Chapter 39: What Do I Want? Right! Right!

Zhibei thought he was ready, but looking at the girl bound by the shadows, looking at the hideous wounds on her body, he still fell madly into sadness and anger. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info is like a person falling into the abyss rapidly, the cold wind froze Zhibei's blood, which should have made him numb and stiff, but the feeling of every inch of skin was subtle, whether it was resentment or pain, all the despair in this room was drilled into Zhibei's internal organs, and a fierce flame was ignited like firewood.

It was a very complex emotion, maybe anger, maybe sadness...... Maybe there was fear, but no matter what, these emotions turned into violently swollen and wildly bursting fire, burning every inch of Zhibei's nerves, making him tremble wildly.

Like a patient with severe epilepsy, trembling uncontrollably!

Yes! What is Zhibei afraid of? In what to grieve? And why are you angry?

Once, in that cold and tall group of tombstones, he had already learned to face tragedy, not to panic easily because of blood, not to be sad because of the painful faces of strangers, at most only sympathy, never angry at the misery of others. Such indifference is justified and deep-rooted, because that is the feather coat to protect oneself.

That's right, such a standard of life is like a treasure weapon of heaven and man, erasing everything that has nothing to do with oneself, forgetting, observing, and rational thinking, so that the tragedy of others belongs only to others, and will not hurt oneself.

This is the education that Zhibei has received since he was a child - "Mingzhe protects himself". He obviously yearns for the realm of pure beauty and fantasy, but he has been unconsciously coiling such a "concept" in his heart. Even to interpret this as self-preservation would be extraordinarily ironic.

So! Perhaps! Maybe this theory is correct...... As long as you don't try to understand others, you naturally don't feel pain...... Well...... Well!

Hahahaha! Fuck the wise man to protect himself! Fuck the indifference! Go to the sidelines!

The indifference rooted in his heart may make him turn a blind eye to blood, and his reason like ice and snow may make him ignore the hideous wounds, but the face that is like a wood carving, crying motionlessly, is like a hammer, knocking all the "wise self-protection" in his heart into pieces.

There was no expression on that face, and the pale lips were still tightly closed, but like the turbulence beneath the calm river, it was the poor expressionlessness, the poor unquenchable hatred.

What Zhibei is sad about, angry about, and afraid of is this desperate hatred that has extinguished hope......

"Guest! You've stepped into the little girl's room! Behind Zhibei came the old and distorted voice of the "priest".

"yes!" Zhibei's voice trembled in response.

"So, how do you feel about the masterpiece in front of you? Is it sympathy? Is it sadness? Or is it fear? Ah......" The old man twisted his body like a standing snake, and his ugly voice kept rising, like a screaming duck, and mocked maliciously, "It is a pleasure to look at your trembling body of the guest!" Aha......ha Fear, you cowardly little devil! Tremble! Then, be filled with unwillingness and despair! Who made you nosy, who let you wake up Lao Tzu! Yes!!! Hahahaha! In the middle of the night full of sin, when the devil is gluttonous for dinner, let me also take a pig-killing knife and cut off your head! Aha!!ha ”

Zhibei watched as the man danced his limbs twisted, inhaling heavily like a hungry ghost, and in the dim light of the fire, his ugly face was covered with a disgusting smile like maggots.

"Why?" Zhibei asked coldly, "Why are you going to do something to her?" She's not just a child, she's your daughter at the same time......"

"Because I'm crazy! Aha! I'm crazy! The man held his stomach and laughed, "How's it, isn't it funny, hey!" Guest, why don't you say a word? Do you think I'm really crazy? Ahahahahaha...... This is a joke I told on purpose! What do you think! What do you think! Before you die, isn't it worth it to see such a wonderful performance!! Ahhh Hahahaha! ”

"Huh! Before you die, you should feel honored to be able to do such a performance! Zhibei sneered and said.

"Aha......" Strange laughed twice, the man punched Zhibei fiercely, Zhibei hurriedly blocked his chest with his right arm, but, the man's strength was unexpectedly large, and the thin and eminent body seemed to hide a fierce beast, and the huge force made Zhibei's hand bones make a strange sound, forcing him to retreat.

And the man approached Zhibei without stopping, pressed Zhibei with both hands, and pressed Zhibei back and down fiercely - Zhibei, who was behind the girl, had no way to retreat, so he had to support it to death.

"Hahahaha......" With a strange smile, the man leaned in front of Zhibei's face, as if whispering a prayer, and said in a pious tone, "You know what? Do you know what power is? Do you know how wonderful it is? The supreme authority, fashioned of gold and silver, and set with pure precious stones, embraces it as if it were the blessing of the gods! It will give you the joy, happiness, and reverence you want. I think you know! You want to embrace it too! You want this bewitching beauty too! Kid, I wouldn't give it to anyone. No matter how powerful that bald dog is, it's not like he's going to fall in his disdainful resentment! Hahaha......"

There was an unattainable madness in a low voice of incomparably reverent, "You know what? Do you know? As long as you have power, then you can decide the life and death of others at will, no one dares to look down on you, and even if you fail, you can take revenge on whoever you want to take revenge on as you like. ”

"Huh." Zhibei sneered.

"What are you laughing at! Impolite little ghost! The man's face changed, and he scolded viciously.

"Power is a good thing, isn't it?" Zhibei said lightly, "For it, you used your daughter as a broken doll to lure the enemy, oh oh! That's a good thing! Is the rose that blooms in sin the most delicate? ”

"What? Have you come to understand me? Ahahahaha...... Oh, yes! Who doesn't love the feeling of standing on a high vantage point and looking at ants? The man laughed wildly and cried out in a loud voice, "But! But! That's my stuff! That's my stuff! That's my stuff!! Little ghost, you just look up at me, congratulate me, and give me death!! Ahahaha......"

The man raised his right hand high, and his arm was covered with dark red lines, which was the supreme force blessed by the gods.

He raised his head back eerily and never looked at Zhibei again.

But his right hand fell like a falling rock.

(I knelt down today.,My heart is full of dark side (⊙_⊙b sweat),Hawkers,This is the first update.,As usual, I asked for a collection of recommended comments! )