an indifferent face, when she said these words, her tone was so calm that there was no trace of waves, which made people feel cold in their hearts.
"Auntie, I, I want to ask, if, one day, I encounter an unknown danger outside, will you come to save me?" Jiang Jingxuan's quiet Xiao Nan tried to swallow a mouthful of saliva, and opened his mouth with some difficulty.
"Of course, you and I are husband and wife, sharing weal and woe, if you are really in danger, I will naturally save you......" The corners of Xiao Nan's lips curled slightly, and a faint smile swayed, and Jiang Jingxuan's somewhat stiff face unconsciously relaxed
As soon as his mind was relaxed, Xiao Nan's voice sounded again: "It's okay to once or twice occasionally, but if you always encounter danger and trouble, and you expect me to help you solve it every time, I'm afraid I can only say sorry......"